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.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.
Monday, March 31, 2008 / 4:33 PM
Down the drain they go!
Hello people!
Rather sad since my competition is cancelled.ARGH.And BOTH of them are cancelled,individual and team event for Epee C division.Really hard work for nothing.ARGH!I wanna be in B division...THEY GET TO FENCE MORE.Looks like I have to wait till next year though.
All well,I'm sure God has his reasons of letting me not go to the competition.It's alright I guess,and after all,it won't be so worrisome for all of you out there seeing that if it wasn't for my chest protector I would have gotten murdered by the national cadet fencer last year at the MINIME fencing championships.Oh the horror of it all.My mask almost flew off and my head was almost jerked all the way to the back.
Shows that I can't really trust that I am able to get into any competition that I go for.I'm looking forward to the next competition next time,definitely.But I always remember from Jeremiah 29:11: 'For I know the plans I have for you',declares the Lord,'plans to prosper you and not to harm you,plans to give you hope and a future.'
Yes,my God knows what he's doing.
I have been wondering recently.And yes I've been wondering about one really weird and funny question,as per usual.
I've been thinking of someone recently.Nope,no feelings at all,I've just been reminded of him suddenly.It's been long since we talked as friends,and I'm just waiting for chances to get our friendship bond tighter.
And I wondered once again.What if he thought the same?What if he really wanted to talk to me and once again draw our friendship closer?That's interesting,really.It's nice to know that someone is thinking of you positively at times.But I doubt he knows I'm doing so though.He's a nice guy I'm sure.
Can you imagine the number of people thinking of you everyday?It's really cool to think of such questions at times.That the fun thing is,you don't know the number of people doing so.Can reach up to lots actually.What if there were people thinking of him like I did?
Like having a crush on someone.Aren't you people who secretly are having a crush on someone glad that they just can't read your thoughts at times?Maybe you guys are screaming at the top of your voices in your head 'I LOVE YOU!' or just a small chant 'Look at me.I want you to look at me.Because I'm looking.'Oh yes,I know what some people who have crushes are thinking at times ^^.
There are people who love you so much.And you are in God's mind every single day!He is so amazing,I mean just look at the number of people in this world,he thinks of all of them everyday so much,and all equally.Nope,doesn't mean because there are so much people in this world means he won't think of you.You may feel super pathetic,but you're a great and outstanding person in God's sight.
Indeed God,how is it that you do it?You truly are amazing,and I love you.
Sunday, March 30, 2008 / 10:49 PM
I have Joy like the fountain.
Hello!
Picture credits to http://bueaka.deviantart.com/
I want to scream for two reasons.No wait,actually three reasons.Two positive reasons and one negative one.
Negative comes first,and therefore the reason is,SCHOOL IS BACK TOMORROW.RAR RAR RAR.
Positively,I had a terrificly happy day today at church,and my competition is just around the corner which means...skipping school!!Haha,that's only for Wednesday though.Dang,why did they cancel the individual competition on Monday.Now I'm really worried that they might cancel the one on Wednesday,then I'm really pissed.All the hard training for nothing.
Right,it's already 11pm,I better get sleeping soon after this post or else I would not JUST turn into a panda tomorrow,I would turn into a blur and sleepy panda tomorrow.
Because I've not blogged for two days,yes,indeed some things have happened.Even if nothing happened,I probably will still think of something funny again.
I have to say this...the person who thought of the 'tu tu kueh' is really a GENIUS.Instead of using water,they use the condensed water from the steam for making the flour solidify.Amazing how the flourish thing is able to taste sweet,and I highly doubt that any sugar is added.xD Though I did have a bad experience with the machine that makes it though,I unknowingly pressed my RIGHT arm(my writing arm!)against it's hot metal stove.Yes,then it costs two bottles of water on my arm,a visit to the Chinese doctor for some Chinese medication,and then a wrapping of cotton dressing around my arm.Oh yes,and a skin bubble.Or whatever you call it.Haha,since the I've stayed away from tu tu kueh machines.Once bitten,twice shy they say.
Yes,today is a fun day at church,I thank God once again for the love he's shown to me.Suddenly it's like praising and worshiping him is never enough,I don't want to stop.I thank him for giving me such great friends today,the nice warmth I felt.Though still I think David really really deserves to be tied to a chair with a durian in his mouth for always talking about me and Daniel.That's really annoying,doesn't mean that since Daniel and I are close friends means that we're together.Just the simple thought of it makes BOTH of us sick.Haha...well I don't think he's ever going to stop until he gets older though,so for time,just try to tah han.
Yes,I talked to people I haven't talked to for a really long time,and it felt nice.Really.Especially being a person that loves talking but never gets caught doing so in class.Heh heh.
Yup,so I asked Yvonne to teach me a little about drums today.Oh my word,I pretty bad at it for the first try.I know when to hit and what the beat is,the only problem is that my hands and foot won't stop copying each other.They're supposed to do two different beats,my hands were supposed to go 1-2-3-4 on the clash thing,and my foot is supposed to do 1 and 2-3 and 4 on the base drum.And sometimes my foot goes 1-2-3-4 on the base drum along with my hands and sometimes my hands goes 1 and 2-3 and 4 with my foot on the clash.GAHH!I guess I need more practice.God,I want to be a drummer,please help me be one...a good one.Amen. (:
Somehow,I think I should join sound ministry.I'd consider C.W or worship too,but currently,I focus on sound ministry first.It clicked in my mind suddenly when I was at church today,that I should consider sound ministry.I wonder whether its an answer from God?Maybe.
Making decision this June!Or maybe after the Mid Year Exams.Which is late May.
All well,little by little ah ming.Thank you Jesus for this day,I praise your name forever.Bless the day tomorrow!God bless you my dear readers (:
Sometimes it's interesting to know someone out there is really thinking of you. Sometimes you walk past someone that's been thinking of you for a long time. But you just don't know. That they think of you when you're up there being funny. When you're just being you know...YOU. And they just love you for it (:
Saturday, March 29, 2008 / 10:57 AM
Ah ming says hi!
YELLOS!
Here's the playlist for the week!
Haha.I better upload the playlist first before I got for the campus outreach at edge. Cya later people (:
Friday, March 28, 2008 / 5:57 PM
*flings hands*
Your Thinking is Abstract and Random
You are flexible, adaptable, and creative.
There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them.
You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups.
You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths.
You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial.
You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.
Right.The only thing inaccurate now is that I somehow dread working in groups.It's kinda stressing.Yes,bored again ^^
Hello people!
I'm always especially bouncy on Fridays.It means welcome weekends!!*Jumps off the chair and runs around the entire house waving hands upwards vigorously like a mental hospital patient*
Haha,sorta matching Panic!at the disco's album cover,called 'Pretty Odd'.Oh I'm not pretty odd,I'm very odd.I'm either the ONLY one or one of the minority of my family members that dislike Durians.I don't like shopping.I don't exactly like going overseas.I have my insane ways.But I'm still happy,xD
My ears need a small break from all the nagging of all these annoying chattering.Yesterday,and today.I admit,my grandmother can invade into my personal privacy at times,and things that I want to keep secret she wants to know.You all know how annoying that is.
I got a little annoyed at my sister for nagging on and on at my brother and I to sleep.As in,I really understand that she needs her sleep and that she has to wake up early for work tomorrow,cum she is not able to sleep well with the lights on,but I don't like her way of talking.Still,I want her to understand the fact that I really am doing a very important report where it consists of 50% of my Home Economics result.If I don't produce something good it's the end of it for me.
All well,I shouldn't take it to heart so much,it's not good.
Anyways,HAPPY 400th Post ah ming!And my Individual fencing match is cancelled on Monday.Aww....so I'm really going to look forward to Wednesday,where I shall compete in team marshmallow vs scary teams like P.R.C.Haha...JY team,marshmallow clan rocks forever!Really looking forward to all the competitions I'm taking part in.And with God's help,I'm sure I can have lots of fun in the competition (:
Thank you Jesus (:
And it's all yours God, Yours God, Everything it's yours.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 / 7:47 PM
Rainbow.
Hello!
Picture credits to http://liek.deviantart.com/.A nicely done picture indeed (:
*YAWN*....*stretches*...I'm back from fencing!I think I did a better job today in fencing than the last few weeks.But yes,stiff back and extreme tiredness,as usual.
I don't look forward to home economics nor P.E.I usually look forward to home econs,but not this time round because I have to make a mad rush for miss Ramlah's Booklet thing that is like 40-50 marks,and I really have to make it look super good.I make up my mind that I shall go shop for items to make it look nice by tomorrow.
And for the content...well that I might need to think over again.Photos,course work,reflection,all that extra things to do.God,PLEASE help me.
I'm really dead tired now,I want a big cold cup of green tea and go to sleep.Haha.
God I thank you once again for the energy you've given me today (:
Monday, March 24, 2008 / 4:10 PM
Boom.
Hello people!
Picture credits to http://envyouraudience.deviantart.com/
Well well,yesterday I drummed a little at band practice for a try out.Not that bad,I just need more practice and someone good to teach me.I want to be a drummer!Drums are really cool.
So today's the start of school for the week,and my first word was a simple 'oh'.And I kept on dreading the moment where I had to get out of my bed.But I pulled myself out eventually,and get myself dressed and all.I was in a daze during breakfast and my mom kept on calling me to keep me in focus.
Bur I'm alert now,so I thank God once again.Start the day with God and end it with him too,and you can have a great day with God!One thing I really do thank God for is,that my Form Teacher and Math Teacher are on M.C today,and I can use up the rest of the time (which is actually majority of the day) doing things that I should be doing at home,saving me a lot of time.Amen.
So then now I'm having a short rest at home and finishing up my math project.I thank God for it too,since I am truly going to have tiresome day tomorrow along with fencing.I must catch up in my skills,and do really well at the inter-school fencing championships next week.
Ever felt like your foot bone is going to push itself right out of your foot flesh? Certainly feels like that for me today.I doubt it is going to though,xD.
Well got to chiong my math project now,have a great day and God bless!
Sunday, March 23, 2008 / 10:14 PM
Berries.And cream.
Hello people!
A good week has been over,and I am bouncy along with my body.No sickness amen? Pity there's still school tomorrow,and my answer to that is RAR!!!Ah Ming's word of the year I guess.And anyways,'RAR' isn't a word.Heh heh.
So math project to hand up tomorrow as well as the I.H dream country assignment.I need to take a tiny step more to finish them off.Homework is annoying I guess,to all you students out there.For those truly studious ones who somehow someway LOVE homework,good for you,seriously.Liking homework is a good thing.But the point is,a really huge majority of us can't.It's difficult to.God,please help me through this streaming year.Thank you(:
The amount of homework is like my studying already.There's enough of them to fill up the time I have for studying.Well it does keep my mind thinking.
Inter-school competition coming up on 31st of March!!I think the Epee team event starts a little later.But still,I look forward to skipping school on that day.I'd rather fence for the entire day than sit in a grey table and grey chair with lots of doodles on it and listen to the teacher go on and on.Not that I hate it,but fencing's a lot better.Remember to pray for us fencers,or to make it short marshmallows.Haha,you should really see us in our epee suits(AND ONLY in epee suits),we truly look like marshmallows if the suit is too big for us.I look like a sliced marshmallow since my suit tightens around my figure.So I don't really look fat,though yes,fatter still.
Haha,we should exactly worry about how we look so much.It's the fence that matters.
Well I do thank God for today one way or another.Weekends are a blessing really,imagine life without weekends.That's torture.
Sometimes,we forget to thank God for small things in our life.Though small,but when taken away from us it makes a really huge difference.
I remember the time where Sis Florence back in C.W told us about a man she met out of nowhere,and he said 'Dear Lord,I thank you for the air we breathe!'.Then she was wondering about this funny man,when it dawned on her that he made sense.Yup,without air,we aren't just unable to breathe,but we can't smell either.Perfume,fire,whatever there is in the world.Indeed,it is these small things that contribute to our happiness,and the source of it all it God of course.So overall,all the things we are happy for,we thank God for it (:
Yes Lord,I thank you for all you've done.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 / 10:58 PM
Brown.
Hellos!
It was edge today,and other than the fact that I got really drenched,helped someone with directions and went to the edge totally wet,I had a great time at edge.And also learnt a lot about being a disciple of Jesus.Pastor Jeremy was really good today,though his tone changed into being mush more intense.But it was good,I'm definitely going to be a better disciple of Jesus.I choose to follow you and you alone,Jesus Christ.
Then dinner came.I felt extremely boyish that day because I sat with the guys,of close to my age but not my age.All of them older.Daniel,David,his friend Brendon,Nicholas,and Tyzus.Age ranges from around 14-17.
But yup,they are the evidence that guys can be really fun people (:
Better go sleep now,later cannot wake up tomorrow for service,haha.
God Bless!
Friday, March 21, 2008 / 10:14 PM
LAG.
Hey people!
My com is lagging like it's no one's business.GAH.Before I switch the com off I shall be doing a disk clean up.Lag free!Haha.
So I'm drawing again,and simply putting it,ah ming style.I have my originality,that's for sure.
HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!I saw some pictures from the Passion Of Christ at church this morning.It's no joke,it definitely WAY BIGGER than just a OUCH.Oh my word.
Oh Jesus.
We were the ones who put you through that much suffering,and you still love us so much.
Indeed,how can you actually love us all so equally and yet so unconditionally much still and forever?
Amazing you are Jesus,SO SO amazing.I love you.
Yes it was a great service,and I really love Jesus.Amen.
So after that I went with some of the youths to Vivo City.Haha,so ate Carl's Junior for lunch.It really shouldn't be called Carl's JUNIOR,more of Carl's SENIOR.The food there really do come in great amounts...sometimes I really wonder whether they use up one entire chicken for a chicken burger...it's really huge.Explains why I needed to share one burger with Rachel.
Ben's and Jerry's ice cream later.Oh boy.Surprisingly can still manage it a little.And we got chocolate ice-cream.Well all I can say about it is that it's sticky,gooey and super rich.After a few tiny spoonfuls I already got sick of it lol.Maybe I'll try Cherry Garcia the next time,I do miss cherries.HAH.
The next up are one of my most energy squeezing activities of all time.Yes,shopping.And the thing is,Shopping malls in Vivo don't really have good interior design for me to notice.Though I was exposed to more designs of clothing and accessories.And I'm not a clothing nor accessory shopping person.I'm a art,furniture to book shopping person.Haha,all well,on the bright side I did get to spend time with the youths,and that's a good thing.
Well thank God for this day once again!May I have an even greater time tomorrow at edge,amen (:
God bless!
Thursday, March 20, 2008 / 9:31 PM
Love is patient,love is kind.
Hello!
Well well well,I'm happy now.Haha,probably because today is the last school day of the week,and tomorrow is Good Friday,back to Jesus!What can be better,really.Definitely not maple story...that thing's dumb.Jesus you rule.
So I fenced today.My mind is suddenly going a little blank nowadays during fencing,however I still do well,I don't score less than a 4 point for my bouts (maximum needed for a normal bout to win is 5 points).But I need to win more matches.I think I know why,my hands are too soft.I need firmness for my grips on my blade so my strong opponents don't keep knocking them off.Back to push ups ah ming.
Oh yeah,injury recount xD.One on my chest and fingers...as usual.
Thinking again,I really am a very weird person.But on the other hand,that's why I'm special.I thank God for the way I am of course,I don't really try becoming anyone else.I've often been called weird,and some people figure it out straight away and the others take time.Normal for me is weirdness.Abnormal to me is emo-ing.You can never see me emo-ing.That'll be once in a blue and pink moon with chocolate ice-cream and cherries piled on top of it.
When not in a good mood,you can tell by the way I speak.I won't speak as much as I use to,and will often give out a tired sounding 'RAR!'.
But being a nutty person that I am I'm almost always happy.And I thank God for helping me keep cheerful,though it does mean being weird.Nothing's wrong with that.I do mind people who don't accept me the way I am and keep nagging on about my past mistakes.
Well of course you might dislike me for my flaws.Everyone has them.But of course,it's annoying when you aren't doing anything wrong and being yourself,people don't accept you.It's like Eric in the show 'Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium'.He's being labelled weird and no child out there accepts him,or wants to be his friend,and he has only two friends.However I loved his character,played by Zach Milis.
I've met people who don't like the way I am though I'm not exactly doing anything wrong.However,it'll only be best if I love them,no matter how difficult.God tells us to love because be first loved.Amen?
Indeed I truly do thank God for loving us.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 / 6:10 PM
Markers.
Hellos!
Picture credits to http://stickfigureartist.deviantart.com/
Well well,I'm doing my booklet for home economics now.My teacher looks for effort and creativity,and seriously,even I think I'm doing something really Arty Farty.And the coolest thing about it is that I'm only using markers.Haha,I'm a professional when it comes to art.Joking lol.Well at least not THAT professional,I still need to take awhile to be a good artist cum designer.
I literally went insane on my D.O.T self reflection portrait today.I drew a pair of proper skinnies and a pair of wings on my character,and they're both something I've never actually successfully drawn before.
My character that I drew to represent myself is a girl wearing a modern buttoned collared shirt with rolled-up sleeves and a tie.Wearing skinnies and drawing,she has a pair of wings and thinks about her loved ones and idea.Attire is like that because I really can get very boyish (yy and Daniel can witness that).And I like collared shirts,ties and as for skinnies,maybe.As for drawing,it's obvious...I like visual arts,and I'm good at it.Wings because I imagine as well as dream a lot.And thinking of ideas and loved ones is what I always do.Notice I didn't draw anything about studying though,so if shows I don't like including studying as part of my daily life,but I do it eventually,because I have to.
There you go.I should draw more wings,frankly speaking.Practice makes perfect! ^^
So then,today while doing some activity for Science lesson,we had to do a carbon cycle.And I came across the word death and started thinking again.I hate that word.It's a word whereas something is taken away from you.
Sometimes when I go out and see all types of people,I often think.Where are these people going after they leave this earth?Is there one more soul that went to rejoice in heaven or is there one more soul that went to suffer in hell?
Like what Pastor Randy Hearse(if that's how you spell it,I'm not really sure how) said to,you're ready to go heaven,but are you ready to leave this earth?
Well I'm not.I want to save a lot more souls before I leave.
Be a personal example to follow.People would want to follow you and you can be a hero in this generation in leading people to Christ amen?You're never too young or old to lead,nor are you ever too young or old to follow Christ.Just turn to Jesus for help when you need it.He will help you amen? (:
Jesus I love you.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 / 7:37 PM
It's not over tonight.
Hello!
Picture credits to http://marquis73.deviantart.com/. Another example of God's beautiful creations.
I'm in love with Maroon 5's song 'I won't go home without you'.It's really good.
So so,today I did go for fencing after all,just NOT fencing.I was being president,aka referee.You know,saying all the 'En Garde,Ready,fence!' thing and taking down scores. Fun in a sense,but a pity I can't do physical exercises...FLOPPING FISH!LOL Dawn and I love that P.T exercise.It's not called flopping fish of course,but that was the first thing that came into our minds the first time we did it.
Well,I have to say something.For those people who are well...trying to so called *fit* socially in school,just be nice and be responsible for your actions and work.Don't be vulgar.
I'm saying this because I've seen a lot of teenagers try to be in the popular crowd or try to be cool and the way they try is just...argh.And how do they do it?Vulgarities.Rudeness.Tao-ness.Acting Bimbotic.Laughing at the others.Well,as far as I'm concerned,it's not cool,and neither is it a nice thing to do.As a matter in fact,nerds and geeks are better off than that.Way better.I rather have a geek for a friend than someone who is popular and spouts vulgarities in every single sentence they use.
I have a lot of friends that may not look like the coolest people in school,but I like them a lot because they're genuine and are truly nice at heart.They have their flaws,but not like everyone doesn't right?
I'm sad when I see my friends slowly grow up and start speaking vulgarities.And turn into bad nuts and go hollow in the head (hah,Charlie and the Chocolate Factory).You guys can be great people without vulgarities I'm sure.And God loves you guys after all.
Time to finish up m homework!Loads to finish or Mrs Shum might let me get kenna 100 words tomorrow.Cya people,God bless your day!
Monday, March 17, 2008 / 9:22 PM
Jump higher.
You Are Fruit Flavored Gum
You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one style or rule book.
You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources.
While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people.
You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all.
You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure.
You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them.
Well,so this morning my mom tried to wake me up...but by then I got really ill.So I didn't go to school today,really bad.And so I shall take today as a break,and do what I can to make the best out of it.
Thanks for the many concerns out there,and Daniel.Thanks for the prayers and concern dude,I really appreciate it bro (:
So tomorrow will be school.I'm not sure whether I should go for fencing tomorrow,after all I am really ill.But I have to go school tomorrow anyways,though I'm still rather ill.So I guess I have to try surviving tomorrow.Fencing on the other hand...I shall first see whether I feel better tomorrow.And I have inter-school competitions coming up!God please help me.
I guess I just have to be careful not to over exert myself tomorrow.And drink loads of water then keep my diet healthy.Oh boy.
I look forward to Friday!Good Friday,a day to remember the amazing thing that Jesus did for us on the cross.Amen,I thank him for what he did today at the clinic.
Jerina says that this might be gastric flu,but I think probably because I ate something problematic.So after I visited the doctor and waiting for medicine,my stomach went insanely painful,like someone using something really sharp doing a tattoo inside my stomach.Ouch,and when giving the lady money for the medicine,I went sinking to the ground and told the lady to give me a moment.My moment was really long.I went back to a chair in the clinic,and with my hands around my stomach,I bent my body until my head touched my knees.I closed my eyes trying to forget the pain,but it got worse.I almost vomited and fainted right there on the ground,but I decided to just hold back on the chair.I'm sure I looked like a freak,with my hair all down in front of me while my head are on my knees and maybe even a little tangled.
And when the pain eased a little,I took the opportunity to go toilet.And well I had diarrhea.And the pain left eventually,AMEN!I was telling God, 'I can't go home like this God,I can't even move properly.God please help me,somehow'.
So I think something is infected in my lung,as the doctor says.But I believe in Jesus mighty name,IT WILL BE HEALED AMEN?Thank you Jesus,for all the amazing things you've done,for how you've loved me all along.
Sunday, March 16, 2008 / 10:44 PM
Sickly.
Hello!
RAR!....*ahem ahem*
I'm in a bouncy mood today,but my body isn't.Cough,flu,sore throat,and injuries costing me three Hansaplasts.So for the medication I tried by myself today were Strepsils in order to at least attempt to heal my sore throat.I used one entire packet for the whole service.Didn't work much.There was even a 'Halls' bonus from Bernice.And that didn't help either.
So next remedy...water.I used two bottles of water for it then,but still not much effect.In the end I gave up trying to cure myself and just acted normally.Normal to me would be being the crazy ah ming.Hard evidence for it is what happened in ushering today,being rah rah people as usual we caused a whole loud bunch of noise.Noise pollution,maybe?Worsens my throat condition too.
Then when service came there was just this sudden joy and eagerness to praise the Lord,and I forgot my condition completely.Jumped for the Lord and worshiped him with all my heart.Even when my hair probably decided to not look nice today.But the message was REALLY good by Pastor Paul Chase.I'll talk about it tomorrow when I feel better.
Then I got home.And THEN became really really sick.I tell you,crazy ah ming character is not good for trying to heal yourself physically,though it's good emotionally xD.Yeah and so I am being bugged to sleep and get some rest.School's reopening tomorrow,GREAT.
God bless people!Prayer for help is always a breath away.
Sabo-ed!
Hello people!(it's 1 am + in the morning now,so actually it's still the 15th of March to me)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!
An unusually fun day today while helping out at the C.W,Tampinese(however you spell that),Leader's Retreat.Though I did get Sabo-ed.All well,that's why you need nuttiness to be happy.Embarrassment brings laughs too ya know.
So so,I woke up a bright 7.32 am.And rushed a little,like a kan jiong ah ming always does.
And when I got to the meeting point I don't see anyone.All Sheena told me was look out for a group of adults.And I did not see any group of adults.So walking up and down,I was whispering (or gradually,getting louder) 'Jesus,help me.Please.'I really thought I missed the bus.And Jesus did answer my cry,I met Jocelyn.Turns out that I didn't miss the bus at all,amen!
When I reached,it was really nice meeting Sam and my other region A friends.Well they are always a cheerful bunch of happy people.And I like being around happy people.It makes me happy too.Well,I guess my world surrounds around the word 'Happy'.
Started off with the 3-6 year olds at C.W.They're really cute,and this small boy in a 'Ben 10' T-Shirt named Benjamin sorta sticks a little to me.He looks like either a 4-5 year old.And he's a active and bouncy little growing boy.There were lots of other children too,all so young,naive,innocent,pure and gentle at heart.That's how I describe them
So there were activities for them,such as craft,and ball games.And despite them being so young,they were really quite tiresome when it comes to helping them with craft.Asking for what type of stickers they want,and paper bits all over the place.The even more amazing thing was,I got super tired by JUST sitting on a chair.Interesting.
During lunch being kay-poh again I went over to find Sam and the Region A people helping out in the 7-12 year olds.This time Rachel Dass was there,all the more fun.Being a helper with your friends is truly loads of fun,learning at times.Then finally the decision came that I should be a helper in their group.Sister Becky allowed me to ^^.
Sang songs from 'Arise!' and did some actions.Long,LONG time since I did that.Well it feels good doing so somehow.Feel a lot younger.Haha,all well more surprises to some next...God always saves the most amazing and fun things for us.
I spoke to God today again.I thought what Sister Becky said was really true about how we treat God at times,and by using the 'Meanie' explanation.Say you go up and say hi to your friend,and they just ignore you.You then TRY to talk to them and they STILL ignore you.I'm sure you know that hurt.How mean it is.But yes,that's how we treat God at times.Horrid of us,really.Our father,creator,savior,and THIS is how we treat him.
How I want to go back to God,cry my guilt and tell him I'm sorry,and ask for forgiveness.The next amazing thing is that you know God loves you so much that he is willing to forgive you the very moment you ask for it.Thank you once again Jesus,I love you.
Time for the funny parts of today,it's really amazing how being youths we always have just that enough amount of energy to Sabo people,no matter how tired we claim to be.So basically the game was one leader had to lead holding a bottle walking round and round a huge circle of other people (children AND helpers) and pick another person from a different region and of opposite gender.
And I bet all of you know who I got Sabo-ed with.And Timothy Liew I am going to Sabo you the next time I tell ya.Surprisingly embarrassment can get funny at times.All well nothing went wrong...just a lot more laughs.And a decision for me of course...to be teased by tim (OH MAN...)or be boring.Well,I decided that I should get Sabo-ed.Nothing's wrong with that,xD.
Then it was a scramble at sock hockey.We the youths being the more fidgety and active ones got into a fiercer fight of course.One time at the final rounds Sister Becky called out all the numbers of the youths...and it seemed like a insane scramble death match.But fun of course,though some of us got injured.
At the end of the day,celebrated my bro's birthday.Happy birthday! Love you lots bro.
Night people! God bless your days ahead (:
Friday, March 14, 2008 / 12:51 PM
Who will?
Hello!
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Ok,I have a 'baluku'(bruise)on my forehead now.Thanks to yesterday while going to the public toilet at Yishun MRT station the door gave me a hard slam on my forehead while opening.Ouch xD.
Not a very happy post today.I need to let lose a little bit by just yelling it all out.Well,I really have to admit that this world is really coming to a disaster state.I have friends going lesbian,more and more emo-ers to come by day,and people who self-pity.No such thing as happiness to them.The word happy isn't found anywhere in their heads.
It's insanity.I should really show you some of the display names my friends have.It's disturbing,VERY.Yes Fenella,your display name would win the most emo and disturbing display name known in history.Why can't you be happy?Why can't you stop talking about killing yourself?Why can't you stop crying over stupid and pointless things?How old are you?Why can't you think positively?You know if you have any problems you have friends like me to help you out.I still care for you,and as a friend I want you to be happy.It's not cool NOR good to emo,seriously.
My grandma keeps asking me to compare her illness to the other old people out there,the reason because she wants to pity herself.She can't appreciate her life.The only few things she thanks God for is for me (because I'm the most free one who takes care of her)and my auntie who takes regular visits to my house to care for her.I can list out more than 15 things she can be happy about in her life,and I don't see why she can't.She likes being pitied I guess.And not by one person,not by ten,but by everyone she meets.
But she's my grandmother.So one way or another,I still love her.I can see that she loves me too,but she has problems expressing it properly,with her self-pity in the way.I know there's still happiness in you grandma,let it out and live your days happy.Illness is not a focus in your life.
Ok now that the dark cloud in my head is lighter,time for another thing that happened yesterday.
Rainy day it was as I said.So at the traffic light I was waiting to cross,I was just standing there getting wetter and wetter.This really nice middle-aged lady (thank God for nice people in the world)that held an umbrella over me.She's really nice,talking to me all about the cold weather,and how horrid it is for a young girl like me to be drenched in the rain.
Then I decided that I should ask her whether she was a Christian.
So I asked.And her reply was no.And she isn't a free thinker nor atheist.She said she goes to the temple just up there close to my house.I froze.I don't have much time to speak to her about Christ at all.I didn't even know how to start telling her about Christ seeing my time limit.All the time I had was just the time taken to walk across the road.And I all I said was a simple,sad,'Oh'.
And for my devotion that night I asked God to help me when I come across these types of situations again.That I would read the word more often to equip myself.That I would bring more people to Christ.
I can never forget that lady I met.Plump,long frizzy hair,red lip stick and big eyes. Her smile was glowing,kind hearted.If I ever get the chance to meet her again,God help me to speak to her about Christ.Or else,I pray for her to get saved.Someday.Somehow.Amen.
God I once again thank you for this life you've given me.Looks like a sunny day today! ^^
Thursday, March 13, 2008 / 10:38 PM
Inter-regional games^^
Hello!
*YAWN*.I really should be sleeping I say,but all well,being a bloggy person as always I shall post something about today,after all it was the inter-regional street soccer and captain's ball.
So for almost the entire time I was watching the captain ball teams.Probably because I like captain's ball better than street soccer.It's fun,and I'm better at it(the last time I played soccer I slammed into someone and fell).I didn't play though,I can't throw nor defend very well.I'm only good at catching (goalie)and score (with the fact that not a lot of people are crowding around me like ants with sugar).
Intense matches we had,but very fun.Region F 11/12 is a good team.
At the Captain's ball finals I started growing really tired,partly due to the cold weather and not moving for a really long time.We were all soaked,it was raining.I like to get wet in rain.But of course in the end I end up like a frozen ice Popsicle stick.With my clothes rather soaked (at least my back part of my shirt is) hair,jacket and bag wet,I took the bus and MRT home.Well,I have to admit that this is probably a time where you aren't thankful for air-conditions to be invented.It was really cold in the bus,there isn't exactly a area in the bus that isn't air-conditioned.It probably is better for the other people in the bus that are dry unlike me,wet.
When I got home finally got warm and clean ^^.After all this I intended to sleep,since my legs seem to be defrosting from the icy weather it just been though,and all the water from the sky that had drenched me is well...sickly.And the next thing I knew my sister came back from work and wants me to go with her to Queenstown to buy FBTs.
Well I said no at first,but talked into it in the end,my sister won't stop asking.And have to admit I need more sports attire to play sports in.I don't want to keep using my St Margaret's shorts...they aren't exactly the best shorts to play in,that's all I can say.
So my sister got me one FBT top and one FBT shorts.She got the same for herself too,and same size as me...so we can share it.Thanks jie (:
But still it's buying something...so I get really tired in the end,like always.I almost never come out of a shopping center with a shopping trip active.I'm always either yawning or very weak in the legs.
There you go,probably one of the best Thursdays I've had.Sportiness,the fun of it all.Thank God for such a day (:...now I only want to finish my homework on time and find even more time to praise and worship God,amen (:
Thank you Jesus,once again for all you've done.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 / 12:58 PM
Skin changing!
hellooo!
Credits to http://foureyes.deviantart.com/ for the picture! This is one really nice photograph.
Meeting Liting later for my I.H project.So many projects to be done,and and I have to create a temporary blog for it.EEYER,I feel like I'm betraying my blog,SAD.One and one blog ONLY people.And about?GLOBAL WARMING.Sheesh.I rather do a book on it than a blog.
Well well I got to get going soon,so maybe I'll edit this post later.About time I got a new blogskin too don't you think?But I like this current one,haha...and I'm a lazy person when it comes to changing blogskins,lol....
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 / 7:24 PM
Breeze.
hello!
Picture credits to http://aetherum.deviantart.com/
I want chips!Haha really random.
Well I noticed a interesting cure for times where I'm sneezing and I just feel like tearing my nose off my face.And it happens often by the way,when I sneeze.RAR!
The cure is hot water.I only noticed it when I was sneezing again yesterday and showering,and I accidentally pushed the water temperature to 'hot'.And hot water just splashed on my face.No I didn't get scalded don't worry,it's not the super hot type.But still rather warm anyways.
After that I stopped sneezing.Cool,I should drink hot water now when I sneeze.Or if I'm feeling especially funny that day I'll splash my face with it.Heh.
I think I'm quite an unhealthy girl recently.But not that I can really help it,I don't intend to go vegetarian nor a healthier choice diet.It scares me a lot.But still of course,try to stay healthy if I get the chance to do so.Oh and exercise.Fun and fit,I'm the type that likes exercising.And I miss swimming.Randomness again.
Another thing I noticed about myself is actually quite freakish.I can feel my backbone slant.I know it hasn't been straight for quite sometime all along,but I never thought I'd get to feel how slanted it was.From the bottom up,the bone is straight,but until the upper part of my back it starts slanting to the right.Eeyer.I felt it when I was bored trying to get to sleep one night.Itchy hands I have.But the slant is only very minor,not a very big deal.
I'm doing a bit of writing for fun.Descriptions,I'm working on them.They're fun to think of sometimes you have to admit,and with imagination as crazy as mine,all the more fun to think of.Drawing is another too,I'm working on one piece of art to exercise my fingers and skills (:
Time to continue with my drawings and writing!Sometimes I have fun with the tiniest of things,^^.And today I want to continue reading the bible!I miss doing so.God bless people!
Monday, March 10, 2008 / 6:37 PM
To the only thing that's true.
Hello!
Sneezing again,it's a confirm on a rainy day.Ask anyone who knows me well,they'll tell you about it ^^
RAR!All the sneezing has made me tired.*Stretches and leans back on chair*
All well,another rainy day today.But seriously,I like cold days.Though it usually means even more sneezing for me and another tired person.And more jackets.And sleep.But sunshiny days are alright a few times in a week.Ah,it's nice to feel the sun,but cooling weathers are still the love.^^
Anyways doing lots and lots of slacking at home now that it's the school holidays.HAH.
Y'know,I'm feeling a lot of dents around my legs,seeing that I keep getting injured there.Who ask me so clumsy lah,lol.
Nothing much to blog today since I'm slacking so much.Work begins tmr ah ming.
Sunday, March 9, 2008 / 11:10 PM
*swish*
Hellooos.
In a little mixed mood today.Random,jumpy,and springy.But it all concludes,HAPPINESS.And why?Not because I'm crazy,because I have Jesus in my life,and worth rejoicing.In him I find all I need amen? (:
Last lesson of L.I.W class with Cynthia for 'The Life Of Christ' today(everyone say 'awww' xD).An amazing class of course,learning about the amazing things Jesus did in his life,and my teacher and classmates are definitely fun people.The great thing is that we are able to have fun and we learn.Thank you God,for this great class.Pity it couldn't be longer.
Well I have completed class of a level 2,and moving on to level 3.It's great to learn and grow(Right,maybe school is an exception.Haha,fine maybe school CAN get fun at times).Let see what class I shall join next...
It's time for ah ming sharing!Lots of time to blog because since it's the school holidays,I can sleep later.Going to study harder next term though,so I'd better make good use of this one week holiday.
On the way home I remember lots of things I had in my mind,but being an 'stm-er' (short-term-memory) I can only remember a few.All well,I'll post it up anyways.
1.)I don't like people who are tao.I hate it when I talk to someone and they don't reply.Without a reason.Eh,not nice.Being a springy person I'm more of the type that would yell:
HARLO!!!!!!!!!!
And I have witnesses for that.Hah xD When someone talks to you properly,you talk properly back am I right or am I right? ^^ Being nice people that you are of course,I'm sure all you people have your nice sides.
2.)There really isn't much of a point in going gaga over having a relationship when you are under 18 at most.And it annoys people if you talk too much about it.I understand that you like someone,but do wait a little longer,after all you're still studying.It affects your studies if you let it,and after all if you're really young which is under 16,I don't think you guys can last that long,but if you can,of course good for you.But I doubt it though.
So if you get into a relationships at a young age,it's either a waste of time or you really can cope with it.Hopefully you can cope.(which I doubt it,it's a hard juggle of time)
Well overall,these are just my opinions.But truly what I think.I guess everyone's made special!After all,what can be more beautiful than God's very own personal creations? God made you who you are and still loves you!
Saturday, March 8, 2008 / 10:21 PM
I miss guava.
What These Carnations Say About You
You have a distinct style... one that many people find fascinating.
You are charming and alluring. People are drawn to you - and you are very popular.
You never forget a name or a face. And the people you love are always on your mind
I love carnations.The amazing mother's day flower! ^^ Too lazy to look for good pictures so some funny and random quiz would do xD Yes,I do like doing stupid things like this,and I have people to witness.
lol my cousin Pei Fang is so funny today,she sees me and squeezes my cheeks at edge xD And our age gap is pretty huge,it's good that our relationship as cousins are rather close (:
I think I'm getting chubbier.Interesting.My body is perfectly fine but my face is seemingly the more erm...yeah.Hah,this is random.
ANYWAYS,edge was great today.Indeed God is the way,the truth and the light.Light of the world,he stepped down into darkness.For us.But we must all remember,God loves you,but died for the world.Meaning not JUST you that he died for.
It's not a very good thing to judge the other religions.I remembered what my Buddist friend told me when I was p5,something he said he didn't like about Christians was that they didn't respect his religion.And I knew it was true and yet it isn't as well.
We should respect the others,no matter how different their beliefs may be from us or how different they may be.Being Christians,we should respect their religion,but yet also,bring them closer to God all the time.
Amazing too how God can love the ones we do not like.Know that he loves us a lot,but too know that he loves your neighbor as much as he does to you.And must also love them too,because we want to be more like Christ each day,and Christ loves everyone amen? Yes he loves you too (:
Dear Lord,indeed I love you.
Friday, March 7, 2008 / 3:32 PM
Sweeney Todd!
Hello!
Picture credits to http://hugonv.deviantart.com/
I'm super in love with the Sweeney Todd soundtrack.Who would have thought that Johnny Depp and Helena Bronham Carter would have such great voices.Don't agree with the lyrics though,but it's for the movie's sake I guess.
So one amazing thing to announce of course,it's officially the school holidays!WOO~
So I'm looking forward to waking up late and slacking xD Just that I'm going to rush for homework too as well.
This also means that I have finished my home economics practical test!It went well today,and thanks to Cheng Siew,Rachel Tan and I of course.Thanks for the teamwork people,I think we scored pretty well this time round.Thank God especially for helping us through (:
Progress reports out.I did pretty well this term,3 A1s,1 A2 and B3 and 2 B4s.At least BETTER.And I thank God for all these blessings of course,without him I would have got all B4s I bet,with the tiredness and almost dozing off in class for the first part of the year.Amen.
There's a regional youth activity later on at night.I would go if it wasn't for the fact that my grandmother badly needs me at home to help her with the medication and that I'm super tired today.Due to carrying all the heavy stuffs around and around AND fencing,my arms,right arm especially are developing muscles.Sigh,I really wished I could go with energy and without not helping my grandmother with her medication.Well,at least this activity isn't the last of all the regional youth activities.
lol I was just on the phone with my mom.Both of us noticed that my brother and I are seemingly better in our languages.Just that I suppose my brother is almost or really just as good in his sciences and maths.But I'm not.I more of a language brain,not *sciencesy* or *mathsy* brain.So my mom thinks that I should catch up quickly with my math and sciences so that I would be well rounded in my results.At least she's happy about it and I still got an A2 for science,B4 for maths.Maths really needs studying.I just hope that these results would go even higher the year throughout!I'm sure God will help,and it makes me love him more than ever.I shall take note of all these moments where I prayed to him to help me in the tests before I take them.He always gives me some ideas to consider,and that's probably how I could get an A1 in English...I thought I'd get an B3...at most.
This proves how great my God is!Dear Lord I praise you name forever.
Thursday, March 6, 2008 / 11:57 AM
My God saves!
You Are a Crossword Puzzle
You are well read, and you have a good head for remembering facts.
You are a wordsmith. You have a way with words, and you're very literate.
You are a mysterious person who enjoys dropping little clues every now and then.
Long music playlist I have today xD And I'm a crossword puzzle.Yup,I'm being bored again and doing some funny quizzes (:
Well it WAS supposed to be sports day today.But eventually it was raining and so after a few cheers we left the Bishan stadium early!I wanted scream a loud 'AMEN!!!' lol.I remembered on the car ride to school I prayed for something happy to happen,or I would at least enjoy sports day.I'm enjoying it now that we left early xD...I don't really like sports day for the matter of fact somehow,I don't really know why.
Well I should thank God for this first time in my life that sports day was actually postponed or canceled.He gave me a chance to borrow 'Manga Messiah' from Rebekah to read through for a moment.It's a good book really,all you manga fans should go read it.How can there be any other story greater than the life of Christ? (:
I want to bring more and more people to church!These people who don't know the good news.These people who haven't been saved.They need Christ!Remember to pray for the world,that they will get saved.Nothing,absolutely NOTHING is impossible with Jesus amen?He is with us all the time and has never stopped loving us or wanting to help us.
God bless!
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 / 4:33 PM
JUMP!!
Hello people!
Picture credits to http://stratys.deviantart.com/
I feel jumpy and splashy today.Must be something in the rain or the milk chocolate bar I just had.It's a good thing,after all it's sports day tomorrow.Time to go high!
However,STILL I'm feeling a little nervous,with my home economics practical exam on Friday.But I seriously need to thank God of course,he has blessed me with 2 partners whereas others have 1.So triple the work,triple the quality!I hope the practical goes well though,after all with much witnesses I'm proven to be quite a clumsy woman.Hopefully I won't forget to switch off the gas and fry the rice everywhere xD.
Exciting news next,I got chosen for the inter-school fencing competition :) I thank God once again for this opportunity,though I think I'll still freak out.I couldn't fence well yesterday,NOT when I'm having waste blood(girls you should know what this is).So didn't exactly do very well yesterday since my mood for fencing dropped a little.And Ellen almost executed me lol xD...haha,control your force!
Anyways,I think this week has gone pretty well,especially with God's help (: Next week's going to be EVEN better,it's the holidays!WHOO~ Amen...I love you Jesus.I'm sure he's going to do even greater things in my life and all of your lives,if you would let him (: God bless you people!
And I stand in the wonder of your love.
Monday, March 3, 2008 / 6:27 PM
Ah Ming the amazing. Amazing because God created me ^^
You Are Bare Feet
You are a true free spirit, and you can't be tied down.
Even wearing shoes can be a little too constraining for you at times!
You are very comfortable in your own skin.
You are one of the most real people around. You don't have anything to hide.
Open and accepting, you are willing to discuss or entertain almost any topic.
You are a very tolerant person. You are accepting and not judgmental.
You should live: Somewhere warm
You should work: At your own business, where you can set the rules
Thank Goodness I'm a barefoot.High heels a confirm NO NO.
Hello!
I decided to visit blogthings after a LONG time.And yes,to take stupid quizzes because I'm bored.HAHA.
Well,today has been quite an interesting day.But I intend to make this post fast so I can hurry up with the rest of my work.
Finally I watched Amelie Poulain Of Montmare again.Haven't watched it in quite awhile.I miss the show...after all it's one of my favorites.It makes me laugh,melt,smile,and all that happy stuff.And it's M18.But I don't like it for it's M18 parts.It's for it's storyline of course.
Project work tomorrow and I dread it.Because my team if far behind time due to some emo-ers and people with issues in my team.But somehow my team members are still nice if they want to,just that they better stop becoming so playful and DO THEIR WORK MORE SERIOUSLY.Have fun when you can,and be serious when needed.If Mr Goh tells me that we've done our work wrongly again I am going to be annoyed.I'm doing my part for project work because it's counted in my English marks,and I can't fail English.And come to think of it,I DON'T LIKE PROJECT WORK.But I'm still trying to like it though...with God's help I'm sure I can survive through project work at least.I thank him that it's only once a week where we have project work xD
Back to what God has done today.I did pretty finely for my Chinese test,37/50.It's not bad,but somehow it doesn't seen very pleasing either.Must continue to study hard!With God nothing is impossible amen?He's able,and there's nothing at all that he cannot do.
With him by my side,I find comfort,refuge,and strength.I thank you Jesus.
Saturday, March 1, 2008 / 1:59 PM
PENCIL!!!!!!!!
hello people!
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It's a cold day today.Finally,actually.I miss the times in Singapore where it will just rain insanely all the time and keeping the weather cool.After all,since late January to late February this year,it hasn't been raining at all.Having a day of rain is really like a shower of blessing,lol (:
My 0.7 purple mechanical pencil is GONE!ARGH.And I'm sentimental when it comes to my artistic materials.My pencil has been serving me well and playing a HUGE part in most of my pictures and drawings.And it's GONE.So I have to draw with thick graphite and the the entire set of pencils which includes all those light and dark shadings.Eh.I'm not used to them,unless I want to draw something realistic.Which I almost rarely do.I want my pencil back T.T....(most of you would think I'm weird again)
Well then,I'm going to edge later on.Thanks to my net and daniel's prayers I can walk more properly and my wounds have shrunk in size.Thanks people (:
Happy first of march!May it be a good month for all of you out there.
Well nothing much to blog today,and I do have things to do before I go for edge.Cya people,God bless!