Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?

.Nice to see you here.
.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.

Hey people!



12 Days of Christmas by Relient K.Officially my favorite song this Christmas.Well,I like 'Deck the Halls' by Relient K and ONLY by Relient K alone.The way the rest sing it it (No offence) can get boring.

So I don't think I need to talk much about today.You guys know what happens...Morning service (Which was pretty good this morning),lunch,some sports like pool and table tennis(Well I SUCK at table tennis),evening service and dinner.I especially like this evening service,it's a comfort to know that God is willing to bless us,and what we can learn NOT to do from the people in Isaiah 58.

Well I have two things to share this post.Both are my opinions,one is related to the world and one is related to BOTH the world and God.

First of all,I decide to talk about boys and girls (Related to the world).

Sometimes,I realise that I am able to talk to guys more than I do to girls.No I am not flirting.Flirting isn't my kind of thing(Flirting=SICK!!!).I don't expect any guy to like me after I talk to them.And no my topic isn't about flirting either.Let's carry on.

I feel that sometimes guys are more interesting than girls.They don't care about the word called 'Diet'.They play cool games.They don't need to worry about sickos following them home in the middle of the night.They NEVER need to put on make-up(Oh how heavenly...)and they wear simple things to formal parties.Tuxedo.Simple as that. Not like girls where we have to carefully choose dresses for different formal occasions.And the word is DRESSES.I don't even like wearing skirts for nuts talk about DRESSES.

One thing I cannot stand about girls is gossip.Celebrity gossip is just plain annoying can.'OMG Brad Pitt is SO HAWT!'.Oh shut ye trap.What's so hot about Brad Pitt anyways,he has one nose,two eyes,one mouth,two ears and a head like all of us.To me he's just another guy.If I ever look up to Brad Pitt it's only because of his acting skills,not looks.

One more thing about girls is diet.I WILL NOT TAH HAN girls that eat salad or nothing because they claim to be on diet.Especially those who look like they've been going anorexic for weeks.Just EAT,unless if you really aren't hungry,like me who have appetite swings and can not go hungry for over 7 hours.It's ok if you aren't in shape,because you need a guy who likes you for you.A shallow guys should be poked.Hard.

That's why I do prefer hanging around guys,they are interesting people.Always having stories to tell,playing the most outrageous sports and games,and usually,entertaining.And they don't usually like shopping.Because I don't.Haha.This must be a relief for my future boyfriend.Going with someone shopping and all the shopping bags for me to hold?Bring it on!That's what I usually do when I go out with me shopaholic friends...hold shopping bags for them and watch them shop.I really have no interest.

So I admit.It can be fun to be a guy.This is probably the main reason why yy confuses my gender xD All well,Huang Ah Ming is still a girl,and I'm not afraid to be different.

And there ends my first opinion.Second opinion is about appearances (Related to the world and God).

While taking the bus 61 home today I looked at my own reflection in the window and let my mind float everywhere and anywhere.So I started thinking about why sickos target girls.The first thing that hit me was that I'm asking a stupid question.OF COURSE they target girls and for what nutty reason guys?There just isn't a reason why guys should be targeted.The next thing that hit me was what type of girls they target.And the answer is PRETTY GIRLS.The third thing that hit me was 'Why not ugly girls?'

Because they are ugly.

PUI AH.WHAT DO THEY MEAN BY UGLY.WE ARE ALL GOD'S CREATION OK,AND WE ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL,GUY OR GIRL.

But that doesn't mean that all of us should get followed by sickos though xD

We are all beautiful this I know,but since we all are beautiful,then why was there this word 'Ugly'?

Here's the answer.We don't see people with the eyes of God.We aren't God.

That's human's one weakness.We always see what's above first.And that STINKING SUCKS. A LOT.God has a reason for making everyone the way they are.And God has a GOOD reason.And God never makes a mistake.We were NEVER a mistake.

Which is why we should just love ourselves as we are.I mean God loves you and accepts you for who you are,and so why shouldn't you?God gave you this face,this body,and so why should you ever consider plastic surgery?Why ever get a new nose or whatever when it's not damaged?It's God's works.

What beautiful Mr and Miss universes you people are.Love you for you!Don't EVER worry about how you look like,because God still sees you as the top model on the runway.No I am not joking.All of you are beautiful,and you have a father who loves you no matter when,no matter what.

Want a word of advice?Smile.All smiles are beautiful.

No I am not going to let you go.