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.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.
Thursday, January 31, 2008 / 7:37 PM
Jump for the stars.
Hello people!
Haha this photo was taken just before lesson at net was over last week.Jason looks like he's mind reading Sheena.Well done for the photo Qian Hui.Excellent shot (: Photo credits to Veronica's blog.
Super exhausted from fencing today,and later on I got to do my literature homework. Shouldn't be a very stressful piece of work,since it requires drawing.I think I still have enough energy for that.
Mrs Chong said the dress was nice!Hoorah.She really thinks it is.Hopefully,the design will win.But it's ok even if it doesn't,the dress still looks awesome!At least,it does on me (:
First time I see my coach Maria so a Flash(Fleche)today.I still can't master it though, it's took risky.Will be super Pai Seh if do wrongly during match.xD I mean, flash is supposed to be a cool move.If done wrongly will be embarrassing sehs.So slowly little by little learn,ah ming.
Face it,fencers that take their equipment in the open like their mask or blade in the public are a walking tourist and local attraction.You have no idea how many people have stared at me today already.In the bus,the market,and on the route home.And I'm wearing my school uniform,polka dotty.All the more interesting.The students stare at me.The cleaners stare at me.The shop keepers stare at me.The normal people eating in the market tend to stare for several seconds.So do foreigners.Little children from Pei Hwa especially, stare with wonder at my mask and blade.Haha.I tell you fencers are a walking tourist and local attraction.
I almost choked Lii Yuan for insisting that she's fat.And she's almost borderline underweight.I don't know why but she actually bothers to remember all the calories in every single type of thing that she buys.And she even talked about the amount of calories in my 100 plus drink for fencing later on.Gosh I don't even care about that. It gives me energy,won't kill me badly or add too much to unhealthiness I don't mind taking it.I needed the 100 plus badly for fencing of course,it's energy draining. And today it was all about almost all about Cardio exercise.But fun yet still.
Gosh girls please,DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR FATS.You need them to survive.All that matters is how healthy you are and the personality that you have.Those are what makes you absolutely beautiful.Remember if you need convincing you can always find ah ming here.Haha.God made you beautiful,you are fearfully and wonderfully made amen? (:
Let all the earth praise him.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 / 5:23 PM
Simone.
Hey people!
I really like James Blunt's song 1973 now.But I still love Christian songs.
Well I have officially returned from my fencing meeting,and back with a newly appointed role of level treasurer.
My hands are smudged with a little Gold paint seeing that I'm just finished mixing some Gold paint.For my CNY costume that is.I really hope that the teachers will like it when I show it to them tomorrow. And Zemaine is really excited to see it.Hopefully it won't get torn up when I bring it to school tomorrow.
I really want to praise God for giving me a role in the team.Though I think this is quite a weird role for me.Haha.
I'm a really busy girl today! I'll post more next time people.
You Should Paint Your Room Orange
Fiery and fresh, an orange room brings intense happiness. Your orange room will set a positive vibe - and brighten up any gathering. Orange also promotes healthy communication... and stimulates the appetite!
Right.Now I am one tired ah ming.I just came back from fencing that is,and I got two bruises from it.OWCH,and face it,it's going to take awhile before it goes.
I have 5 favorite songs now.And the reason why I keep uploading them on my blog is because I want to hear them directly when I come here,Oops.I'm too lazy to download them.
It's fun today,and tomorrow my parents will be flying off to Guangzhou.I'll miss them,and I shall need to buy my own food again.And my mom wants to see all my stuff cleared by the time she comes back.Preparation for CNY that is.
David's birthday on the 2nd of February,then Rachel Ming's friend,and Nandini.Lots to remember.Better remember to wish them especially.
Today the song that's been playing in my head is this song that I don't know the title of,but it goes something like this: I'll worship you my God, I'll worship you my God. I love you. Oh I love you.
Forever I will sing, Forever I will be with you. Be with you.
Yes God,forever I will be with you,forever I will worship.
Monday, January 28, 2008 / 9:58 PM
Love one another.
Hello people!
Haha sorry for those who were waiting for me to be online today.Spent almost the entire day at Chinatown today,and yes,doing some dreadful shopping,and later on,FORCED to shop.AGAIN.I told you I'm a weird girl,I don't like shopping.And surprisingly my shopping skills have dropped pretty much.And even before my skills are already pretty horrid.So now it's DREADFULLY TERRIBLE.I mean seriously,I bet even GUYS can shop better than I.Half and hour and I already feel tired.No that's not a sign of being fatter and lazier,it's a sign of not liking shopping more...almost at all.
Then my mom asks me to find a boyfriend who likes to shop.I won't mind if I love him,but he better not over-shop or I'll need to start training my arm muscles to hold more shopping bags xD.Ok,I shall stop thinking about the future.
I'm trying HARD HARD HARD to try love everyone I know.I'll still need God's help of course,and recently,he's making everyone beautiful in front of me.Often he tells me:
'These are my creations,my masterpieces.'
WOW.And can you imagine how many types of people I saw in Chinatown today.Smokers, artists,sales people,aunties,uncles,many many types!And God reminds me:
I love all of them.
Then last week we talked about compassion,then today I couldn't JUST walk past anyone who were on the streets needing money,or doing charity work for the needy.I simply couldn't.
Lots of people smiled at me today,that I feel good.But I still feel awkward in a sense,as I almost spent the entire day in my polka dotted school uniform.In a place as crowded as Chinatown.Well,anyways I didn't misbehave,and got only a few new year clothing.
Now this reminds me people,if I SUDDENLY look more lady-like I didn't explode my mind F.Y.I,it's just that my mom got a whole lot of skirts for me out of the blue, because to her I probably look nice in them.Fine,I look normal.I'm just not used to the look, all the skirty lady stuff.But I look fine in them,just that my look is always the casual ah ming look,and because when I first tried them on I could barely believe what I'm wearing.Now people,when was the LAST time I wore a skirt out?Last year in the September holidays.I don't remember wearing a skirt ever since then after Joy freaked me out with the mini-skirt incident,of making me feel exposed and super ah lian,but SOMEHOW she saw it cute xD.All well,let the past pass people.
So now if I'm ever wearing skirts probably I will still match a pair of tights.Skin coverage people,I'm worried about that,I don't like revealing my skin,especially at the leg.SICK!At least my mom is smart enough to help me get around knee-length skirts.Perfect length for me people.
Still I want to thank God and praise him (: I pray for my Chinese test tomorrow,as well as journey mercy for my parents on their trip to Guangzhou,China.Yes everyone thinks I'm nuts on the issue on traveling.Believe it or not I don't like traveling. Haha.
Better finish up my devotion and get some rest! Long day tomorrow,and I need the energy to make it fruitful and be a testimony for God ^^ Amen.Goodnight people,have a good rest (:
Sunday, January 27, 2008 / 11:21 PM
compassion.
Hey people!
Alrighty,now for my two days of weekends.
Haha,yesterday I went to the edge early with my brother.So to kill time I had to bring my homework there.Gah,looking AT homework is face it,SICK!xD (Crosses mouth pastor Jude style)But one good thing is I'm able to win Timothy in a game of pool(Or was it snooker?).That shocked Ezra a little,me too.
Then we had a wonderful time of praise and worship,and surprisingly this one is a lot more intense and deep for me,somehow,feeling God's amazingly beautiful and stunning presence.But I loved it anyway,praising and worshiping God.
Message later.I really loved it,a continuation on the series 'Heroes'.Yup,we can be Heroes in this generation.God loves us too,and ever so proud of us ^^
Dinner later on,and I think the highlight was really the 'Can Evolution'.One squashed can,one half-squashed can,and one proper can.Veronica is the proper can.I'm the half-squashed can.And Rachel Dass is the squashed can.Haha,we classified them by their height.
Today was really touching.The entire message was about compassion.Which was also by then I realised something new about myself.
1.)I'm sensitive.And actually,pretty much. 2.)I quite a lot of things personally.
This clearly explains why I'm afraid of hurting people today.I don't know why,but yes,I'm like that.Also why I got terribly frightened by David's reaction when I asked him if he was ok,and jokingly asking him if he was emo-ing. Yes people,I'm pretty much sensitive.So please give a nice reaction if you don't mind,and don't freak me out for the entire day.One more problem about me is that I think about things a lot and keep them all in mind for a long time.
A frown,a gruff tone of voice,ignoring,and more can for some reason give me wrong signals.If you mean well actually and don't really dislike me,please avoid tiny actions like that.Sometimes it'll really scare me.
Still,I'm going to try to avoid thinking too much.
Ouch.
Friday, January 25, 2008 / 1:58 PM
Oh the tanginess.
You Are a Strawberry
You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people. You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you.
You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality. Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you.
You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it. In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private.
Strawberry!I like strawberries but not when they are raw.In ice-cream maybe? xD
You students out there might get super pissed by this...I ended school at 8.30am today!Thanks to the brilliant water pipe that has burst,and due to hygiene reasons the school has decided to send us off early.YAY.
I truly thank God for this week of school.It's amazing really,and God truly deserves all the glory,and indeed I will really praise him everyday.
I met some of my brand new juniors that joined fencing today,but in Mcdonalds of course,after school.And they are nice people,smart too.Of course they are,they picked the best of the best choice,fencing!Have a fun time juniors,you'll never regret joining this CCA.
I'm still feeling especially weak and tired now,since my knee cap still hurts from the flash exercises everyday,that I just woke up from a quick nap,and that I'm a little bored now! Haha,but anyways,I MUST thank God for helping me get into the semi-finals for the costume designing contest.Now I need to ask him for help to finish the costume on time xD But no matter what happens I will still love and praise him (:
I LOVE YOU GOD.
Thursday, January 24, 2008 / 7:46 PM
Flash.
Hey people!
Just returned from fencing not long ago,and I learnt the amazing FLASH!Awesome attack move (:
Yesterday I want to thank God once again for a good lesson in science!We actually laughed for once in class WITH the teacher.Finally,the first time we ever see our science teacher laugh in our entire time with her.Thank you God,for all the fun times in class yesterday.
Trust in the Lord amen? Yesterday I asked God and trusted that he will not make me sneeze and get flu,not matter what.And what happened was really a miracle ok.It drizzled, blowing huge gusts of wind and me sitting under the fan in the COOL morning,I didn't sneeze.AT ALL.AMEN!!!! I love you lord.
Give thanks to the Lord, Our God and King, His love endures forever! For he is good he is above all things, His love endures forever!
This song was playing in my head in the bus 174 today after training.Yes his beautiful love lasts forever.
Gonna finish up scraps of my Home Econs homework soon,and I'm going to start cooking tomorrow.Yay,but WHAT TO COOK? Haha,I'm sure God will give me something.
Tomorrow's FRIDAY! Last day of the schooling days,OH YEAH BABY.And God has certainly made this week go really well!I am really going to meditate more on his word,and yesterday during my bible study I wrote A LOT OF NOTES.Focusing on God is really ever so joyful,and after prayer I feel so happy!Enter the gates with praise,Psalms 100:4.
Everyday I shall praise you Lord,in darkness,suffering,and in happiness.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 / 7:21 PM
Oreo Love....
Hello people!
Credits to http://sliceofcake.deviantart.com/ for the picture.
Haha I just got into an Oreo craze recently since Mr Teng asked us to describe one in our journals.Then he'll choose his favorite few and read the entries out in class.And SHOCKINGLY,mine got chosen as one of them.
Intentionally,the winner gets a packet of three Oreos.But eventually all the 'finalists' got a packet,except a few who didn't want them.And yup,I like Oreo cookies now.Haha.
Now I have a testimony!Trust God in everything,through this I really learnt.
Right.My mom woke me up at an EXCELLENT time of 7.40 a.m.And that's NOT a good thing by the way,it means that I have to rush the skeleton out of myself.And usually,waking up at 7.40 a.m is a 99.9% C.M.I (Cannot Make It) timing for school.I'm running late,and at this timing there are going to be a lot of traffic jams,and my school is located at one of the major roads,Bukit Timah Road,where people going to both work AND school are going to hog up the entire road.There's also around around 6 schools located around my area.GREAT.
However,instead of moaning THAT much today,I decided to trust and have faith God to be able to bring me to school without getting a warning point.But yes,obviously I still rushed.
God did a miracle right on that entire stretch of busy road ok.Though the line of cars seemed never ending,every single time my mind said amen in prayer(and in faith) for the line of cars to move,they REALLY started moving.And thanks to God I made it to school right on the DOT! No pink slips,no C.W.O,no warning point,no scolding,no standing behind class or at green wall!God made that 0.1% chance become a 100% chance.Amen!
And guess what,that isn't the end of it.
Last night,I distinctively remembered that I prayed for my class and I.That no one will get severely scolded,everyone will have a good time,and that I will not catch a flu,no matter how hard the wind blows or how cold the weather is.
And all of that happened.And I got 3 free Oreo cookies!
Praise him in everything amen?I love you God,remember people,help is just a breath away,and do it in faith and in justice and will God's will.
Monday, January 21, 2008 / 4:46 PM
Prayer works amen?
Hello people!
Well students sad to break the news but it's Monday.Aww.Monday blues yeah?But it's ok, I'm sure it'll come to another pass people,and Chinese New Year ought to be coming soon,and it's Ang Bao(red packet) for all of you Chinese children and teenagers(Including me!Bahahaha).
Well I need a lot of newer stuff,such as clothes.People who are around me often should know that I wear the same things for quite a lot of times.As in REALLY A LOT of times. So yes recently I've been borrowing some of my sister's clothes.And err more on the side of casual.So formal go away until I feel like it.Which is pretty rare of course.
The other thing is a haircut.Just a trim,not a CHOP.If I ever want to chop my hair (Which I HIGHLY DOUBT I will)I'll wait till after secondary school.If I chop my hair now I'll have something extra to worry about.Hair length.Then I'll have to keep checking whether my hair touches my second collar.Which WILL be very annoying.
Well I'll still be looking forward to Chinese new year (:
Now officially my two favorite songs!'Saved the day' by PlanetShakers and 'Flipside' by Click Five.
And Flipside!
Saturday, January 19, 2008 / 11:18 PM
The day.
You Should Stay in Shape with Swimming
You require something that's both serene and challenging. Swimming is the perfect way for you to do your own thing and escape for a while. Swimming will give you that perfectly toned, curvy body you desire.
Yeap,if I ever needed to stay in proper shape forever I'll swim like nuts,and it's also one of my favorite sports.But fencing shall do the trick,with wheel barrels and dog and bone as part of the training,of course.
I don't feel fat.I really don't.But I want fats to stop seemingly appearing more at my neck area.It's disgusting.But I look perfectly alright,don't worry.Fats never appear at the places I need them,gah.
Cross-country today as part of the regional youth activity!I got the 18th position for the girls,and I don't think that it's THAT good,though I'm pretty contented with it already (:But thank God for the good work out anyways,I'm going to run more so I can keep up my stamina.It's dropping a little.And I can only usually run fast only if I'm running short-distance.
I love the water,somehow...so that obviously means I miss swimming.I should go with my friends or parents someday.
Feeling faint ever since after the cross-country.Thank God for recovery(: I love you God.
Friday, January 18, 2008 / 4:05 PM
But your Word remains forever!
You Are a Smiley Face Cookie
You're happy go lucky. So happy, in fact, it's a little past the point of normal sanity. You usually make those around you smile ... when you're not creeping them out!
I don't know why but I just decided that I should start painting a little.I bought a SUPER TINY but for professional use brush,and I think I can think of some abstract pieces later.
Silver paint on black paper.Nice right?
Haha I went for an interview today with 15 other girls,and I'm feeling extraordinarily toot toot for it.Fringe behind my ears make me look very...erm...funny.But yeap after the interview I was eager to let it down.Ah Ming the tooty.Sounds wrong eh.
They were like trying to squeeze the flaws of the school out of us I tell you.And I don't think we were squeezable.At least not THAT squeezable.
Ok enough about the interview.Makes me feel tingly.
Nothing much to post about,but I'm excited for next week,as I'm gonna start cooking for Home Economics class!Hooray....And I do wonder what I'm gonna cook.
Well,recently I'm trying to like and help everyone I know,no matter how difficult it is.And this morning I just lent someone I didn't really like my homework for photocopying,since she forgot to bring hers and photocopied mine to tape away my answers and re-write hers.After I lent her,I felt pretty stunned.Then I asked myself,WHAT ON EARTH DID I JUST DO.The answer came a little simple.
I've just practiced the word by helping and loving my enemies.
That's interesting.I don't think in my life I've tried that before.I think it's because of the verse in 1 John 4:20 :
If anyone says 'I love God' yet hates his brother,he is a liar.For anyone who does not love his brother,whom he has seen,cannot love God,whom he has not seen.
I think it's because of this verse I'm starting to try loving everyone I know.You should try too,it's nice to do so.
Once again God,I praise and love you.
Song of today:Saved the Day by Planetshakers
Thursday, January 17, 2008 / 10:06 PM
Saved the day!
Saved the day by Planetshakers!Yeah I found it.
One of the all time best songs ^^
Excitement+craziness.
Hello people!
(credits to http://floriandra.deviantart.com/ for the picture)
Today was pretty darn insane,but yes because of that I liked it pretty much.
The song playing in my head recently is actually a children's Christian song.The song 'Royalty',by Hillsong Kids.
God made me who I meant to be He loves me just the way I am God made me who I meant to be His dream for me is so amazing For the simple reason,I am happy to be me! Whoa oh,Whoa oh,My God watches over me, Whoa oh,Whoa oh,I feel like royalty! For this simple reason,I am happy to be me!
It's been playing in my head for quite awhile now.Another song is Superhero by Hillsong Kids as well.
He's the one who makes the birds sing He's the one who makes the trees so high He's the one who makes me smile,day by day! Jesus you're my Superhero, You're my star! My best friend, Jesus you're my Superhero, You're my star! My best friend!
Gosh I love these two songs.I don't know why but they both truly touch my heart.
Yes God loves me just the way I am.
Yes he's my star.My best friend.
It's such a comfort to hear these songs.When I get a phone or Ipod I will download them and hear them all the way,school to home or wherever.There's just this child like innocence and purity in the song,making me feel so young again,back in C.W doing all the little actions that we kids are supposed to do.And like I'm in God's warm arms,like a small child in the arms of his/her father.It's just lovely.
I have successfully memorized John 8:31-32 ^^ 'If you hold to my teaching,you are really my disciples.Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.'
God spoke to me when I was reading about the story of David and Goliath,and there was this verse which really motivated me to face the hard times of life.(Though it's not the only verse that can motivate me in the bible)
1 Samuel 17:45 David said to the Philistine, 'You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of God Almighty,the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied.
The thing that struck me was the phrase But I come against you in the name of God Almighty.
The people around David saw a giant of their enemy Goliath.But David saw a much bigger and greater God behind his enemy,ready to strike Goliath down.
And David did it!He struck the giant down with a stone and sling,then took the sword of his enemy and chopped off Goliath's head.Victory in the name of Jesus amen? ^^
It's like everyday life now that I think of it,where we face problems like Goliath. But we have Jesus!Sometimes we forget that Jesus is greater than our problems,and we tend to forget Jesus in times of need.Which is why quiet time with God to have fellowship with him is dearly important.
Like loving someone,we can't wait to talk to God everyday.For we love him,and we love him because he first loved,and God is love.As God said,those who say that he loves God and doesn't love his brother is lying,as God is love.(1 John 4:20)
Try blessing and loving the people you don't like.Seriously,I'm trying VERY HARD to do so.I think it's working.
I praise you once again oh God,and I love you.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 / 4:22 PM
GIRLY MAN!!!
Hello people!
BAHAHAHAHA.YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS.I finally get what my church people meant by 'Girly man' now.
GIRLY MAN!
I always laugh hysterically every single time I watch this.It's stinking funny la.
I'm amazed by my own appetite this month.I think I really eat a lot for a girl,and the main problem is,I don't look likThe someone who eats a lot.
I TOLD YOU I'VE GOT APPETITE SWINGS.
I'm amazing la.People recently get mood swings I get appetite swings.
Last year was the year of small appetite.And now it's eating quite a lot.And guess what,from last year around September till now I've only gained around 2kg.That's insane can.I thought I would probably have gained around 5 kg more.
Everyone seems to be shocked at the fact that I eat quite a lot.Because I look like the type who eats around 1-1.5 meals per day.And I eat quite a handful more than that.At recess I keep adding small ingredients to my food whenever I order anything.
And I just ate KFC la.Super fattening,but being the usual ah ming I don't care!
However I think I'm going to stop eating so much.First of all it isn't very healthy cum I'm scaring everyone.So yes through fencing I can get more muscles.
Yup there was training yesterday.First training of the year seh!And the foilist got a new coach.We call him Coach Ng.That's strange,we always call our coaches by their names.Wei Wen.Henry.Maria.Now it's suddenly Coach Ng.I guess we'll just have to get used to it then.But he's a nice person,no worries.
I think my muscles are bigger.Haha.
Ok time to go do early devotion.No time later since that Rachel Tan needs probably quite awhile for me to coach her homework.CHINESE homework.
Bye world!
Monday, January 14, 2008 / 3:34 PM
Bread Bread-ish.
Hello people!
Mmm Bread! Picture credits to http://aquanina.deviantart.com/ for the picture.
I'm feeling ESPECIALLY 'Bread-ish' today.Right,that isn't a word.All to prove how insane I am.
Raining at my area now.The rain looks exceptionally freaky since it has a yellowish background.
I've been wanting to find the song online 'Saved the day' by Planetshakers.But I couldn't. *sobs* Man I like that song!But yes the Planetshakers rock.Here are some of their other awesome songs.
One of the BEST Christian bands ever seriously.
Not much to post about today,but yes I want to wish Jonathan all the best as a cook! I'm sure you'll become a great chef someday.
Sunday, January 13, 2008 / 10:54 PM
Saboing for all.
Hello people!
I got REALLY tired yesterday to post xD.But yes,mission successful I am able to Sabo Hui Min,though sadly she wasn't made to stand on the chair.I would really have loved it if that happened,but obviously she's gonna kill me.
Haha.Actually she already tried murdering me.And I really think she wants to murder me.And by that I mean hitting me on my butt,trying to choke me,covering my mouth everywhere I go,scratching me(Yup,I got scratched) and slapping me on my shoulder and thighs.Ok OUCH.And one thing to not people,I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE BEING HIT ON THE BUTT,even if it's just a joke.Makes me feel violated and VERY VERY ANNOYED,somehow.So now you know,wanna torture me,hit me on my shoulder or something,not on my hip.I'll just kill the nuts of you,but seeing that it's Hui Min's birthday I shall be nice and spare her (:
This also means that I'm going to die on my birthday.Ok oops.Now this reminds me.It's David's birthday in 2-3 weeks.This time I'll just leave it to the guys and what they wanna do.
Well anyways,Happy Birthday Hui Min!May God bless you in your present and future!Ask and you shall receive amen? Happy 14th my dear girl.Don't worry,I still love you as a friend though you really injured me physically on the big day itself.Haha xD
So yes today there was an alter call at power night evening service ,and something insanely unusual happened to me.This lady ok,she didn't even pray properly,but she repeated the same word for a few times and holding my hand pressing me gently down,and before I knew it I was on the floor.Ok that's just weird.Then I'm positive that God told me that I had a good future ahead of me,that I must continue to bring people to Christ.Act like a Christian,and not let anyone affect my relationship with Christ.
But when that lady was pressing me for the first time,I felt like she was more of forcing me to the ground at first few moments.Then the holy spirit came and brought me down finally.I resisted the first time.But then it got so strong that I came on the floor.My arms felt super numb after I got up.It's the first time this has ever happened to me,falling on the floor.But it was good,and I'm sure it was worth it.
Well thank you once again God for this absolutely amazing day!For healing Daniel's sickness especially,now I don't need to keep asking him about how he's doing.Oh I truly thank you God,and we praise you!
Song of the day:Blessed be your name!
I promised to love you long time ago.And now,my heart tells me to keep that promise.
Friday, January 11, 2008 / 3:32 PM
OH YEAH BABY.
(Credits to http://rimfrost.deviantart.com/ for the picture)
Hi people!
OH YEAH BABY.I'm feeling super duper and especially high right now.AH I'M SO JUMPY!!
Because I can make it for the edge tomorrow,I'M NOT GOING FOR COMPETITION!!!
And I'm not going because my Captain says that I don't need to go tomorrow.No one else is going ^^.
This ought to be scary news for Hui Min because it means that I'm going to Sabo her tomorrow by informing everyone that it's her birthday.But be glad that I'm coming ok? Yup,prayer works!I was praying about being able to come to the edge on Thursday and Wednesday.
Well today I'm going to share some of the pretty amazing things that God has done.
Ok first and foremost I want to thank him for my ability to not care about getting too fat.Because recently I've been eating a lot,and my mom is the only person who worries.The rest around me find that I look the same.I think I look the same too,and I don't bother about any word that spells 'D-I-E-T'.Amen.
Then yes,recently it has been raining quite a lot,but however it never exactly hits me very badly.The rain always starts down pouring crazily after I reach my destination.Amen!
So yes I really love God,for giving me a break from how nervous I am from the competition!And yes I am going to make it to net tonight and if possible share some great testimonies from the past week.
Today Pastor Barry was talking about a enjoying your parents while we still can.Well it really is true,sometimes we forget how good our parents have been to us,and we certainly can take them for granted.Remember their love,sacrifice for you and your growth.God also told us,honor YOUR parents,not your nice parents,beautiful parents. YOUR PARENTS.
Welcome Weekends!A good time for a good rest.
Thursday, January 10, 2008 / 5:08 PM
Fattening but yet nice (:
Hey people!
Haha,poor girl! She only wanted to touch the puppy....Credits to http://rimfrost.deviantart.com/ for the picture.
Well it's really great to not worry about getting fat,like me!So yes it's nice to eat a lot recently,though it's not very healthy xP...Don't worry,Ah Ming will start eating healthy food soon.
I thing it's because the 'Women's problem' is coming soon,and suddenly nothing seems satisfying to me.I told you guys that I have appetite swings already,that at moment s I can don't feel hungry for amazingly long hours,then at moments I'll start eating quite a lot.And amazingly I don't look what I weigh,cum I'm still quite in shape for a girl.Though I have gone chubbier.Bahahahaha.
But I never worry.And somehow I just don't.To me it's not something worth worrying about.The only thing to worry about is being overweight,which sometimes some of the skinniest people can become,surprisingly.
But for me,I'm 100% confirm not overweight.
Well today I think I should be freaked out a little.I went past two guys at the bus stop,and a few seconds after I went past them suddenly one of them started shouting at another 'You're checking her out!?!'.And upon hearing that I started increasing my speed of walking to meet Nicolette and Pei Ting.As a matter in fact I started running.But HOPEFULLY,it might be another girl that they're talking about.Think positive,Ah Ming.
I've been mistaken for a mix-blood for quite a numerous amount of times before. ESPECIALLY for a China girl.I'm NOT from China nor a mix-blood people,I'm a full blood Chinese in Singapore that speaks Singlish,English and Chinese.Clear?
Haha,better start doing my homework (: Thank you once again for this day God.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008 / 3:39 PM
Oh the Spice.
Hello people!
Spicy day today!No not because I saw anyone in a bikini,but I'm eating especially a lot of spicy stuff today.Curry Rice and Hot and Spicy Chips.How fattening.
But as I said,I highly doubt that I'll ever go on diet.I don't go dieting,I exercise when I feel fat.Play with my blade,fence around without killing anyone,running,and so eventually,I'm quite a fit girl.Though yes I still do have fats hidden around my body. But you know what they say...you need fats to survive ^^
So yes after this I shall go play around with my blade.And tomorrow try to find either Gaya or Jia Ying about who's going to the match.If not I'll call Gaya.
I really hope that someone is going with me.
So yeah I'll go play with my blade later again.
I feel quite like a snake now seeing that my foot base is peeling skin.Looks sorta like snake shedding skin.EWW.All well,I'm sure it'll go away soon.
Well I still wish the best of luck to me on my competition.Dear Lord,I still praise you (:
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 / 6:20 PM
The absolute Cutest Keychain in the world.
Hey people!
This post has one really nice picture! Credits to http://onixa.deviantart.com/ Dasha Denger for the picture.
I'm so glad that I went with Nicolette to Coronation Plaza today.I found the absolutely CUTEST key chain in the world.
It's a small version of the blood packages you find in the hospital.And this time,with the long tube-like things that sticks out so it's as if it's ready to deliver blood.And it has my blood type on it! Blood type B.I'm blood type B+.
It's super cute la.Though I'm sure that some girls might find it absolutely disgusting. But to me,it's really cute.I couldn't stop saying how cute it was on the way to lunch with Nicolette xD
So today I found out that I'm probably the only sec 2 going for the Novices on Saturday.Erm,GREAT.I hope that my seniors are going though,really.So at least I'm not the only St Margaret's Girl there.But well I'm determined to have lots of fun!I'm going to play with my blade later.Time to feel like one awesome fencer after awhile.
Alright,I shall find out from my Captain on who's going for the Competition.And if I'm alone I'll drag someone along with me so at least I know someone there XD Oh dear.Please let there be someone.God please help me (:
It's so weird going for a competition alone luh.Hopefully I'm not going for the competition alone.At least one more person come with me? PLEASE.
But I'm sure anyways this is going to be one good competition.Thank you God.
Monday, January 7, 2008 / 6:41 PM
This fight,I fight it for you.
Hey people!
Novices Competition in 5 days!Oh boy.But it ends at around 5pm +,so I think I'm able to meet up with the rest for dinner,but not service.Such a pity.I really want to go for service.
But this is going to be a good fight in fencing I say.I'll make it one of the fiercest, something like the super scary one that I had with Clara.It's strange eh? Huang Ah Ming doesn't usually like fierce fights.But seeing that it's the first competition of the year and I haven't touched my blade for 2 months(except for polishing that is),yes I shall do my very best.
I'll need to fight it like my my life needs it(or survivor mode,what henry calls it)or like I'm fighting it for God.I want to do my very best,with all that I have.
Through the past hurt,pain and all I have I'll fence it out.All the broken hearted times,all the times of pain,I'll fight it all out.
Recently I've been looking back on some of the painful emotional moments that I've had,and gosh they're hurting me again.You know how it's like,breaking a piece of glass a long time ago in pain,and now you go back,pick up the pieces of broken glass and stroke your fingers along it's broken corners,and letting all the little glass bits on it pierce and tear the little bits of skin on your finger.
Right,OUCH.
So this time round,I will let out all I have.GO GO GO Huang Ah Ming!With God everything is possible.Though I shall still pray for protection.Fencing isn't as safe as you think it is,though yes we are pretty well protected.
Monday blues today,and a super long day tomorrow.Until around 3.30 luh,and so I think I shall fast dinner for prayer and stuff (: Since lunch is gonna be in school. Just tell me why. Why are you seemingly so afraid of me suddenly? That's just strange,you ignore me at times too. What happened?
Sunday, January 6, 2008 / 10:55 PM
The amazing one.
Hey people!
You Are a Gingerbread House
A little spicy and a little sweet, anyone would like to be lost in the woods with you.
Erm,right.First of all,why would I be in the woods anyway xD.But gingerbread houses should be tasty.Muahahaha.
Alright,so today service was at the Singapore expo.The service was pretty good for the start of the year,especially when it's about blessings and what we should be doing and not be doing.And I'm an usher.Haha.
So after the service some of us went to Changi Airport to eat.Super full after the meal can.Veronica claimed to feel like she's 4 months pregnant.Don't worry my girl, it'll go away.I'm certainly not the type to worry about getting fat.Plus,exercising is fun.When you learn something like fencing of course,and get really nice muscles. Oops.
After that 8-9 of us squeezed into Jason tan's car.It would have been impossible if most of us aren't in shape,but apparently,most of us are.Yay.So in we go into Jason's car,though most of us got butt and back aches after the entire ride.
Guitar time!And thanks to Daniel everyone got into the mood of singing and guitar playing.But I really love Uncle John's style of playing the guitar.The jazz and blues.He taught me two simple cords,which somehow and someway I don't know what they're called.And they sound good as blues man.OH YEAH.Went up to play pool and table tennis later,as usual.It just got a little boring this time round.Probably because everyone got a little silent.
YES SERVICE!I looked forward to service quite a bit since I wanted Pastor to continue on what he preached in the morning.And Now I have more verses to read up.And motivate me for the competition the next week,GAH.But this is only my second competition,and I shall trust God to still teach me something meaningful out of it,and protect me as well,since I know that the enemy will try to harm me in every way.But I have God.And he is greater than all things on earth amen?
2 Timothy 1:7
For God did not give us a spirit of timidity,but a spirit of power,of love,and of self-discipline.
This verse encouraged me a lot on the day before school started.A really nice verse that I liked,and hopefully it will encourage all of you out there too (:
God bless people (:
Saturday, January 5, 2008 / 10:46 PM
You never fail.
Hello people!
After The Edge.Listening to Everlasting God by New Life Worship now.I'm really touched by this song,and I really love it a lot.
This song almost made my cry on my way home as it was playing in my mind.
I went home today alone after my brother went off the other way.So as usual if I go home alone I will reflect on the day and let my mind float everywhere again.
So today I was reflecting on the day itself,and I realized something.I actually never relax my jaw all the time.I noticed the difference while looking at my reflection in the bus.When I relax my jaw TOTALLY,I look very fierce.And Bochup,haha.
Sometimes in the world,you'll just feel like no one really likes you at all.No one cares.Everyone loves her/him.No one loves you.These are some of the sentences the devil tricks you with at times.
You're such a bore.
You're not as good as her/him.
You aren't loved at all.
Now I'm here to tell you something.It's all a lie.The WHOLE of it.There is someone who loves you.Enough to go on the cross and die much more than just SUPER painfully,and just for you.And that's Jesus,and he knows you more than you do about yourself.He knows what you are going through and how much pain you're feeling.And do not ever think that he doesn't know when you are in pain.He has been through so much worse.
How many people laughed at him.Spat at him.Insulted him.How much beatings he received.How much he got slashed by a whip with so many bits of broken glass,needles, pins.How the crown of thorns dug into the flesh on his head.And how he died ever so painfully being nailed and hanged on the cross.And he didn't need to do it.
But he did it.For you and me.
And he rose again after three days,and he still loves us.Amen?
When I heard the song everlasting God I truly might have started crying on the spot. So beautiful.God loves us.He's the same yesterday,today,tomorrow and forever.And he will always love us.Always Always will,and will help us when we are in need.Ask and you shall receive,and for those who seek him WILL find him.
So here are some parts to the song Everlasting God.
One thing I know that I have found Through all the troubles that surrounds You are the rock that never fails You never fail
One thing I know that I believe Through every blessing I receive You are the only one that stays You are the same
You never change You're still the same You are the everlasting God You will remain after a day is gone and things and all have passed
Everlasting God
That's all I can interpret.But I still get touched whenever I hear this song.
Yes God,I love you.Thank you for loving me,for dying for me.You are amazing.
BLASPHEMY!
Hello!
Haha Hannah is going to love this post's picture! Explains randomness well.Credits to http://rimfrost.deviantart.com/ for the picture.
Well I'm going to the edge early today to meet Sheena and some others for a bible reading thing.I forgot what it's called EXACTLY,but I'm going anyway.There really are somethings I need to know more about the bible.I'm a Christian,and it's important to know more about the bible.
Well my shoulder still feels very strained from yesterday's CCA fair.I carried my fencing bag on my shoulder,high up.And it pulled almost my entire body down.When I got back home there were red marks and patches on my shoulder.OWCH.
Only a little red is on my shoulder now.Thank God.
Also I thank God for CCA fair to be a blast yesterday.I thank him greatly for answering my prayers on favorable weather.You see,it started drizzling when the CCA fair started,but I kept on praying and asking God for good weather.And thankfully,the rain stopped and it only started to rain super heavily after the entire CCA fair.Yes, Lord,indeed how great you are (:
At net yesterday while having an excellent worship session,we were singing the song 'Amazed'.And when we came to the verse 'You paint the morning sky with miracles in mind' part,suddenly God gave me a vision.A picture of a city with a blank and white background,and a paintbrush comes and puts a stroke of blue on top of the white background.The paint of blue drips down,and it fills the entire page,but leaving the city looking a lot more beautiful.God was just telling me how his grace can save the world,but we must be willing to do our part.Then I felt as if someone was smiling softly at me.And I smiled too,for I knew it was my father.
I love the song 'Everlasting God' by new life church(or something like that)now.I'm gonna hum it on some parts of the journey to the edge (:
Yes God.
You are the Everlasting God. You never change. You're still the same. You are the Everlasting God.
Friday, January 4, 2008 / 10:36 PM
Take all of me Lord.
Hey people!
Yes we had our awesome CCA fair today!Thankfully,I didn't slice off anyone.And we managed to nab around 20 students into coming to our fencing trial.Oh yeah.
Steal customers from the uniform groups!Fine we didn't.But when you join a uniform group PLEASE make sure that you like it.So far everyone I know in uniform groups are either OK with it or hate it.I haven't seen anyone liking it before.but if you do,obviously,good for you.
It's impossible to NOT love fencing.To me it's the best CCA ever!And it's THE BEST CCA. That's why I joined.And the seniors are awesome,really.Now you have MORE seniors,and there's ME!Oh yeah...the crazier the better.But it's a good way to lose steam,fencing (haha,weight too.Why did you think everyone has such a normal or great figure in fencing?). And if you come to the Epee team you'll have fun.But in the Foil team as well,you'll have fun too.C'mon,YOU ARE IN FENCING,FUN IS EVERYWHERE,ANYTIME.
So yeah Janine,Nicole,Siti and I are the amazing people who dressed up in our fencing suits and walked around(or flew around,to be exact)school looking for people who might enjoy fencing.Well I have to admit,some of our juniors are really rude.Ask them nicely they stare at us like we are the weirdest people on earth and back away like we are super dangerous,or walk away like we are statues.
Ok VERY NOT NICE.Especially when we seniors are being nice.
Well anyways have a great time in fencing my future juniors!Best of luck from your senior (:
Thursday, January 3, 2008 / 6:24 PM
Oh the fun...
Yo people!
People Definitely Like You
You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are!
What People Like About You:
People like that you're interesting and intriguing. You always have something interesting to say.
People like that you can defend what you believe in calmly and rationally. You stand your ground and gain respect.
People like that you are genuine and real. They can count on you to be yourself.
C'mon,not all people like me that much,I know I'm not perfect.
Well it's going to be CCA fair tomorrow!And I still don't have any idea what I'm supposed to do.But I think I should be doing something interesting.I better be,but I think it's going to be super tiring,seeing that it's all the way until 5 pm.
First time talking to David and Daniel through MSN in school.Not much of a difference,just that the speed of typing is really slow.And Daniel is going to call me 'weirdo ah ming girl' from now on.I already told you I'm crazy.
Met more new teachers today.My literature teacher is Ms Beatrice Tan again,my 'Daughters Of Tomorrow'(D.O.T) teacher is Ms Lam,and my Chinese teacher is Mr Lee.The entire class really likes Mr Lee,since he's a really nice guy that's funny and speaks in a polite tone.And amazingly,though he's a Chinese teacher there are English things that he knows and doesn't know how to say it in Chinese.Thank God that I'm in the first class for Chinese.I think I'll be bored to death in the other 2 classes.I don't look down on the other 2 classes though,they are smart in their own ways as well. Maybe better than me too (:
I'm in the 14th year of my life.I can still barely believe that.And I'm a secondary 2 for nuts.I was telling that to Nicolette today.I still feel very much 12-13.
Competition next week!Good luck to me,and no matter what happens I'll still going to thank God.Praise him in everything yes?
Wednesday, January 2, 2008 / 7:51 PM
This is the way we go to school....
Hello people!
Ok this REALLY IS disgusting.School has always been disgusting.And today without doubt is the first day of one more year of the stuff.
So at least I have a nice form tutor,who amazingly is also called Daniel.Mr Daniel Teng.And he's a really nice and funny guy.Though he doesn't hesitate to scold us when we have to though.Strangely so far,everyone I know called Daniel are actually nice people xD
Well anyways overall my teachers are all pretty nice,except my science teacher.She scared me out of my skin I tell you,and throughout her entire introduction of herself and how her lessons are like,I didn't dare to move a muscle at all and stared at her,and if I'm not wrong my eyes were stretched pretty wide listening to her speak.I think the entire class was freaked out by her.Ah,I think I better adjust to being a good girl for time.I don't like scary teachers.I learn better with flexible teachers. I don't want to be good simply because I'm scared of someone.Really.
I still have teachers I still have yet to get know.But I think they are nice people too.I already know some of them.And YES home econs!I think I will truly love that subject.Cooking,yummy?
Well I'm going to be 14 this year and secondary 2.We are all getting old.
Hopefully school is going to be good tomorrow,I'll need to re-decorate the fencing board.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008 / 4:44 PM
AWESOME!
Hey people!
I'm feeling VERY VERY tired at the moment,seeing that I went for the Movie-Mania thing. It was a blast by the way,so here's one post for it.
I got there a little TOO early,but I always find ways to kill time.Like for example,walking around the Yishun area for 3-5 times.Going in and out of 7-eleven,and using my dad's handphone to take some random photos.12 in the midnight some more.I don't know,but it felt like 9pm still to me.
So for the first part of the thing I watched Ratatouille (AGAIN) with some of my region 1 friends.Well I guess it's one show that never gets boring.
Then it was Pool.The REAL pool table is really easy to play on.REALLY EASY,compared to the one at cck.That's a BILLARD table,not a pool table but we use it anyway.And seeing the professionals of my church play is seriously pretty flattering xD
After several matches,I got tired of the game.Eventually,I went to find my friends from the rest of my region(and some from region 1 too).And what did you know,I found them playing twister.Right, I really should have joined them long ago.When it's region 11/12 playing twister it's NEVER boring.Caleb,Veronica and I had a nice time sabo-ing David,Daniel and Ezra.And apparently,we keep making Ezra look like a frog.And whenever they get into an especially uncomfortable position we purposely pause there and make them wait.Right,OUCH.Sabo-ers of the century I tell you (:
Mine went well at first,but then I asked them to make it harder for me.I don't like easy twisters.
And as the next bright morning approaches,all of us went to macs for breakfast,then let's all take a train home.To sleep of course.
Well school is starting tomorrow!GAH!I better finish up the last scraps of my homework and get a GOOD rest.