The madness of this universe

My God is amazing.

2011-09-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Welcome me back. HAHAHAHA I'm kidding.

Today edge was a complete WOW. I really must thank God for helping me run sound today, for ministering to me even though I was on duty. I've mixed sound and felt God's presence before, but never quite this strong, and never quite so close to the verge of tears.

You are God
You are God
You are so glorious
You are so powerful

You are God
You are God
You are victorious
You are the ONE Jesus

Those words really hit me even as worship was going on today, and there and then, I finally truly realized that all I would EVER need in this world, is simply God. He is all I need, all I EVER WILL need. He beautiful, glorious, and so worthy to be praised! :D

He really touched my heart today, and I know, he will continue to, and he will always, always sweep me off my feet.

Thank you God, I love you. Thank you for always being there for me even though I am undeserving. Even though I am not worthy of your love, you are ever so willing to reach out to me and cradle me in your arms. Thank you God, for loving me, for sending Jesus to lay down his life for me. Only in you, there is fullness of joy! :D

I love you, heavenly Daddy! (:

Death.

2011-06-12T00:02:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!

Yesterday, I had the strangest dream that I was dead.

I saw a glimpse of my funeral. I didn't see who was there though, hahaha. But I knew that my family was sad. How sad they were I don't remember. I just know they were sad.

Then as I watched life going by, missing everyone with every inch of my heart. But soon I realized that I had become...well, visible. A little transparent maybe, but still visible. Yes, shocked everyone out. But hey, I was back. In a way I suppose. I just can't eat and touch like everyone else, but still, I was happy to be back. Back to spend time again with everyone.

Strangest, but by far the best dream I've had. But truth is, this doesn't happen in reality. A real reminder of cherishing everyone around me.

So, treasure those around you. You can't really go back once you're gone, or as a matter of fact, when they're gone.

Hello!

2011-05-31T21:21:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE DID YOU MISS ME. Hahaha!

Yes I know I haven't been here for a bit, been mugging/facebooking/and doing all kinds of other strange stuff(: Hope you've all been fine :D

And just wanted to pop by to let you know:

GOD LOVES YOU! :D

See you all soon, lovely people!

Welcome!

2011-01-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Okay I haven't posted in a good while hahaha. Like, posted a GOOD PROPER POST! So yes, hello everyone. Welcome me. HAHAHA.

Well life's been pretty okay I suppose. Been writing, drawing, and definitely studying loads more than usual.Heh. O level year. I seriously I can't wait to get everything over and done with this year. Goodbye Os. GOODBYE ST MARGS omw. Heh.

But yeap, it's going to be hectic weekends for me this month. Competition after competition which also means refereeing after refereeing. Not that I mind hahaha. I have loads of fun in there (:

I can't wait to take a nice rest, I admit. Hahaha :D

God bless!

I just do.

2010-12-08T01:13:00.001+08:00

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you find yourself doing something and wishing they were right there by your side.

Got it off a website (:

God bless!

Dear Miss Peng.

2010-11-23T01:39:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Yes world, let me introduce you to Miss Peng.

It's amazing how God works. Amazing how he brings people into your life to bring you up, to show you that you're loved.

Recently, I felt so immensely hurt and I felt so broken, almost as good as someone shooting 10 arrows through my heart. Horrible. I would say I felt like dying. I wished so hard, so badly that I could rewind time. So badly for something to kill me. I could die. I know I have high pain tolerance. I know I lived through so much, so much hurts. And this, by far, is the ultimate.

Today when I went out I felt so hurt that I didn't even bother about what I should wear. Anything. No contact lens. Nothing flashy. Dull shirt. Boring denim shorts. Didn't tie up my hair. Buried my head in a book because I didn't want to think of the past that poisoned me, killing every inch of me bit by bit.

The day came to a close with Dad's birthday dinner. I was dying already. After the day, I was sweating, and with THAT dressing, I walked up to my parents shop to meet my family for dinner.

The moment I got there, Mom and Dad pointed at me and went "That's my youngest daughter."

I turned. There, stood a sweet looking, slim lady in a flowy white top with leggings and heels next to my daughter.

"That's your daughter? She's so lovely! Such a beautiful girl, really! So so beautiful." she exclaimed.

Now I thought that was a lie. Everyone of mom's customers tell me I'm beautiful. Courtesy's sake you know. Though some really do think I'm pretty. But for nuts;looking like this? She's got to be kidding. How in the world can I BE BEAUTIFUL. Bad dressing, broken on the inside...HOW IS THERE ANY POSSIBLE BEAUTY. Oh how I thought, she wasn't serious, that she was only being courteous.

Later on, I found out that she was Miss Peng, and that she was my brother's P1 form teacher 14 years ago. She happened to drop by, and amazingly, she recognized my parents and brother and they recognize her, so they got into a little conversation and then I arrived.

Yeah we talked. Slowly I found out more. She's a Christian, with a gift of vision into the spiritual realms. She could see all good and bad...smell them too. And that she's been through so much, that her spirit was so sensitive to the holy spirit. The more I heard, I got more and more absorbed into the conversation and amazed at all her life experiences.

Not until she turned to me and went "You've a great destiny, d'you know?"

I was surprised. Not that I didn't know, but for someone to say that, it just hits you in a different way.

She continued. "I see a lot of light in you. Lots of it. So much of that is coming out of you. You're so beautiful."

I started to bring myself down again. But somewhere in me knew her opinion was different from so much of the others that I couldn't help but continue to listen to her, somewhere in me believing.

"The moment I saw you, I knew you were beautiful. Your spirit is such a beautiful one. So sweet, so beautiful, really."

People tell me I'm beautiful but I never believed. Sure it's a compliment, but coming from Miss Peng...it wasn't just that. It's well; actually true. I couldn't help but to tell her how broken I was. How tired I felt. How misunderstood, how much pain I held. My tears flowed. My heart broke once again.

She looked at me with eyes filled with love.

"You're so strong. Even though you're broken, the light still comes through." Frankly I'm not too sure about whether she said anything about it being God's light, but maybe. I was so overwhelmed that I can't remember that part.

Mom heard, and she went "Yeah,this one's very pretty."

Miss Peng looked back and replied with such a lovely laugh in all seriousness "Not just that. Her spirit is such a beautiful one. I want to take her home with me!"

Then Mom surprisingly, agreed and revealed about the time she was pregnant with me. How actually, I was God's gift. How it was through me that she had breakthroughs. How when I was young I was different from other kids.

Miss Peng only smiled even more.

"You're beautiful."

My tears flowed and I couldn't help but to smile. Beauty in the ashes.

Dear Miss Peng, you're God's gift.

Thank you so much for letting me know, and for telling me what God told you, and telling me what you see.

Thank you that you genuinely think I'm beautiful, that you saw beauty in my spirit even though I never did. Thank you for loving me even though we've barely met, for seeing straight through me into all my brokenness. Thank you that you're so sensitive to the spirit and thank God he has blessed you with the one of the world's most amazing pair of eyes to see beyond the surface, to see all that's inside. Thank you Miss Peng, thank you for being God's vessel of blessing. You, Miss Peng, are the one of the most beautiful adults, or even person that I've ever met in my life.

I'll never forget you(:

God bless!

2010-11-18T18:33:00.002+08:00

The same pain that hits you again and again.

2010-11-15T00:43:00.001+08:00

I like Gene Kelly yes I do(:

God bless!

Times.

2010-10-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Aren't there just these times in the world you just wish that you were a little more than you are?

How I wish I was just...I don't know,just more. I was more flexible. Physically stronger. Faster. Higher. Sharper.

I'll get there :D

God bless!

Oh and I forgot to mention; I love you.

Wahoo.

2010-10-29T01:59:00.001+08:00

And I'm happy again!

God bless :D

Boo!

2010-10-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Happy Birthday Cheng! You're finally 16. Well, not exactly "finally" because I'm not even 16 yet. LOL. But anyway, thanks for being such a lovely character and friend that I know I can always count on! You're awesome, and continue to light up atmospheres with that cheery and happy character of yours. Kudos! (:

God bless.

Name someone.

2010-10-26T00:14:00.001+08:00

Name someone who made you laugh today?
Ans:Ren Ming

I wish I still am, friend.

God bless!

(:

2010-10-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Today I am very very happy. And I thank God fully for that.

God bless!

Thank you.

2010-10-17T23:45:00.002+08:00

"Thank you."

"For?"

"For showing me that I'm not special."

Adapted from the movie NINE. Ouch right. Hahahaha. Nonetheless I still think it's one of the most impactful line left in my head after the movie was over.

God bless!

2010-10-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

You'll live (:

Wake up, Ming.

2010-10-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

I've been through worse.

Ming, in life you've almost been killed by a knife before. Surely you can handle this.

C'mon Ming, you can do this. Don't die now.

If only.

2010-10-11T20:16:00.006+08:00

How your smile cheers me up.

How you conversing with me lights up my eyes.

How your laughter makes my cheeks go up and pull my lips into a smile.

How happy I feel when I get to shake your hand as real good friends should.

How you're something I would never choose, and yet something I would never want to lose.

How hurt I felt when you faded far.

How all the time I wish you'd talk first.

How much I miss the days before everything grew shorter.

How sometimes I think, what happened? Or, reflect what I ever did. Worst of all I can't think of anything I did.

How I wonder what you were thinking.

How truthfully, when I think of this something in me twists my tear ducts because I really miss what everything was like previously.

How long this could go on.

But all in all,how I really miss you so.

If you only knew, my dear friend; how much you mean to me.

And only if I knew, what I really mean to you.

"How to forget about you?"

Perfect 10.

2010-10-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

If it wasn't for the fact that my physics exam is tomorrow I'd be dead beat in bed right now. I'm not too sure why I'm blogging even. Maybe it's because I've read my physics notes,textbooks and past papers from cover to cover, up to bottom, left to right and if I don't get my eyes on something else I'll go cross eye-ed, seriously.

Well, today has been insanely tiring, but mighty mighty blessed. Yes folks, it's the Perfect 10.

Woke up at 7.15am and flew down to cck and did some warm up for dance(and yes, we're performing our 180 item once again.)Not too good because I had a mild insomnia the night before and only properly slept by about 2am. A morning heavy with a big cloud of sleepiness. Thank God though, after Anthony and I tweaked the sound system for the worship team there was the amazing balloon sculpting people, who oh so coincidentally happen to be our very amazing friends, came to cheer us up with happy happy looking balloons.Guess which kind of balloon I was offered.

The one in the shape of a fencing blade. Sabre, to be exact. HAHAHA.

The dance later on was good. Even though I made an extremely fatal error. Thank God I had a calm front so it actually didn't look like a mistake. Heh. But nonetheless, it shall, and WILL NOT happen if we actually end up dancing for watchnight(:

I have a bruise of unknown origins discovered about 10 minutes ago on my knee. Wonder where that came from.

Excited as ever for conference! Now I'm going back to cram formulas in my head such as F=ma and M=FD or V=IR.

God bless!

Shoo Shoo.

2010-10-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

I really must thank God for giving me strength to teach net lesson today. Before net I was dying, and I'm real amazed that I'm still able to hype up at teaching. Thank you Jesus, thank you for being so faithful (:

Oh yes, I'm blessed with 5 more copic markers :D COOL GRAY IS REALLY USEFUL. (crap,I think it's going to run out in less than a month. LOL)

Have a great weekend ahead, and all the best to all you out there who are still mugging, like yours truly. Hah.

God bless! :D

2010-10-08T00:34:00.003+08:00

And I can never forget your eyes that night. In them I saw a brokeness, and I wanted to do something I that I simply couldn't.

To myself.

2010-10-07T16:57:00.002+08:00

Boo.

A lot of us are seriously wondering if we should just go ahead and pon school tomorrow.

Really,there's nothing much on. And if we're there...it kinda wastes time.

History and Math today. May it be fruitful (:

I really wish you hadn't done that.It could've just....

Blah Bleh.

2010-10-06T19:45:00.001+08:00

Hello world!

I'd like to do wedding photography.Anyone knows of a work attachment for it? Heh.

(:

Soon.

2010-10-04T18:29:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

I'm thankful for the rest at home today, but I'd really want to go to school to study today as well. Although home study isn't too bad too.My breathlessness is killing me.

Math, Chemistry and snippets of History today.

I hope my POA is proper by the end of this week. Hannah if only you knew POA too! Hahaha.

Alright, I'll see you all soon(:

october!

2010-10-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Happy First of October everyone, aka Children's day.

I've been ill, but thank God 3 topics of the EOYs are down.

Funny thing, this illness. Okay ill is a weird term. I've been sick. Fever and I believe to be stomach tantrums. Seriously, I've never felt so tired eating, nor have my stomach rejected food cooked by me, and it definitely has never felt full from one spoon of PORRIDGE.

My eyes have been secretly doing all the eating. I look at the food I feel like puking. LOL.

But nonetheless, Wong Ren Ming is recovering (:

God bless!

Oh, and Happy Birthday to Joalynn, Amos Lim, Nakano Kenji, and Li Ting! :D

Over.

2010-09-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

It's over. Like finally. It's over over over. Thank you Jesus.

2010-09-14T21:26:00.001+08:00

Truth is, I really can't wait to see you again.

Can't take my eyes off you.

2010-09-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

I'm hooked to this song now. Hahaha xD

God bless!

Meet ups.

2010-09-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

Happy first of September to you all.

Today was nice. Met Yang Yi up for lunch, and so much has changed in us both. For good of course! We both look better now physically, I just need to grow my hair out a little more. Heh. Nice meeting you again, Sheep Yi :D We should lunch again soon!

And kite flying later at the Marina Barrage with Gatsby! It was lovely, and my kite had stayed the longest in the air. Thanks Gatsby, I look forward to the next outing with you guys again :D

God bless!

Hello life.

2010-08-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

Greetings world!

Imma back!

Okay I'm back just for a teensy bit. Heh. But either ways, just here for a few short updates :D

Alright, life has been hectic. But of course, having art O levels and especially that the due date is so near. I really thank God that he's allowed me to pull through thus far (:

And of course who can forget the wonderful 4n7 art girls! In no particular order; Nicolette Teo, Cheng Siew, Krystle, Pamela and Amanda Wee. Thanks for bringing so much smiles to me in this whole period of the art O levels. Let's finish of this art O level nonsense, and we'll all throw a party :D

Otherwise, I'm also awfully thankful for the big move (The Edge movement from Yishun to Toa Pah Yoa) as it has really allowed me to know more people better (Qigebage especially) and learn many many many new things. The Pink Noise for example. Yes,I have no idea why its called the Pink noise too. It's supposed to help EQ the whole hall's sound system. Heh.

God bless you readers, I'll be back once life gets a little less busier. Heh (:

Gin Ming.

You.

2010-07-31T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Did you miss me? Naw I don't think you did. Of course you didn't. Why would you? Heh.

School life has been hectic, with rushing for O level art, homework, tests, tests results, all that blubber.

And I have to say I'm thankful to God that I pulled through.

Though yesterday I got into a vicious fight with my father. I'm so sorry Rebekah that he blew up at me in front of you! Bad timing eh.

But nonetheless,God's been good. Life has been tiring,sometimes lonely for the day, but God I thank you that you are still in control,and that you are faithful,and that you still love me. For putting me in a wonderful church where I can serve and where you've brought people in my life to give it a good spruce of bright colors.

But God give me the strength to forgive. Sometimes my heart feels so bitter, so murderous, so filled with fury, so much that I could really die on the inside. God please forgive me for the thoughts. Help me to forgive God, I really want to.

Help me to let go of all the hurt.

God bless!

Tyler Ward.

2010-07-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

I really like their voices (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA WEE! :D

I'm still proud of you.

2010-07-04T23:40:00.002+08:00

Thank you Jesus.

I am worried for my academics. Who says I'm not?

I'll do my best of course. Mainly,and obviously, not doing well doesn't glorify God.

And today even as I served I told God that I was ever so sorry for not being a good steward of my academics,even during sound ministry and serving for evening service.

And then, it kinda brought me back to Pastor Jonathan's words years ago as he prayed; "Your father says that he is proud of you."

"I'm still proud of you."

I felt God said that.

I wanted to cry there and then,but I couldn't. But inside my heart was melting.

Thank you Jesus. I'm going to buck up this term! :D

July.

2010-07-01T23:35:00.001+08:00

Happy first of July,everyone :D

Hello June!

2010-06-30T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hahaha June has sure been busy. And so,I'm blogging for the VERY last day of June (:

I'll be able to fence under National training really soon! After O level art. YAY!

Youth camp was a blast,and I'll blog about it some other time(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL DASS AND MARCUS LOW! :D

God bless(:

National Team

2010-05-25T18:30:00.001+08:00

Hello world!

I have suddenly regained my strong want to fence under the National Team again. Just that I really want to train under Wei Wen or Ann instead. I miss them both VERY VERY MUCH :/

I need to fence again!

Happy Birthday to our lovely Amethyst Sim! :D

God bless :D

2010-05-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Today,Coach Alex looked genuinely super happy to see me after I haven't trained for almost 3 weeks. Heh.

God bless!

I'm willing to fight for it.

2010-05-10T21:18:00.001+08:00

OMW HILARIOUS!

Starring Region 11/12's very own Elvin and Esther :D

God bless!

Stolen.

2010-05-06T23:17:00.001+08:00

Something my brother showed me. I like!

God bless!

IDEAS!

2010-05-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

I know I SHOULD be studying but suddenly I have a few splendiferous ideas for gifts! YAY YAY YAY YAY I must proceed to go write them down. Hahaha.

All the best for the remainder of the mid years everyone! (:

God bless!

Happy May!

2010-05-03T13:22:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Happy May to you all! Time is sure flying. Half the year is going to be over soon!

Exams are here. O level art deadline is coming crazy soon. Golly. God please help me pull through. Amen.

I better get to work.

God bless!

Painting.

2010-04-28T18:05:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Social Studies and English Exam this Friday.

And yet,I'm actually MUCH MUCH more worried about my O level art.God please give me skill and speed to finish my either my canvas or prep work before Youth Camp!

I'm touching canvas again after quite awhile.I can't wait to finish up my composition and start painting!:D

God bless!

I remember.

A rest.

2010-04-21T19:02:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

I knew this was bound to happen somewhere this week.

I somehow knew that one way or another there'll come a day where some part of my body is going to let me down and cause me some pretty awful kind of pain or discomfort,and I'm going to get sent home from school.

And today was it. The 2.4km run. Silly me,I made a dash when I was going to be out of breath and coughing,and my timing was 12 minutes 18 seconds. Though its a good thing,after running I felt like throwing up and strangely,I feel pain in my system. From sitting on the benches suddenly I was on the floor,Nicolette and Nicole Goh then helped me to the office.

And I threw up on the way (Sorry Nicolette and Nicole!). It was awful. Then I was given a hot water bag,and the lady called up dad to come send me home,and my friends waited with me.

I really should take better care of myself. Heh.

Thanks Nicolette and Nicole for helping me(:

And though I didn't feel so good I do thank God that I came home to loving parents.I'd honestly thought that my parents would reprimand me about not taking care of my health and that I asked for this,either that or they would scold me about the trouble I had caused and that I had missed a day of school,and it was such a waste.But no,as I was reaching home in my father's car,I apologized to him. He seemed pretty puzzled,and stroked me fatherly on the cheek and said 'Apologize for what?' and I said 'for all the trouble.'

He only smiled and asked me to take care of myself.And as I got home,I thought I may come to the angry face of my mother who would scold me for not taking care of myself,but instead she had a concerned and warm face,and she said 'Bao bao(baby in chinese) what happened to you?'

Cheesy I know,but I kinda really appreciate it. She even cooked porridge for me as she said it would be better for my system,and gave me warm water,asked me to go have a shower and get some rest.

Something I truly thank God for. And at home I slept away the pain,the tiredness,and I woke up feeling better and without pain. I also woke up to a call from my mom asking how I felt.

Thank you Jesus(:

2010-04-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

Alas.

The B division Epee girls did not win a medal.

I admit,I've pretty much never felt so crushed in fencing. I mean there were bad times,but well you know. After 3 years of fencing and nothing.

I remember starting to cry even as the 44th point was awarded to the opponent team.In my head I was thinking, 'how could this happen.'

Taking off my mask and as we saluted the opposing team(which I also love dearly as friends)I was truly trying to hold my tears back and still they leaked out.

But hail even to the losers.Good job B division Epee girls. Even though we didn't win and even though we lost a good amount of points,I'm proud to say you are part of my team,and I'll always love you all!(:

And to everyone else who had received a medal,I must really say I am ever SO proud of you guys!I look forward to announcing your results and names with pride this coming Monday.Even though I know that no one will cheer for me,even though as your captain I couldn't win back a medal,I'm looking at the glory you guys have brought to St Margs.Congrats to everyone!

God bless!

2010-04-15T23:50:00.001+08:00

Oh God.

For once I pray,God please let the Epee B division girls win a medal home. Oh God please.

What to do.

2010-04-12T14:38:00.001+08:00

What to do for art?

What to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do.

God please help me with some ideas.

2010-04-08T23:21:00.001+08:00

WOW.

2010-04-05T00:02:00.001+08:00

I really love this.

Beautiful you are.

2010-04-04T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

I shall resist giving the person who wrote a complain letter about me over a small and insignificant(though it may have been a pretty big deal to him)reason mean looks tomorrow. If I see him,to begin with. I have to drop the issue.

Through the past two days I've been amazed again and again of what God has done. The miracle rally was wonderful...I've been terribly distracted from duty by the healing God has done in people's lives,seeing those on the wheelchair stand up and walk,those with broken leg bones start walking,and one really amazing one where this man's dislocated arm that needed operation on became well immediately when pastor just pulled it out of its cast.I could feel the joy of the people when I saw them crying with tears of joy as they are healed from a suffering/disease that has been with them for years,or even as they hear a prophesy that their lives will take a turn and become well. The miracle rallies have truly been ever so wonderful.

God,let me grow to be more like what you've called me to be as each day goes by.

God bless!

2010-04-01T23:03:00.001+08:00

Hilarious.

Gregoire Moulin.

2010-03-30T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

Here's a clip from (I think) the credits of the Movie, Gregoire Moulin contre l'Humanité. It's hilarious,refreshing and really interesting :D

I hope I hope I hope to find it asap. Hahaha.

God bless!

Free Sparring.

2010-03-29T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Yesterday it was my first free sparring session ever. An extremely enjoyable/fruitful one too. I won 4 out of 8 bouts. 3 of them I was like kenna pwned by RJC year 2 guys. Hahaha,it was really a flat out trash,with scores like 2,3 and maybe 6 the maximum. The last one I lost to another one of Coach Alex's students (and after he made me fence about 3 to 4 bouts at one shot.)

But nonetheless it was wonderful getting to meet new friends.I hope I didn't come off as too extra or anything because majority of the people there were from RJC that day.

I'm looking forward very much to the inter-school fencing championships,be it fencing or anything,but I'm definitely looking forward to refereeing the most! Not about the pay actually. I like to referee.

Thank you Jesus.

God bless!

Take my hand.

2010-03-25T20:14:00.004+08:00

Hello world!

I quite like this song by the Cab,"Take my Hand".

This is the remixed version though.The below is the album version.

Alex DeLeon kinda reminds me of Coach Henry.Its the hair. Hahaha :D

Training was good,and we the Epee girls are temporarily under Coach Melbye Ann Karin, the ranked first of the Singapore National Women's Epee. She's a really nice coach :D

I just checked the Fencing Singapore National Rankings again. My ranking went up! I'm now ranked 30,from the previous rank of 41. Still the lowest rank amongst National Women's Epee,under Cadets,but hey,better than nothing :D

And I can participate in this year's National Inter-school Fencing Championships! This year I'm going to try for Quarter to Semi Finals.

Thank you Jesus!

Mmm.

2010-03-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

It's been awfully cold in Singapore recently. I admit though,it's nice to snuggle up in my blankets at home in the cold weather (:

God's been good. Today I had a really good Monday(I almost never have good Mondays.) And I scored a A1 for the Physics test! Almost never happens usually. I'm really grateful to know that he's been so faithful (: Thank you Jesus.

Inter-school championships are coming real soon. I really hope Coach Yuliya would propose for me go for it.

God bless!

Bored.

2010-03-18T13:27:00.004+08:00

Hello world!

Recently just for fun I decided to find out who was this Justin Bieber that my Juniors are all mad about.

I feel he's not that a big deal though. Not bad nor good. Just that in all his videos the girls do always look older than him. Hahaha.

The girl looks very much older here. But well,this video's not too bad. I wonder what would have happened if she got lost though. They could make a parody about that. Heh.

This one's not too bad either.

Kinda amazed at the speed of certain parts in Ludacris's rapping. :D

God bless! (:

Dance.

2010-03-17T21:44:00.001+08:00

Hello world!

My bro and I watched this for inspiration for last year's 180. We watched,out jaws dropped and we went "No wonder they won first place."

So was this. Not sure if they won,but it's sure a stinking good dance.

God bless!

2010-03-15T20:42:00.001+08:00

Some people I just miss so much in life.

Stamina to fly.

2010-03-10T20:00:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

I want to be more fit and more in shape. Hahaha. I haven't trained as well for the past weeks,and its time to go swimming as well as have good jog (:

The past 3 days have been wonderful by God's grace. I really thank him for that. Especially that the holidays are going to be here soon,I really pray that I can take the chance to have a good break,and enjoy some good exercise and company with friends :D

I really hope I can fence well enough to get into the National team by 2012-2013. I'm still a distance off,but I really hope that someday soon I can win home a medal and train to become a really good fencer.

I'm gonna worship you
Forever I'm gonna worship you.

God bless!

March holidays come quickly!

2010-03-03T22:18:00.004+08:00

Hello world!

At this hour I am home doing Chinese homework(and overdue ones too. Heh). I read the comprehensions and I can't understand them without eventually tiring myself out at the end of the passage and flipping through the dictionary at least 10 times per passage. Man.

I can't wait for the march holidays. A break would be nice really. Away from nonsense in school,from tiresome remedial, class competitiveness. I'd do comfortable forms of self studying and do sports like fencing and swimming (of which speaking,I hurt myself in one on one today,and I can't train in school AGAIN tomorrow. Blah.)

I think I'm fully capable of doing better at closet mugging. Heh. I just need a realistic and feasible study schedule. I've never kept any of the ones I've set since I was 10. Hahaha.

Today I was faced with a situation where someone really frustrated me. Suddenly,I felt that if someday I eventually can't take it,I could possibly punch whoever she/he was in the jaw till it fractures. But I know I can't. And I pray I never will.

Oh God,please help me.

God bless

Kit Kat.

2010-03-01T19:31:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Today is the start of the second last week before the march break. God please let time fly.

School wasn't bad.Maybe it was in its ways,but still not THAT bad.I think I did rather badly for my history test since I couldn't understand the SEQ question,heh.

My parents went over to Perth with sis for a week,and today they returned. Mom gave me a call from work and asked how I was. It's a simple gesture,but at the same time,it touched me very much somehow. My parents (either one of them) usually never call me to ask how I'm doing. I love them so much (:

Today I saw this quote on one of the CME presentations that I really agreed with. Not sure who it's by though:

Death is a pain(I forgot what word it was here,but something like that) no one can heal,
Love is a memory no one can steal.

And how true is that (: so so so much more love is needed in this world.

God bless!

Waha.

2010-02-27T13:55:00.002+08:00

Grégoire Moulin contre l'humanité.

I finally found the name for the movie! This is a must watch movie next up on my list :D

Hahaha,how's life everyone?

National Trials were just over the last week. It was a very fun experience I admit,Coach said I fenced well for the Cadet Trials. Not sure if he was just saying that out of encouragement,but nonetheless it was nice of him to say so :D

And the following Wednesday I grazed/scraped my knee. Again! Hahaha. Times like this make you appreciate having uninjured knees very much. I'll pray for a speedy recovery :D

God has been as good as ever!

God bless (:

National Trials.

2010-02-18T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

After looking at several videos of the Beijing Olympics 2008 Epee matches,I suddenly feel extremely motivated to do well in fencing. Not that I haven't been,its just that suddenly I feel a fresh sense of confidence that I can actually fence a lot better than what I'm achieving now,but simply because I've never been properly confident in myself.

So so,this year I'm really really going to train very hard! And have a healthier diet. Away from junk! Hahaha. Okay,away from junk 95% of the time. I'm going to build up on strength and fencing smarts. Most importantly,work on my confidence because I can do it. All it takes is time and hard work.

Example,I feel particularly good about CNY this year because I work out before/during my visitations. Haven't put on any weight at all.Majority spent on swimming and doing weights.Tomorrow before one on one I'll die die make sure I do 100 skips with the skipping rope.

National Trials this weekend. For me,its both Junior and Cadet Trials. I admit I'm nervous. Especially since there's no poules and that it's going to be direct eliminations straight away. You die,you die. You wouldn't really know where you rank.God please please help me pull through at least 3 bouts!I don't want to die at the first bout. Hahaha.

God,please let me get into the Singapore National Team by 2012.

God bless!

happy chinese new year!

2010-02-14T22:28:00.001+08:00

Hello world!

Happy Chinese new year and valentines day to you all! Have a terrific one,spent with people you love as well as food that you love.Hahaha. Don't worry,you'd all have time to work off that extra fat later (:

God bless!

And thats life.

2010-02-08T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

I have managed to pin up all of my short hair with about 8 pins. Comfy,a nice for studying.Heh.

And I was just thinking today about several rather deep issues.

For today,I kind of observed life in school. From my perspective at least. And I well,today I honestly and truly felt lonely in school.

Today I felt the painful side of being in a girls school. Not that I experienced it today,but even as I observed others and recall my previous years in St Margarets,I can honestly say that girls are rather difficult to get along with sometimes. Yes,girls can be lovely.But at the same time,I can find girls the most poisonous and despicable creatures on earth.I know I'm a girl as well,and I'm not excluding myself from it. However,there are certain girls on earth that aren't like that.Where are they?

I'd really rather get caught in a fistfight with boys than get gossiped and backstabbed about by a girl.Most of the time,girls are merciless with their words when it comes to gossip.I experienced that in secondary 2 and I can say that it was the most crushing and shattering experience of 2008.

From that experience sometimes I really don't know who I can trust at times.Girls are strange,they love you this day and they hate you wholeheartedly the next.Some are shallow,some are hollow.But of course not all girls are like that.I'm not perfect,and I do believe that I'm not better than the rest of the girls I know.And of course,I pray that I'll become better and better as the days go by.

But well girls,do strive to become people of SUBSTANCE.People with character,people that KNOW whats right and wrong,what's stupid and what's intelligent.People who know who they are and truly put up a good fight in life.People who know how to control themselves,people that know how to deal with failure and not go all moody because of a setback.People who aren't pushed about simply by what others do.

For those girls who are truly genuine from their hearts deep down,I thank you.

We need more girls like that on earth.No offense of course,just voicing out some thoughts in my heart.

God bless!

Picture update.

2010-02-05T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Time to freshen up this blog with some first hand pictures.

The following 3 pictures were done on the whiteboard by Cheng and I.

Boxhead!

(:

Ame and Cheng at Novices.

Hahaha.Boy am I hungry.No idea what to eat though.Heh.

God bless!

Fresh Resolution.

2010-02-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Of course I'll see where God wants me,but at the moment I do have my few targets.

Art - A1
English - A2/B3
Chinese - A2/B3
Math - B3
Humanities - A2/B3
POA - A2
Combined Sciences - A2

Not turning out well this year so far,but by God's grace I will overcome!Secondary 4 life just gets tougher and tougher,and I want to excel at it with all of my ability. Definitely will cut down much on my slacking time this year.

And external targets:

FENCING:
- Get much much more built (enough to fence and compete in strength and also enough to not scare off people)
- Self Confidence!
- Hopefully able plan a way of saving up enough for one on one sessions with
coach more often.
- National Team by 2012 (I really really really hope. Unless of course,God doesn't want me there.)

And in my Christian life,a definite stronger walk with God,and to remember him more this year and to be much more aware of his presence in my life :D

If above all these I would want to excel in,I want it to be in becoming a good servant for Christ.

God bless!

A refereeing weekend.

2010-02-01T16:49:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Hannah thank you ever so much for praying for me on Sunday morning before my refereeing shift began. And I honestly believe that thanks to that,I had an absolutely lovely day refereeing at Novices. Beats refereeing on Saturday much better! :D

And yes,yesterday was very very very very fun. I didn't mess up! For my third time refereeing and being a Cat D referee,I thought I did fairly alright yesterday.Thank God. Good Job Epeeist and Foilist so far! Not a easy fight this year,but you guys fair rather well.All the best for team event! :D

Refereeing once more for team event. I think I may need guidance or advice on that,I haven't refereed a team event before.

God bless!

You can do it.

2010-01-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Today has been well,a hectic day.

Went overly early in the morning for refereeing. Hahaha. And after,considering the fact that I haven't refereed for almost 4 months,when I refereed again today I admit,I shivered for the first poule. And I've a little forgotten about what penalties to give under what circumstances,and sometimes,I either forget to award the penalty or award the wrong penalties.Should go read up before I sleep to prepare for tomorrow's competition!

I felt a little awful today because I accidentally (I REALLY REALLY DID IT BY ACCIDENT) recorded the wrong person who won and resulted in a whole rearranging of matches and almost killed Vince of his points. And very sorry once again to everyone I caused trouble to! I really really didn't mean it,it was careless of me to record the wrong points.

But yeah,God's good (: Tomorrow will be better!

God bless.

2010-01-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

I'm taken out of Novices competition because my years of experience has exceeded requirement of 3 years.Hahahaha. Never mind,at least I'm still refereeing! :D I really really hope Juliana can sign me up for the National Trials coming later in February.

Nonetheless,God's good all the time :D

God bless!

Aha.

2010-01-26T20:04:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

Now that sec 4 life has started,it really feels ever so good to be home :D

But nonetheless,thank God for all that's happened so far! Though my common tests aren't turning out very well,I'll take assurance in his word that everything happens for a reason.I pray that I'll do much better in the tests to come,at least in every test I prepare for,I do the best I can.

Novices competition this Sunday. Yup,nervous as ever. Once again I'll be meeting many many many fencers of much older ages,and this year I really want to show a better performance in the competition. At least till the finals! Or semi finals.

Thank God for competition points. Hahaha

God bless!

Still.

2010-01-20T23:13:00.003+08:00

'Be still and know that I am God.'

and you are good,in all circumstances.Thank you Jesus.

God bless!

Remember remember.

2010-01-18T18:31:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Well its the third week of school,and I guess its a alright one.I'll be exempted from training tomorrow covered with a MC,since I can't exercise for a week. Blargh.

Novices coming up soon! Golly. I really really hope there's a team event.

God,let this week be a week where I can truly be a blessing.

God bless!

Elloh.

2010-01-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hello World!

One more thing I forgot to update,I now have short hair! Everything's so much more convenient now. Hahaha.

Anyway CCA fair was today and we FINALLY got the CCA board done up. I think it looks pretty alright,at least it finally looks complete. Hahaha. Thanks to everyone who helped out at recruiting,publicity,and losing their voices for our booth! Really couldn't have done it without you guys :D Lets all hope that we have really nice Juniors this year.

NAFA(Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts)open house tomorrow,and Ms Hoe is bringing us 4N7 art girls for a visit.Can't wait! :D

God bless.

New Year for a new start.

2010-01-11T20:09:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Its a fresh new year and we're all in the second week of school,where lessons really start proper.

And today I had a cold and was very exhausted throughout the whole day. Thank God I pulled through,and too,I was issued my O level Art paper 1 today.God please help me get a A1.

And congrats James Tan on your 8 points in the O levels!You did a great job and thank God he pulled you through :D

And well,as I'm one year closer to the O levels,I promise myself to study really really hard. I know I've promised myself this for the 100th time but well,the sense of urgency is rising,and I really want to do my very best and get around 5As for the Os. And after all,I want to be a good stewardess of all that God has given me.

So I will study hard in 2010 and 2011!

God bless :D

Happy New Year!

2010-01-04T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Happy New year to you all! Have a great one,and one that you are going to spend fruitfully to become a better person :D

My spectacles are finally finally fixed.Now I can stop wearing my contacts and stop wasting money and time putting them on.Thank you Jesus!

Today was Sec 1 orientation and I was involved as a facilitator. Was pretty fun I suppose,met a few lovely sec 1s. Nonetheless,they tire me out. But I enjoy my time with these sec 1s.

A new year in 2010,new things to resolve and have a nice and fresh new start.This year I really want to live with more evidence of Christ in my life,and mature more in him and stop being such a hypocrite at times.

And as 2010 unfolds I thank God that he's with me and that I can rely and trust in him all the time.It's going to be difficult,its going to be tough,but that's how we all get stronger :D

Have a brilliant 2010!

God bless!

Happy Birthday!

2009-12-29T00:09:00.001+08:00

Hello world!

:D.

God bless!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-25T00:51:00.001+08:00

Hello world!

Merry Christmas everyone!May you guys have a splendid one,spend it with your loved one on this very special day.

But of course,someone that always loves you and always has been will be by your side (:

God bless!

Photo Update.

2009-12-21T22:35:00.006+08:00

Hello world!

About time I freshen up this blog with some photos.The photos aren't in chronological timeline though.

The lovely Cambodian leaders that came for our Edge Conference (:

A group photo with Pastor Matthew Barnett and his assistant.

Playing with Puppets in the Coffee Corner.

Note from Hannah,Puppet in Charis's hands.

Sis Becky's send off. We're going to miss her so much.

HuiMin,Hannah and I.

Hui Chean's Wedding.

The beautiful Bride and her Father (:

And some photos from our amazing 'Believe' Edge Conference!

The opening night.

On Brian's DSLR camera. Hahaha.

And my best photo at the Candlelight service.

God bless!

And what a wonderful day.

2009-12-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Candlelight service today was beautiful.Its been awhile since I've been in a dim room full of lightly lit candles.Absolutely beautiful,and the warmth of being around your friends,wishing them Merry Christmas...lovely.

Today I had a lovely day.And thank God he allowed it.God,you're so beautiful.

God bless!

Today I met a nice man.

2009-12-17T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Today was at first,awful.Horridly awful.I woke up late for work at Toa Payoh,disappointed someone,and due to that had quite a grouchy attitude for work. Then,I was so tired,rather grouchy,very unconscious of my behavior and so engrossed with some work,that when Pastor Danny talked to me I didn't even look at him while we talked.And it was only when he left that I felt it was extremely rude of me.And it is. Although I'm sure Bro Danny doesn't take it to heart,but still.

It felt so awful,that I had displayed such poor working attitude today.Eventually I talked to a friend about it.

At this point of time,you start to once again thank God for fantastic friends,people who will lend you a listening ear,who care for you and are there for you when you're down. Thank you James,thank you Hannah(: I really appreciate you guys,cheered me up lots! You guys are great.

Yesterday some of us sent Sister Becky,our FANTASTIC children pastor,off to Liverpool to go after God's calling for her.Had a nice dinner with Sam,James and Jonathan at Terminal 2,and then we went off to Terminal 1 to find the rest to send off Sister Becky. I'm really going to miss her so much,being such a wonderful children pastor to the children of VFC,and as a friend. I respect her so much,having so much patience and being such a loving person.We love you,Sister Becky.

AND WHO CAN FORGET OUR LOVELY ADILIA!I'm super proud of you Adi,going out for missions.And we'll really miss you.Come back soon,and eat more! :D

Tomorrow,I'm prepared for all there is to come.

God bless!

Dreams,

2009-12-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

This morning I had a dream of getting married.I don't even know who the groom was.I just remembered a church,me in a dress walking down the aisle.

Strange to the max.Hahaha.

Oh well,moving on!

I guess life's been fine,and Christmas is coming up!I can't wait to celebrate it with my family and friends :D

Have a great week ahead!

God bless(:

save the last dance for me.

2009-12-10T00:31:00.001+08:00

If he asks
if you're all alone
can he walk you home
you must tell him no

Cause don't forget who's taking you home
and in who's arms you're gonna be
So darling,
Save the last dance for me.

Like a diamond.

2009-12-09T21:52:00.004+08:00

Hello people!

I'm not sure if you guys have seen the news last week,but there was this most expensive Iphone that appeared in the news.

British designer Stuart Hughes, from Liverpool has created an iPhone costing a cool £1.92 million (US$3.2 million).

The iPhone 3GS Supreme was crafted using 271 grams of 22ct solid gold. The front bezel houses 136 flawless diamonds, which total to a massive 68 carats.

Apple iPhone 3GS review:

The rear Apple logo in solid gold has 53 flawless diamonds amounting to 1 carat, and the front navigation button is home to a single cut very rare diamond at 7.1 carats.

The chest that houses this unique handset is made from a single block of Granite, in Kashmir gold with the inner lined with Nubuck top grain leather. It weighs a massive 7kg.

Hughes took ten months to make the phone after it was commissioned by an anonymous Australian businessman, reports The Telegraph.

"The iPhone is the phone with the most tricks on the market. What possibly could we do to trick it up more? Bless it with the finest precious metal and jewels," said Hughes.

"Most of the ten months was spent trying to source the diamond for the navigation button."

As well as a gold iPhone 3G Hughes has previously blinged up an Apple iPod, a belt, watches and belts.

The iphone's a beauty isn't it? I read it up in the newspaper the last day before conference began.God always tells me messages later than he shows me them. Hahaha.

Pay attention to this:
Hughes took ten months to make the phone after it was commissioned by an anonymous Australian businessman, reports The Telegraph.

Isn't that a bit like our God?God takes us,simple and ordinary,and makes us beautiful.Its because of him that we have the value,that we are beautiful.But to craft us into that beauty,it's long,and its a hard journey.But the outcome is worth it :D

Thank you Jesus.

God bless!

Haven't met you yet.

2009-12-08T19:26:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

I love this song by Michael Buble :D

Well well,media fast is over!And so is conference.

I have to admit,THEEDGE youth Conference was AMAZING!Pastor Matthew Barnett,Doug Lasit and Jeremy Seaward were great,and through this conference,I'm sure God has done miracles in every individual's life,including my own.

I'll upload the pictures once my brother returns me my laptop.Hahahahaha.

And I dare say,I believe in my God,whom in all things are possible.

God bless!

Get Up.

2009-12-02T02:12:00.001+08:00

Everybody get up
if you love Him!
Everybody get up
Get up and praise Him!
Everybody get up
if you're free
And give him the praise!

BELIEVE.

2009-12-02T00:09:00.005+08:00

Hello world!

Sorry for not blogging for LOOOOONG.Most of the youth ministry(mostly leaders) has gone on a media fast for the whole of November.Media fasting is,keeping away from any sort of secular media,like using the computer for leisure,listening to secular music,watching television that's not christian related,etc.Instead,we use that time to get closer to God by reading the bible,listening to sermon podcasts,listening to christian music and so on.Its good,helps to get closer to God and grow in him too :D

I did my fast for about 2 and a half weeks and I broke,since I'm not a youth leader yet and I decided that I'll do it for 2 and a half weeks.

Anyway,here are two new songs from planetshakers,recorded live from the planetshakers 'ONE' conference.

Get Up - Planetshakers

No Compromise - Planetshakers

Nice songs.

(this is a photo of the card,so sorry about the quality.)
Speaking of conference,THE EDGE CONFERENCE 'BELIEVE' IS COMING UP! You really wouldn't want to miss it,there'll be power-packed sermons from Pastor Matthew Barnett(overseas), Pastor Doug Lasit(overseas),and our very own Pastor Jeremy Seaward! Night Rallies are free and open to the public,so do make your way down!Doors open at 7pm. We're at Victory Family Center Tampines, 20 Tampines street 43. The conference is from 3-5 December,not an over night stay.

Get set to experience a refreshing touch from God and see his glory!:D

God bless!

This is it.

2009-10-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Watched 'This is it' with Sam,Hannah,Samuel,Daniel and David today.It was surprisingly A LOT better than I thought,and I was really blown away by the dancing,the set,the music and the videos.And Michael Jackson just died!After all those mad rehearsals,crazy dancing and voice saving,he died.

Imagine if the 'This is it' concert was actually shown!It'd have been fantastic!Such a pity he died.

Today,it was too the learning Journey.A tiring one,with all my body cramps and being unable to go on staircases,etc.I trust God to recover really soon :D

God bless!

Eventful.

2009-10-28T20:47:00.008+08:00

Hello world!

It's Wednesday already!Or more of,its coming to the end of Wednesday.Hahaha.

The past days have been long and eventful I suppose,and I'll dedicate this post to many many pictures.I shall start with Care and Share 09.

It was a blast,there were 5300 elderly present.How awesome is that?Its amazing that God as brought so much people in our midst to bless,and I could truly see the elderly being blessed throughout the event.

I helped out too,in the video ministry although I was supposed to be doing sound.Nonetheless,I learnt new things and had lots of fun.

About 1/3 of the place.Oh,and Care and Share 09 was held at the Floating Platform at Marina Bay.

Whats an event without photos?

I like this photo.But we were enduring in this because the seats were scorching hot.

Sam and Yvonne.

And again!

:D

Taken from the video side's sound board.They look so happy (:

This old lady had a lovely smile I thought.

Chen Mei Guang.For a lady in her 70s,her voice is AMAZING.

Dinner at Popeye's later after the whole event and tear down next to the Singapore flyer.This is Daniel and Nicholas.

The next day,it was Daniel's birthday,so we surprised him.

The preparation.

And the cake.16 candles in total.

So,as we awaited the arrival of the Birthday Boy.

Surprise.

Yup,he was touched.

His gifts. The net looking thing there is a bug swatter made by me since he hates cockroaches.

The Birthday Boy and his brother :D

There we go for the last weekend.I enjoyed myself a lot,and thank God once again that hes been willing to bless me with each day.

Then on Monday it was Daniel's Birthday Dinner at Xin Wang Cafe in Yew Tee.

My dish,Pork Chop in papaya soup with milk.VERY VERY GOOD.

Kaya toast that we all shared.Very good too.

This is Samuel.Cute isn't he?

And my favorite shot of the day.Taken by Joash,but he did it discreetly without Daniel realizing. Scandalous!HAHAHAHA.

Tuesday I painted the toilets and had physical training at fencing.Had horrid muscle cramps,and have been limping since.So,I have made it a point to buy a lot of Salonpas tomorrow.

And tomorrow,its learning Journey.I'm tempted to bring a wheelchair.Hahahaha xD

God bless!

2009-10-27T22:43:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Cheng Siew! :D

2009-10-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL AND ROU YING! :D :D :D

And in all its beauty.

2009-10-23T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

This,is a picture of my eyelashes with mascara on.It's irritating,it hardens and sticks on to your eyelash and it feels all hard and fake.It just makes your eyelashes longer at a price of discomfort.(At least it does to me,haha.)

I won't put them on by myself again.My make up skills = FAIL xD

Today wasn't too bad,I got my nonsense exam results,and then went home to get prepared for set up for Care and Share tomorrow.It was fruitful,and I learnt a few new things as well as meet a few new people.

Got to use Brian's really fantastic Cannon camera as well :D Thanks Brian.

Also,I had dinner with my parents.You know,something about family dinners,despite them sometimes not as fun or as talkative as dinner out with your friends,there's this sense of love and warmth about it that you can't really understand.Sometimes we deny it,sometimes we act as if we don't feel it,but its there.Amazing.

God,thank you for today :)And I definitely can't wait for Care and Share tomorrow! Tomorrow,we bless.

God bles

Fit.

2009-10-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

I ran into Ms Choo at the Staff Room today,and got the information that fencing training resumes next week.Boy oh boy,I believe we're all incredibly unfit by now.

Well I've been lifting 4kg dumbbells from time to time,so some muscles are still kept in my right arm to fence.I'll need to train back my fencing feeling and stamina.I feel super duper unfit,heh.Maybe I can arrange one on one training with Juliana sometime soon.

Today was fine I suppose,a little boring.Tomorrow I have a module on Jazz(as in dance) from about 8am to 11.45am(with breaks in between),Etch sessions with the secondary ones,and leadership training from 2.30-5.30pm.Its going to be tiring.God please help me get through the day tomorrow.

Friday comes back half the results.There we go,we'll all have to take it back somehow.

And alas comes the Care & Share event for the elderly on Saturday!Something to look forward to,a chance to bless,a chance to be a testimony.I'm excited,and I want to use this chance to glorify God.

Amazing.That I have a God so terrific,so fantastic,and so wonderful.To stay by my side,watch me through the day,and bless me.In many ways.Significant,but sometimes I just don't notice.

God,help me to love you more and more.

God bless!

almost there.

2009-10-20T23:25:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

Taken at Bukit Batok yesterday :D

School was pretty alright today I suppose,but I don't really look forward to the rest of this week since its packed with script checking,leadership trainings till 5.30,etc.Full of such weird schedules.

But once again,I know that each day,its a new beginning,and there'll always be something fruitful,and that each day,I live with God.

School's ending soon!

God bless.

2009-10-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

Yes,I wore a dress today for Eric and Angeline's wedding.Handsome meets beautiful,I think they're a great looking couple.

Well,a dress was restrictive,and heels were tortuously painful.I need to get more formal outfits with pants and shoes.Haha. Nonetheless,the wedding was fun and I really wish the newly weds all the best in their journey together :D

I'm going to start passing the tests.

God bless!

fresh and new.

2009-10-16T14:53:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

Yeap,there was something wrong with my previous skin,so I changed to this new one instead.Not bad I think :D I've not changed my blog skin for almost a year and 4 months already.A change would be nice :D

Eric and Angie's wedding tomorrow!

God bless.

2009-10-13T19:17:00.002+08:00

POA TOMORROW POA TOMORROW POA TOMORROW POA TOMORROW ARGHHHHHH.

Once that's over,its where I take a really good breather.Hahaha.

Right,to prevent mental blocks I'll have to go study now.

God bless!

I'll save you.

2009-10-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

2 more papers down,and 4 last ones to go!

Well technically 3 last ones,because art isn't a subject where you really memorize and study,but its more of a race with time to do a well presented piece of work in 3 hours.But nonetheless,3 days to freedom :D

Yesterday,I remember how blessed I am.

I thank God for people like Daniel,Hannah,Sam and James Tan.These people brighten up my day loads.And I honestly think that my life would have been very different without them in my life.Thanks guys(:

I have friends I can confide in,friends I can trust.Who but God can I thank for putting them in my life?

God bless(:

2009-10-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

History and Physics tomorrow.

Then it'd be 4 papers and 3 subjects to go! :D

Thank you Jesus.

God bless!

2009-10-08T20:50:00.001+08:00

Today,I had two Hashbrowns from Mcdonalds,and it was awesome :D Hahaha.

No school tomorrow!Thank you Jesus for the rest (:

God bless(:

Hey Boy.

2009-10-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

I think I'm turning too much into a guy.

I think I can get too rude,I think I can get too physically violent,I think I can get too unthoughtful.And I definitely think that I take things WAY too hard on myself sometimes.

But its when I take things harshly,its where I grow.

I don't know,but when I didn't help my parents in something today,they made the comment that I wasn't 'automatic' or helpful,that I was a 'princess'.

Honestly,that was an insult.I and did feel fed up.I did flare up quite a bit.And when I flare up,I'm rude.I'm cutting,and my words can pierce so deep and so viciously.I'm sure I hurt them.Again.I feel so,so useless,and so unworthy.

I think of the distance I have yet to cover,the distance I have yet to go to be a better person,a better friend,a better daughter.And I'll let out a sigh because its still so far off.

Well,better than late than never. Off on that long journey to be a better person you go,Ren Ming.

From today,I'll be a better person.

God bless!

2009-10-06T17:10:00.001+08:00

When you do maths,its how well you can play with numbers.