Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?

.Nice to see you here.
.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.

Hello people!

Rather sad since my competition is cancelled.ARGH.And BOTH of them are cancelled,individual and team event for Epee C division.Really hard work for nothing.ARGH!I wanna be in B division...THEY GET TO FENCE MORE.Looks like I have to wait till next year though.

All well,I'm sure God has his reasons of letting me not go to the competition.It's alright I guess,and after all,it won't be so worrisome for all of you out there seeing that if it wasn't for my chest protector I would have gotten murdered by the national cadet fencer last year at the MINIME fencing championships.Oh the horror of it all.My mask almost flew off and my head was almost jerked all the way to the back.

Shows that I can't really trust that I am able to get into any competition that I go for.I'm looking forward to the next competition next time,definitely.But I always remember from Jeremiah 29:11:

'For I know the plans I have for you',declares the Lord,'plans to prosper you and not to harm you,plans to give you hope and a future.'

Yes,my God knows what he's doing.

I have been wondering recently.And yes I've been wondering about one really weird and funny question,as per usual.

I've been thinking of someone recently.Nope,no feelings at all,I've just been reminded of him suddenly.It's been long since we talked as friends,and I'm just waiting for chances to get our friendship bond tighter.

And I wondered once again.What if he thought the same?What if he really wanted to talk to me and once again draw our friendship closer?That's interesting,really.It's nice to know that someone is thinking of you positively at times.But I doubt he knows I'm doing so though.He's a nice guy I'm sure.

Can you imagine the number of people thinking of you everyday?It's really cool to think of such questions at times.That the fun thing is,you don't know the number of people doing so.Can reach up to lots actually.What if there were people thinking of him like I did?

Like having a crush on someone.Aren't you people who secretly are having a crush on someone glad that they just can't read your thoughts at times?Maybe you guys are screaming at the top of your voices in your head 'I LOVE YOU!' or just a small chant 'Look at me.I want you to look at me.Because I'm looking.'Oh yes,I know what some people who have crushes are thinking at times ^^.

There are people who love you so much.And you are in God's mind every single day!He is so amazing,I mean just look at the number of people in this world,he thinks of all of them everyday so much,and all equally.Nope,doesn't mean because there are so much people in this world means he won't think of you.You may feel super pathetic,but you're a great and outstanding person in God's sight.

Indeed God,how is it that you do it?You truly are amazing,and I love you.