Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?

.Nice to see you here.
.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.

Hello people!

Injured my fingers while fencing today.Who ask Nicole go waste up so much of my energy at the grip of the blade xD All well,it was a 4 to 5 and I lost,but good match anyways.

I'm tired and I have 5 tests this week.One down today,4 to go!God help me.

Got nagged at today in class due to some idiotic bug that distracted me.It was huge by the way,and while trying to get rid of it the teacher thought I wasn't paying attention and nagged a little,wasting even more time =.= I can listen,don't you worry.

I'm feeling stressed this week.And if I can get rid of THIS particular problem I will be at peace a lot more.

That I can cut the song I need in the assignment and burn it out properly in a disc.

And my brother seems to refuse to help me nor is he willing to teach me either.He just finds it irresponsible that I agreed to help to try cut music to my team without knowing how to,and that I will push the entire job to him.

That's the problem sometimes,when there's someone of higher authority you don't really dare to tell them when they misunderstood something.

Well the point is not that I wanted to push the job to him.I'm not that bad la please.It's just that NO ONE AT ALL in my team knows how to cut music not do they know someone who can do so.And I do.So I agreed to try to find help and cut the music and then burn it out.

I'm not that retarded or slacker to go push the job to someone when I know that it's rightfully my assignment.All I need is a disc.I understand that cutting music is complicated,but I just need help.Tell me what to do and I'll do it.So I'm being accused of irresponsibility and all.

But there's no point emoing of course,emoing is just another thing the enemy uses to drag us down.Though I admit to staining my pillow with several drops of tears due to being misunderstood or even understood.Yes I get emotionally hurt easily when my family members scold me.And my brother is incredibly insensitive when it comes to scolding me.

And about the music piece now I have no idea.I'm not sure if anyone is willing to teach me or if I can even get it done.I just want it done,I don't want to flame or anything.I just want the stinking music piece cut and burnt into a disc without hurting anyone and in time for the dance.

I have 5 test to study insanely for this week,the dance to choreograph,huge chunks and chunks of homework,project work research,Peer tutoring,groups to teach and handle and now this.I'm going to ask and pray God to help me for this,because I am sure he will.He never fails amen?My God is the strength of my heart,my portion forever,and always there with me...when I'm crying,sad,suffering,happy or whatever.

I am sure that he will help me.This lack of sleep,stress,skipping of dinners for homework,it will all go away.And in him I believe.Praise your name forever God,I love you,still.

Though I really am weak,Jesus also said my weakness is made perfect in His strength. Amen(: