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.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
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And collects notebooks.
Monday, December 31, 2007 / 8:06 PM
Before Movie Mania...
Hello people!
I'm sitting in the most peculiar manner.I'm typing on the keyboard an my right leg is crossed over my left and resting on the table.So my hands are typing under my knee.Ah Ming so rude ah!Haha *puts leg down*.
Now I look more normal.
Well this is my last post of the year and also before I go for my dinner and Movie Mania with the youths until tomorrow morning.
Happy Almost new year people!My mom is trying to make my brother and I go down for dinner already.So I better make this fast.
Today I was thinking of something.AGAIN.I think probably because 2007 is coming to an end and I gotta do lots of reflection.So today for the last reflection of the year,I decided to focus on one sentence.
What makes you so sure?
Yes what makes me so sure of anything.I thought of this question because this little girl looked at my direction today while I was buying lunch.And basically I was wondering what makes me so sure that she was looking at me.
When your crush looks at your direction,what makes you so sure it's you he or she is looking at?
This was the basic thing that I thought of for today.I remember that I had a few crushes when I was very much younger (when I mean very much I mean 4-5 years back) and you know how it's like.Come to think of it it was a big waste of my time.Well anyways all I have to say is don't get too happy when your crushes look in your direction.It may not be you.
EEYER.Why am I talking about crushes.I don't even have one.
All I'm saying is ask yourself this question once in awhile.'Why am I so sure?'What makes you sure about anything at times.See,the problem with me at times is that I ask myself this question too much.And usually,I support myself with evidence (:
But ONE thing that I'm sure of forever and ever is this.
That my God is definitely the greatest and that he loves us all equally and A LOT.
Sometimes when we get confused and aren't sure of things,give it to God.I'm sure that he will give you an answer,no matter what happens.Like how he gives me answers and solutions to different situations.And usually,I can finish them quick.Thank you God (:
Anyways,happy(almost) new year to all of you out there!May 2008 be filled with more amazing things along the way!
Sunday, December 30, 2007 / 11:01 PM
Almost...
Hey people!
12 Days of Christmas by Relient K.Officially my favorite song this Christmas.Well,I like 'Deck the Halls' by Relient K and ONLY by Relient K alone.The way the rest sing it it (No offence) can get boring.
So I don't think I need to talk much about today.You guys know what happens...Morning service (Which was pretty good this morning),lunch,some sports like pool and table tennis(Well I SUCK at table tennis),evening service and dinner.I especially like this evening service,it's a comfort to know that God is willing to bless us,and what we can learn NOT to do from the people in Isaiah 58.
Well I have two things to share this post.Both are my opinions,one is related to the world and one is related to BOTH the world and God.
First of all,I decide to talk about boys and girls (Related to the world).
Sometimes,I realise that I am able to talk to guys more than I do to girls.No I am not flirting.Flirting isn't my kind of thing(Flirting=SICK!!!).I don't expect any guy to like me after I talk to them.And no my topic isn't about flirting either.Let's carry on.
I feel that sometimes guys are more interesting than girls.They don't care about the word called 'Diet'.They play cool games.They don't need to worry about sickos following them home in the middle of the night.They NEVER need to put on make-up(Oh how heavenly...)and they wear simple things to formal parties.Tuxedo.Simple as that. Not like girls where we have to carefully choose dresses for different formal occasions.And the word is DRESSES.I don't even like wearing skirts for nuts talk about DRESSES.
One thing I cannot stand about girls is gossip.Celebrity gossip is just plain annoying can.'OMG Brad Pitt is SO HAWT!'.Oh shut ye trap.What's so hot about Brad Pitt anyways,he has one nose,two eyes,one mouth,two ears and a head like all of us.To me he's just another guy.If I ever look up to Brad Pitt it's only because of his acting skills,not looks.
One more thing about girls is diet.I WILL NOT TAH HAN girls that eat salad or nothing because they claim to be on diet.Especially those who look like they've been going anorexic for weeks.Just EAT,unless if you really aren't hungry,like me who have appetite swings and can not go hungry for over 7 hours.It's ok if you aren't in shape,because you need a guy who likes you for you.A shallow guys should be poked.Hard.
That's why I do prefer hanging around guys,they are interesting people.Always having stories to tell,playing the most outrageous sports and games,and usually,entertaining.And they don't usually like shopping.Because I don't.Haha.This must be a relief for my future boyfriend.Going with someone shopping and all the shopping bags for me to hold?Bring it on!That's what I usually do when I go out with me shopaholic friends...hold shopping bags for them and watch them shop.I really have no interest.
So I admit.It can be fun to be a guy.This is probably the main reason why yy confuses my gender xD All well,Huang Ah Ming is still a girl,and I'm not afraid to be different.
And there ends my first opinion.Second opinion is about appearances (Related to the world and God).
While taking the bus 61 home today I looked at my own reflection in the window and let my mind float everywhere and anywhere.So I started thinking about why sickos target girls.The first thing that hit me was that I'm asking a stupid question.OF COURSE they target girls and for what nutty reason guys?There just isn't a reason why guys should be targeted.The next thing that hit me was what type of girls they target.And the answer is PRETTY GIRLS.The third thing that hit me was 'Why not ugly girls?'
Because they are ugly.
PUI AH.WHAT DO THEY MEAN BY UGLY.WE ARE ALL GOD'S CREATION OK,AND WE ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL,GUY OR GIRL.
But that doesn't mean that all of us should get followed by sickos though xD
We are all beautiful this I know,but since we all are beautiful,then why was there this word 'Ugly'?
Here's the answer.We don't see people with the eyes of God.We aren't God.
That's human's one weakness.We always see what's above first.And that STINKING SUCKS. A LOT.God has a reason for making everyone the way they are.And God has a GOOD reason.And God never makes a mistake.We were NEVER a mistake.
Which is why we should just love ourselves as we are.I mean God loves you and accepts you for who you are,and so why shouldn't you?God gave you this face,this body,and so why should you ever consider plastic surgery?Why ever get a new nose or whatever when it's not damaged?It's God's works.
What beautiful Mr and Miss universes you people are.Love you for you!Don't EVER worry about how you look like,because God still sees you as the top model on the runway.No I am not joking.All of you are beautiful,and you have a father who loves you no matter when,no matter what.
Want a word of advice?Smile.All smiles are beautiful.
No I am not going to let you go.
Saturday, December 29, 2007 / 10:36 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUANG AH MING!!!!
Hey people of the universe....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NONE OTHER THAN THE WORLD'S VERY OWN CRAZY HUANG AH MING!I am officially 13 years old.Oh my...how did this ever happen.When I turn 14 the next year I will scream I tell you xD
Picture credits to http://pinkcakebox.deviantart.com/
And well,so about my absolutely crazy and embarrassing day...
Started off actually forgetting my own birthday.Seriously.The day just felt so normal. Until grandma wished me 'Happy Birthday' then I remembered.But seriously luh,the day felt super normal.
To Sentosa!So it's off to Sentosa to meet my net members with my brother.I was just talking with Sheena about how strangely normal the day felt,and she starts wishing me,and made a promise that they'll embarrass me in public later.Oops.
Well I didn't see that coming.Really xD
After we went to the luge,and I took the same sky seat thingy as Joalynn and Eric.We were laughing at Caleb's seat in front of us seeing that it's tilted to Caleb's side. Say what it's probably due to Caleb.BAHAHAHAHAHA.Sorry man,we can get real bad at times.
It was really fun I tell you.First of all,the thrill of such great heights,and the zooming of the luge later.Fine apparently I accidentally steered mine into the mud. The surprising thing was that a guy randomly appeared out of nowhere to help me out of it.Thank God he came anyway (:
Intentionally the net wanted to embarrass me by singing the birthday song wile we were on the luge.However we got scattered so they couldn't do it.But they did it after thanks to someone (I still don't know who) who mentioned the subject.So yes they sang the song.A loud one.Wah,super pai seh luhs.But not as pai seh as later on.
At the edge surprisingly quite a few people remembered (I didn't think they would). And I proved it to *someone* (he still doesn't allow me to say who he is) that admitting that you like me is actually doing yourself a favor.First of all you get a huge burden of keeping it a secret lifted off you,and secondly I still treat you as nicely as before.*Smiles*
So after the great service I went to find Hui Min.I could tell that she was going to wish me a happy birthday,so jokingly I sang a 'Happy Birthday to me' to her in a medium tone.And unfortunately,Elvin heard me(why didn't I see him there?).So after making me stand on a chair the region sang a happy birthday to me.AH,super Pai Seh la.I seriously didn't want to stand on the chair.But I don't look like I have a choice do I? When Elvin announced that it was my birthday the song playing in my mind was 'Rehab'. 'No no no','NO NO NO!!!!! They are gonna make me do something,NO NO NO.'On a birthday in VFC,we can't make it normal.Something crazy has to be done.Which is the main reason why I try to avoid reminding people that it's my birthday in public unless it's by accident(And I'm blur.So I need to be careful.)
But thanks anyways guys,I still appreciate your wishes :)
And once again....
Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me! Oh Happy Birthday to meeeeeeee....... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! (Die lah,I become egoistic liao xD BAHAHAHAHAHAHA...kidding luh)
Bye bye world,and for the last hour of my birthday I shall use it to do my devotion. Night people!
Friday, December 28, 2007 / 1:59 PM
The countdown starts....
Hello people!
Haha...yes teletubbies are evil.I can never get what on earth they are trying to do. Though I remember that when I was young I loved it when they ate cookies.And come to think of it now there isn't exactly a point.
Happy Birthday Gabriel my assistant team leader for team Pepsi in youth camp!
Count down to my birthday!I can't wait,because I'm going to Sentosa and The Edge.And Pastor Jeremy say that there's gonna be a special message for us (:
Sorry guys,apparently my 'The One' can't make it tomorrow for the outreach.She ain't free.But I'll still try inviting others.
Suddenly after having one whirlwind of a random talk with Hannah on msn,I feel like eating cheesecake,and also at the same time having a sweet tooth.And to check out some of the cheesecakes there are in this world,I found one that in a sense matches me and something I think I'll really like.
You Are a Brownie Cheesecake
A little chunky and a little gooey, you pretty much run on sugar! You take hedonism to the extreme.. And people love you for it.
Yes.BROWNIE CHEESECAKE!One or two slices would be enough though,because I think any more than that I'll get diabetes.Sweetness to the MAX.
I don't want school to start!!!
Thursday, December 27, 2007 / 2:45 PM
Bread.
Hello people of the universe....
HAPPY HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO JOY CHUA MEI YING!Here's wishes from your bestie for a good year ahead in 2008...though it can get difficult.But God is with you amen? Happy b'dae!
2 weeks sure flies past quick,and later at around 5.40 pm I'm leaving the house to meet my parents and we'll go fetch my brother from the airport.I wonder how he's doing,being in East Timor for such a long time.I'm sure that God will bring him back in one peace and with a great experience :)
My grandma is scaring me.And by all means A LOT.I mean I know that I need to be nice to her,however it's just that she wants a little too much attention.Asking me to go over to her room all the time to accompany her or just do whatever I'm doing.BUT IN HER ROOM.DIE DIE MUST HER ROOM.And so I have decided to only accompany her when I'm free. However this is probably one of the busiest Decembers I've ever had in my life.So time with her is going to be slightly littler.Sorry gran.
And golly I'm going to be 13 years old in 2 days.That's just fast ok.A little TOO fast.And oh my goodies I have a novices competition coming up this January.I would love to join,however I'm not sure whether I can sign up soon enough.After all the deadline is probably on the first day of school.
But c'mon,it's going to be my birthday soon,I should be optimistic about that first (:
I excited about later being at the airport.First of all,because I'm not going to go to budget terminal anymore(Why is there such thing anyway!?) and it's my first time going to my mom's area alone.Not like it's a problem with me.I'm just excited.
And once again God,I thank you for my brother's trip to East Timor.I thank you for your protection over all of the people there,and most of all,loving them throughout their whole lives :)
Wednesday, December 26, 2007 / 6:54 PM
Oh the nuttiness of it all......
Hello people!
This is going to be one really random post,and the picture from Hui Min's blog.It's me and Hannah being a little crazy after morning service XD
Ah,people forcing me to eat so many things recently.But I still have my original figure.Oh goody.I like how I look,though it's only average:)
I should need to go makan dinner soon,and I should really go fry myself a cheese omelette.Haha,for what I don't know either.Maybe because I haven't tasted one for almost 2 years.
I just read the message from 'someone'(he doesn't want me to tell) admitting that he likes me.Not like I didn't know it long before this message was sent.Haha,brave guy.Brave people who admit that they like me,I respect them for that.But for time I don't like anyone yet.When I'm older then I'll start.
Seriously,I do wonder what guys are afraid of when they like a girl.Go with your gut and tell her!Right,maybe sometimes I'll excuse you guys depending on the girl you like.There are some girls out there who have really annoying,irritating and embarrassing reactions that make the guys regret very badly that they told her.I don't have those type of reactions.Basically,I just don't see the reason to freak out so much.For me,I'll freak out for a moment,then get calm about it and get back to normal life.
I should really go eat dinner now.Bye bye world for now.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 / 9:30 PM
And about that...
And so about a 4 things that I noticed about myself today.
1.When I get TOO enthusiastic there's a chance that I might do something stupid that I really will regret.
2.When someone tells me that 'it's ok' when I make a mistake they have to sound smiley or I doubt that I'll be well convinced.
3.I can feel guilty for a REALLY LONG TIME.
4.When I doubt that someone likes me I'll talk to them and check their tone.
There.I don't know why but I actually bother to notice these types of things about myself.
While reflecting on 2007 this year I start comparing myself to the others again(OH ME GOODIES HUANG AH MING,WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!?).Yes I do stupid things.Yes I'm not so interesting.Yes I'm not the best girl on the planet.
And YES,I'm a HUMAN.
Something I notice about myself is that I worry about how I treat people.I want to be known as a nice person,not a 'you-are-lousier-than-her' girl.
Maybe they like the rest much better than I. Maybe I talk a little too much. Maybe they find me boring. Maybe they just don't like me.
Darn.I think I'm emo-ing.
But I have God.
He still loves me.And loves me as much as he loves anyone,and he doesn't love anyone more or less.
He's always there for me.He's always helping me.He's always trying to comfort me when I'm sad.He always loves me.He heals the emotional and physical bruises that I have.He forgives me when I ask for it.And he listens to me and gives me answers to difficult situations.
He REALLY LOVES ME.
And I just want to thank God for some of the people he has blessed me with in my life.My dearest family who is always there to support me,Hannah,Hui Min,Sam and Rachel my wonderful church buddies who are always ready to make me smile,Joy and Jacelyn my two best chums who love me for the way I am.And for some reason I want to thank some of the guys I know.The amazing professional people who play pool with me, the gentlemen that sends me home,and those who make me smile.It's hard to find great guys and girls like you guys these days,and also the VERY reason why I bothered to stay up late to personalize cards for you people.There are also many I want to thank as well and whom I still need to write cards to too.
I'm going to cry,seriously.
God I truly thank you for loving me so much (:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Hello people!
SUPER DUPER HUGE MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!On this beautiful day spend it well with the ones that you love,and to all Christians,remember to thank God for this ABSOLUTELY splendid day!
Well,Christmas was well spent for me today.Though I still feel super bad for blocking Fabian's video recording.I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY man,I seriously didn't know that you needed it for the church ):
So my crazy station was dart throwing,as mentioned in my previous post.But at balloons. So Dawn was the I.C of the station while David and I were helpers.Hui Min decided that she'll help too,at the later part of the game.
The few thrilling things for the three of us at the station is watching our players aim for the balloons,them actually bursting the balloons,and us having to keep on finding balloons to refill the Styrofoam board with more balloons to take over those that the players burst.
All of us got very tired at the end of it all,and intentionally I was playing pool with Daryl half way and then he had to leave.So then it was just me and Veronica.But then we decided to leave half way as well so we packed and left with some of the others.It's ok,all of us can still continue playing on Sunday before evening service. Play while we can,since chances can get rare after we separate the next year,as Daniel,David and maybe some others are going to Jurong for service(but combine for evening service).
Anyways I really hope that everyone who received my Christmas cards liked them.All of them are personalized,since the best cards are always personalized (: Luckily I spelt Benaiah's name correctly this time round.And hopefully,Daryl can remember my name xD
Merry Christmas people,and have a great day!
Sunday, December 23, 2007 / 11:32 PM
Merry ALMOST Christmas!
Hello people!
I just returned from evening service,but anyways I'll be talking about it later.So back to the point....
I wanna give some LOVE still man.Especially after Hui Min and Hannah gave me my Christmas cum Birthday gift today.Aww.Guess what it was.The book 'The horse and his boy' by C.S Lewis,a box of precious moments candy,and a card.It's ok if you aren't creative Hannah,I still love it cos it's the thought that counts.Ah,I wanna hug you guys! *jumps around*
Well,while waiting for evening service to start we got into some really messy stuff in preparation of the carnival for regional family day on Tuesday,in other words,CHRISTMAS.So for me being the most enthusiastic one about drawing(I'm sure there are other artists around,just that they didn't appear)I volunteered to help Eric sketch out a human sized goalkeeper for his station in the carnival.Basically I drew the entire thing except for the eyes,which David wanted to do.And so,because of huge eyes the entire goalkeeper looked like a Japanese anime.Well,it still looks good eh?People like B.J suggested for a mild look,no smile or what so ever.And sorry for going over your 'Manchester United' logo Darryl,it was too hard to paint.
If possible I'll go take a photo of it and post it up.
And so my station would probably be with Dawn,called 'She Bangs'.No,we are NOT inviting William Hung.In the game we are just supposed to throw darts at balloons,and in this case,we take the balloons as girls.So balloon bangs,she bangs.
After the whole painting of the goalkeeper(which turned out to be quite nice actually)we as the youths played 'Monkey'.Yes,again.Craziest game of the year I tell you.And you know something,I'm not so tall.So being the monkey isn't very easy for me,unless someone shoots a lazy and sloppy shot.Which tired people do.Good.But sadly everyone is too energetic xD Then there was ushering.
Well dinner later and majority of them went to the 21 year old Daniel's house to eat dinner(the one we know is 14).So Qian Hui,Veronica,Dawn,Jocelyn and I ate at Mcdonalds instead.So we discussed about Christmas gifts.And we wondered who to give gifts to.Eventually I think we are giving it to the entire region and we probably have only a day to do so for majority of the region.Finish them tomorrow and give them out on Tuesday.Cards for everyone (:
But seriously I really have no idea what to write for some of the guys.You see the thing is right,you give a gift to ONE guy you have to give it to ALL the guys.I can't think of what to write for some of the older guy youths.I can think of what to write for some of the younger youths like Daryl and Daniel,but the rest is going to be a little difficult.After all I'm not so close to most of them.
And I have dinner tomorrow!Gah,if I need to write cards I need to write them QUICK.
Merry Christmas people,and have great time preparing your gifts!After all it's the joy of giving right?Devotion now,so I'll see ya all tomorrow (:
Saturday, December 22, 2007 / 10:23 PM
Happy Happeh!
Hello peeps!
I'm tired.Very.But itchy hands just get back to me to post something,though there might not be much to post about xP
Yesterday yy said something on msn that was pretty interesting to me.First of all it seems to him that I'm one of the most guy-ish girls around,and that he CAN ACTUALLY forget that I'm a girl.Haha,well I admit that one REALLY huge part of me is just plain guy-ish,however when you people get to know me you'll know that I'm not a tomboy either.Best of both genders eh ah ming?I don't mind,because a guy has his advantages and a girl has her advantages.
I woke up this morning with a painful left eyelid.Now my double eyelids certainly seems more obvious on the left.Actually both of my eyelids already are pretty obvious.Anyways it hurts luh.Though it looks normal now.
I loved the way the ushers greeted us today at the edge.A loud Christmas Carol,then a 'Welcome to the edge' and 'Merry Christmas',a lollipop and a spraying of this long noodle-like thingy.Ah,I don't know what it's called,but I think some people spray it during weddings.I got one nice spray of it by Samantha when I stepped into the edge. Trust me,the ushers look adorable with the Christmas hats on.So bunny ears on easter? Oh that's gonna be REALLY adorable.HAHA.
I can't wait for my birthday next week!Joy and Gabriel's too.Joy on the 27th and Gabriel on the 28th.Then mine on THE 29th!Hoorah (:
Hopefully I won't have difficulty waking up tomorrow for morning service.My first time going alone.But I'm going to be 13 years old in 7 days,so yeah I should be able to take care of myself.Huang Ah Ming is smart enough to go cck for service by herself OK.The only problem now is waking up of course.I either get myself a body alarm clock or I'll ask my dad to wake me up.Help me to wake up tomorrow God,so I can praise your name and hear your word. His eyes changed color when they saw me. The color was absolutely beautiful...smoldering and misty. and topaz in color.
Friday, December 21, 2007 / 2:29 PM
Milk!
Hello people!
Eww.Milk from the nose is pretty darn disgusting...poor guy!Credits to http://rimfrost.deviantart.com/ for the picture.
Visiting my grandmother tomorrow AND going to the edge.Hopefully Huang ah ming wouldn't get worn out doing so.You know my grandmother...hearing her whine is a tiring thing. It's actually a vacation for my ears being in the house alone for time.It's quiet,no whines,no complains,just me.Though I do miss the rest who aren't in the house for time.
Haha,for those who think I'm going on diet I'm not ok.I must be insane if I should ever be going diets.It's just that I have what I call 'appetite swings'...whether there's even such term I don't know,however that's just what I call it.The thing is,I can don't go hungry for a really long time.And REALLY long time can be over 6-8 hours.And I don't know why.
So recently my mom has decided to not cook since there's no one but me at home.Which means I'm allowed to go out and buy food.However,it also means I can get a chance to choose whether I want to eat or not.So with my 'appetite swings' going on I may only eat one meal per day.And my mom thinks I'm going on diet.NO WAY,NO HOW.The word 'diet' isn't in my dictionary.
But it did get her worried a little.So now every time before she leaves for work with my dad she'll buy something for me to eat,just in case I don't go buy anything to eat.
I'm not starving myself luh,but I can't help it if I'm not hungry right?
I should be buying something to eat later on for dinner,probably after net if there even is net.However if there isn't net I should be just at home doing expressions and drawing.But I'll still buy dinner one way or another.No worries mom. He held me close...REALLY close under the umbrella. And he felt really warm...he made me feel it too...with his arms around me. After we got to my doorstep I flew out of his arms,said a quick goodbye,went into the house and slammed the door behind me. Now I know. Physically,it was his arms I needed when things get cold.
Hah,what AM I writing xD
Thursday, December 20, 2007 / 11:19 PM
Watch.
Hello peeps!
I wanna give some love!Though now it's such a random moment to do so xD
Recently,I've been having dreams and they make me experience different feelings.Fear, nervousness,happiness...and strange stuff.Must be the stress level that school is reopening.Gah...No one likes school,really.
Well,I'll have to try to be optimistic about it though.No point sulking about it since there's not going to be any difference.But you know something,I would like school a lot more if it isn't the fact that I have to wake up so darn early to study.Maybe if I need to wake up by 10 a.m I would like it better.6 a.m is a KILLER I tell you.And for years to come!? Gah.I'll really need to jump to express,so that I can cut one year less.
Why do they even have streams anyway.
Ok enough about school.It's a depressing topic.
Strangely,I had a dream about war.And well,I'm not exactly fighting,but I'm not exactly not fighting either.I mean I had a weapon in my hand!How did it get there in the first place...ah ming can be crazy,but I doubt it's to this extent.War is really a horrible scene I tell you.I remember that chopped hand in a puddle of blood I saw, it's DISGUSTING.Deary me,I need to hand it to God,and ask of him to remove it from my mind,and may I have a peaceful sleep...not highly freaky ones like dreaming of war.
Though I know that Jesus has been through much worse.Dear Jesus,I thank you for dying for me on the cross (= Come on,dance with me.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 / 9:54 PM
Beautiful You.
Hello peeps!
*Yawn*...I've just woke up from a short nap seeing that I've caught a flu again.And it's the word AGAIN,folks.The ONLY time I can sleep and it's not bed time,is either because I've stared at the computer for a really long time,or it's because I have flu.
Come to think of it I don't know how I look like when I sleep.Gen thinks I look cute though.Haha,it was shocking when she was looking at me in the morning.
Nothing like playing Monk&Neagle's album 'Twenty-first time' on the radio to wake me up!Wakey Wakey Ah Ming,you still have a list of stuff to do before your head hits the pillow again.Alrighty,who has anything sugary here?
It feels good to have surrendered everything to God.Now whenever I worry or get afraid of anything,I usually get reminded:
'Give it to God'.
I have a God who accepts me,loves me,protects me and always with me.And that is one really nice thing.The thing is,I feel a lot less troubled now since I have surrendered everything to him.And I do thank him for loving me,since recently I feel that there may be people around that may find me annoying,or not like me,as well as feeling lousy,comparing myself to some others.
Then God steps in and he reminds me of everyone who DO love me.He keeps showing me people who love me,and shockingly,the numbers aren't little.'How about them?' he tells me.'They love you don't they?'And if God says so I'm sure it's true.And when I start comparing myself to those whom I think are much better,interesting and 'included' than me,then God tells me:
'You are no different from them,for all of you are my creation and I have made you as equally special as they are.'
That made me smile.I'm beautiful because God created me.We ALL are beautiful because God created us.He loves us the way we are,accepts us for how we are.
Oh God,I thank you for loving me.Thank you for the cross.
All about you....
Hello!
I'm going to think of a genius idea to finish up ALL my English homework by today.So to make it sound easy to finish,I'll use 1 hour for every 30 expressions.So for a 100 expressions,around 3 and a 1/3 hours.That will then be the end of my English homework. The rest of the day I shall be reading my Chinese book,and at night Psalms 119 and devotion (:
My birthday next week!Let's see how many people can remember...haha,I'm just kidding.It's ok if you can't remember,since I really don't expect presents(That's what happened last year see)...though I don't mind receiving them as well xD
No presents is alright.Wishing is enough (: This must be a relief to most of you out there who have no idea what to get me.Say,is it alright to be absolutely NUTS on the day?
I'm going off to finish up my homework now,then I write all those Christmas cards for my pals (: Post more next time!
Monday, December 17, 2007 / 12:52 PM
A little bit of highlights from youth camp...
Hi people!
That's Rachel and I.Yes,I'm the only one crazy enough to wear a white jacket,green shirt and jeans to the beach xD Credits to Yvonne the amazing photographer for taking the picture.
I'm going to miss the fun we both girls and guys had at the beach.All the fun games we played like soccer and monkey.Cam-whoring on the environment isn't so bad either XP.The next youth camp,if there's a beach and the others are playing soccer or monkey there again I should really go join them.
BAHAHA watch this.It's some of the highlights of the Youth Camp.
It makes my day.Really.
I'm really looking forward to next year's Camp.Man,time really just flies!With God's help I'm sure that next year's camp is gonna be a blast as well!
And I am NOT going admired.I mean,there's someone who actually admires me through youth camp.ARGH!!!Years to come before I start accepting people.Somebody convince him to stop admiring me!?!?I don't like the thought of that.
Gosh,I need to think of a fast way to rush finish my homework.I can do it,Huang Ah Ming quick fingers.I'll need to pray that God can help me to quickly finish it too (:
Time go slower yet!I don't want school to start!
Sunday, December 16, 2007 / 11:08 PM
Ah Ming needs craziness.
You Should Rule Mars
Mars is a planet that shines brightly and loops wildly around the solar system.
You are perfect to rule Mars, because you are both energetic and independent. Like Mars, you seems attractive and bright to others - but you're difficult to pin down.
You are a great thinker, but you only think in the present and ignore the future. Full of enthusiasm and inspiration, you are into your own thing... and rather insensitive to others.
Well I am gonna miss my brother while he's away at Lautem,East Timor.2 weeks Seh!
Now I'm officially gonna be the only child at home since my sis is at Switzerland for a holiday and my Bro is at East Timor for missions.Wow.It's ok,I have my own form of entertainment.Still,I will still miss em loads.
Best wishes to all of ya,and my God be with you guys where ever you go!
So as per usual,I went to play pool with the guys today.Hmm,my skills have improved a little.Though I keep free-balling...oops xD.That's why my opponents love me see ^_^.This time against Daniel,David and Samantha.Sadly,I don't usually finish playing with Sam.She's got beginner's luck I tell ya.
I just love the way my friends always make me laugh enough to forget what state I'm in or how I look like.I mean come on,I know what can be on me at times.A pimple maybe,the stupid and retarded looking faces I can pull,or how ill and sick I am. Which was what happened last evening.I had fever,and it made my entire set of lips purple.My dearest friends were there,and they made me a happy ah ming!And God was there<3<3<3I felt him healing me when my friends started to make me laugh.
Learnt a SUPER TINY bit of guitar from Uncle John and Yvonne today.Oh Good.Starting little!Hopefully,I can grow up to be a proper guitarist in the future.
After evening no one ate dinner since majority of the people were away to send the people going off to East Timor off.So somehow people are being concerned about me again.Yvonne especially.Thanks for your concerns people,I'm alright =D
God gave me a vision last night in bed.I saw this BEAUTIFUL sunset setting down the waters in the middle of two pieces of land,and the link between the two pieces of land is a old but firm looking bridge.I saw myself standing with the friend I've been wanting to bring to church for a long time on the bridge,admiring the sunset that never seems to be setting,hanging there.The sun is HUGE and warm....and God was telling me....
'She will be saved,and she is loved.'
Wow.Yes my friend will be saved.Thank you Lord.
Saturday, December 15, 2007 / 11:18 AM
Camp Pictures!
Haha..here's the photos in Rompin! Enjoy...
Haha...Me,Rachel,Hui Min,Hannah,Charis and Yvonne.
Haha...Janice,Joy,Dorothy and Joash in shower caps...
Cousins Beloved....Alex and Pei Fang!
Sneak peek of the resort...
Shao wei went up the hill to fetch a pail of water...xD
Elvin!Haha...no messing with corn flour or you'll end up like this xD
Daryl!
Lemme OUT! (Bernice,Matthew and Eric)
Joy and Rachel in 'Wet Dog and Bone'
Jason Oon and J.L and corn flour paste xD
The water bombs!I got hurt in this game I remember.
David!Something about this face scares me I tell you.
How much corn flour paste did we use? Around a few more buckets and this.
BEAUTIFUL BEACH!
Twister!
Taboo night....
Our Suspects from Cluedo...
Fine,we admit that we got real bored....
Dearest Region F!
The lovely girls of Region F...
...Not missing out on our handsome dudes too!
HAHA this is hilarious...
David on Jadon,Benaiah on Joel,and Daniel on Caleb.
Team Pepsi! And there's Rachel too...but she ain't here in the photo.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHA....This is the John,Joel and Desmond before....
....And them after!See the huge improvement?
The girl version!
Haha...I love you Youth Camp! So looking forward to next year's Youth Camp!
Friday, December 14, 2007 / 10:21 PM
Soon to come!
Hello!
(Credits to http://vogelspin.deviantart.com/ for the picture)
Fine for those who think I'm dead I'm back here to prove it to you guys that I'm not. Well I've been away at the youth camp that's an ABSOLUTE BLAST,and I really wanna go back!Of course,without freaky waiters.Tell you guys about it later.
So let's start and rewind the story from Monday to Friday...
Monday:
Well,so early in the morning 7.30 a.m it's off to Yishun to meet all the rest to go off to Rompin together.The trip there was a BEAUTIFUL 4 HOUR TRIP.WOW.At least we had a break in between though.And suddenly my stomach became a little strange,not feeling hungry at all for over 6 hours and so I slimmed down really quite a bit due to that.So after everyone had their good sleep for the first 2 hours most of us got together to play Taboo.Mighty lot of fun eh? Never underestimate a stack of cards I tell ya XD
At the Rompin resort we got together for a briefing and played quite a retarded game, but still,we had fun.Retarded-ness is the best booty for laughs man.Free-time later! So we decided to go back to the rooms at go exploring around the resort with my dear neighbors Hannah,Sam and Rachel.I wonder if my room mates feel a little strange for me to keep going around with other room people.Well STILL there is a EXCELLENT and BRILLIANT message on God's presence.Apparently I was rather freaked out at first since everyone around me was crying in God's presence and somehow,I'm not.I wanted so badly for God to appear to me and let me encounter him,so badly that I started crying out to him.He told me that I am just starting to be hungry for him and not to worry.I think I felt him that night,and it is a beautiful start of drawing closer to God (:
Tuesday:
Guess who I found talking outside my door about school the morning.Sam and Hannah. Bahahaha...I joined them shortly after and SOMEHOW we ended up singing opera instead.
Alrighty.Time for early morning devotion with my team Pepsi at 8 a.m.
After session and lunch it was games!The stinking awesome games man.There are groups of different companies,13 of them.So on Tuesday we played 'Comopoly' and it's sorta like another version of 'Monopoly'.So running all around the resort and getting real dirty is my type of thing man.
Personally my favorite is the one called 'Banana Split' where they made me look like a zebra.Well get into groups of three,and one volunteer to lie down on the road (no vehicles,duh) and one blindfolded and one guiding.And I was the one on the road.For my role,I'm supposed to have a banana in my mouth and wait for the one that's blindfolded to dump whipped cream,ice-cream and chocolate fudge on my mouth on the banana,with the help of the one guiding.Ain't easy though my dears,so it got all over my face and they squeezed the chocolate fudge on my face in lines,so it explains why I look like a zebra.Yummy and dirty.Perfect combination.
Session later,and this time I was stirring up this real hunger for God,wanting him in my life very badly.Oh my,his presence is just so warm and you just get this feeling that you're at home.This love that he has...is really totally amazing.Went back to my room dead tired,and 'whamm!!' goes my head on the pillow and click I go to sleep.
Wednesday:
No Opera this morning,thank goodies.But yes there's still awesome devotion in the morning,and learning more about God that he understands what we are going through entirely is such a comfort eh?Look to him in suffering and he will help you through. Oh thank you Lord (:
Session!Oh the brilliant sessions to receive from God and have Spiritual Development in him.I definitely getting more holy than before.And it'll stay this way alright.I'm not going to let no dumb devil steal God's gift from me.
More dirty games and hooray for em!This time the highlight is Declan and Jason's station where we got really dirty with corn flour mixed with water.Corn flour mixed in water is just this horribly disgusting clay-ish and gooey stuff that dries in several moments.So it's really all over me this time,and I didn't mind at all.Dirty is something I really love in dirty games where I don't mind getting my clothes dirty and sick.Awesome man.
The night it's sad that there's aren't any sessions,however there are still hilarious games and the world's most adorable cheers in the world.Esther Foong's team (Samsung) and Joy's(Cheng) team (B.M.W) are truly the best in cheers.
EVEN later that night it's the great Taboo game gathering!Played Taboo like it's no one's business,that is,until one the Y.Ms came over and shone a torch at us telling us to go sleep.
Thursday:
Played 'monkey' with Rachel,Eric,Daniel,Anthony and David at the beach after the games.And all the cuts on my foot today are most probably thanks to David for flinging the ball way to high and far and that I have to go run after it on the stubby ground.Bah...then after it was a swapping of games into soccer,so now it's Beniah,Daniel,Eric,Rachel,Daryl and this other guy(Sorry there,forgot the name).
Haha,Pastor Jude claimed that Matthew wanted to marry Sheena and the hilarious thing is that Matthew actually chased Sheena across the entire hall and he even knelt down xD....They were just playing of course.HAHA,still hilarious.
Dinner and the reason why I refused freaky waiters because one literally hitted on me.THANK GOD that Rachel and Joleen were with me.And for the last service it was about boldness,and I was really bold.God lifted all my burdens and I'm FREE! Oh the love of Father in heaven!I love you Lord.
Friday:
Time to leave!So all the awards are give out....
Best cheer:Samsung (Esther Foong's team) Most retarded cheer: B.M.W (Joy's team) Best Commando:Joel! bahahaha
Post the pictures soon when I can (: I LOVE GOD AND CHURCH CAMP!!!!
You Should Have a Silver Christmas Tree
For you, the holidays represent a time of glamour and sophistication. You love to make things fancy - whether it's having classy decorations or upscale cocktails.
While you aren't very traditional, you like your holidays to have a retro feel. You prefer to have a few decorations that have stood the test of time. You're not big on disposable junk.
Your silver tree would look great with: Simple, bold ornaments
You should spend Christmas Eve watching: Eyes Wide Shut
What you should bake for Santa: Homemade cookies. You're not the type to wear an apron.
You are a bit of a homebody who enjoys being in the company of people you love. It doesn't take a lot to make you happy. You're enjoying life as it is. You have many blessings in your life, and you are grateful for each one. You believe that life is about what you *do* have. You feel like you have enough of the good stuff.
What makes you celebrate: Family, friends, and the changing of the seasons.
At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The host of the party
On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Spend so much energy preparing that it's a full time job
Chewing gummy snakes while posting this post.Probably my last post before youth camp. So if this really is my last post before the camp,I'd like to remind all my readers that I shall not be posting for quite awhile here since I shall be at away at Rompin (:
Just returned from the edge,being really super duper tired along with my brother,and we are still gonna pack later for the camp.Gahhhh!But all well,better now than packing last minute.
Heard Pastor Jude Fouquier preach today as well,and he's really a great guy.Good preaching,good testimonies,and hilarious punishments for his 3 male children.I mean, making them watch and sing to LITTLE MERMAID!?!?!Interesting way of punishment...I shall do that the next time to my kids if they are male xD I'm glad that he's going to be our pastor since he really helped us today,and in 5 days should do one awesome miracle.
After,I ate subway sandwich for dinner,along with a few others.My first time actually xD Wasn't a very good experience since the mustard didn't exactly go well with the pickles.Mega sour and spicy in a sense.But subway is still fine overall,it just depends on what you order and what you like.And make sure you make your orders CLEAR to the person taking your order.
My roommates are going to be with Joy(Cheng),Colleen and another girl,I think called Elizabeth?Well not a bad option,and I'm sure that we'll still have a good time.Though it's best wishes to Samantha,since she's going to be rooming with our very own super crazy Hannah!Hopefully,she shall be able to take Hannah's supreme randomness xD
Time to go pack!So it's night to the world for now.
Smile.It's the best way.
Friday, December 7, 2007 / 1:06 PM
Me young!
Hello!
Haha...maybe aliens are nice creatures...but we are just too scared of em.Credits to http://nocturnal-devil.deviantart.com/ for the picture.
Going to Rompin next week!I've seen the time table,and each of everything is actually pretty long.But yes,it's all worth it.
I'll probably get packing either today night or tomorrow night.And buying of snacks shall be done probably tomorrow,with my brother.I'll need lots of lollipops.They are addictive cavities on sticks I tell ya.And I do wonder who my roommates are.Hopefully Hannah and Dorolisa.
Well it's December,so it explains why it's been raining non-stop for these past few days.But well it does keep the weather cool,and we'll all be using umbrellas wherever we go.Net later at 7.40pm.