Ming.
Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Monday, January 7, 2008 / 6:41 PM
This fight,I fight it for you.
Hey people!
Novices Competition in 5 days!Oh boy.But it ends at around 5pm +,so I think I'm able to meet up with the rest for dinner,but not service.Such a pity.I really want to go for service.
But this is going to be a good fight in fencing I say.I'll make it one of the fiercest, something like the super scary one that I had with Clara.It's strange eh? Huang Ah Ming doesn't usually like fierce fights.But seeing that it's the first competition of the year and I haven't touched my blade for 2 months(except for polishing that is),yes I shall do my very best.
I'll need to fight it like my my life needs it(or survivor mode,what henry calls it)or like I'm fighting it for God.I want to do my very best,with all that I have.
Through the past hurt,pain and all I have I'll fence it out.All the broken hearted times,all the times of pain,I'll fight it all out.
Recently I've been looking back on some of the painful emotional moments that I've had,and gosh they're hurting me again.You know how it's like,breaking a piece of glass a long time ago in pain,and now you go back,pick up the pieces of broken glass and stroke your fingers along it's broken corners,and letting all the little glass bits on it pierce and tear the little bits of skin on your finger.
Right,OUCH.
So this time round,I will let out all I have.GO GO GO Huang Ah Ming!With God everything is possible.Though I shall still pray for protection.Fencing isn't as safe as you think it is,though yes we are pretty well protected.
Monday blues today,and a super long day tomorrow.Until around 3.30 luh,and so I think I shall fast dinner for prayer and stuff (: Since lunch is gonna be in school.
Just tell me why.
Why are you seemingly so afraid of me suddenly?
That's just strange,you ignore me at times too.
What happened?