Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?

.Nice to see you here.
.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.

Hello people!

I am SUPER happy because I do not need to go to school anymore this holiday,AT LAST.

So today was M.F training.Not that bad really,but it was super sad that I missed fencing.But still I can talk to the Epee team and Coach Wei Wen during my break.So funny talking to them lol.I now really wonder who's our next semester coach!Maria or Wei Wen please.

Tomorrow the Japan exchange people are coming back from their trip!That Stephanie Chen wants me to go super badly to pick them up(and *stalk*),but got edge service luh,CANNOT MISS!God is a lot more important,and I love him lots!

So Steph ah,I VERY NICE liao luh,decide to go lunch with you all,so don't nag at me anymore haha.Remember to sponsor the cookies!

So so,I've listening to some oldies.Sorry Nicolette,not not The Beatles xD.It's the Crew Cuts!I REALLY love 'Sh-Boom(Life could be a dream)'!Super nice heh,featured in the movie 'Cars'.

Hey nonny ding dong, alang alang alang
Boom ba-doh, ba-doo ba-doodle-ay

Oh, life could be a dream (sh-boom)
If I could take you up in paradise up above (sh-boom)
If you would tell me I'm the only one that you love
Life could be a dream sweetheart
(Hello hello again, sh-boom and hopin' we'll meet again)

Oh, life could be a dream (sh-boom)
If only all my precious plans would come true (sh-boom)
If you would let me spend my whole life lovin' you
Life could be a dream sweetheart

Now every time I look at you
Something is on my mind (dat-dat-dat-dat-dat-duh)
If you do what I want you to
Baby, we'd be so fine

Oh, life could be a dream (sh-boom)
If I could take you up in paradise up above (sh-boom)
If you would tell me I'm the only one that you love
Life could be a dream sweetheart

Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da, sh-boom

Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da, sh-boom

Every time I look at you
Somethin' is on my mind
If you do what I want you to
Baby, we'd be so fine

Life could be a dream
If I could take you up in paradise up above
If you would tell me I'm the only one that you love
Life could be a dream sweetheart

(Hello hello again, sh-boom and hopin' we'll meet again) boom sh-boom
Hey nonny ding dong, alang alang alang (sh-boom)
Ba-doh, ba-doo ba-doodle-ay
Life could be a dream
Life could be a dream, sweetheart

Life could be a dream
If only all my precious plans would come true
If you would let me spend my whole life loving you
Life could be a dream sweetheart

(dee-oody-ooh, sh-boom, sh-boom)
(dee-oody-ooh, sh-boom, sh-boom)
(dee-oody-ooh, sh-boom, sh-boom)
Sweetheart

Super cute song.The some parts of the song might come in differently in short and long versions of the songs,take notey!

God has truly blessed today,and tomorrow's going to be better!Amen,I Praise you Lord!

God bless ya all!
Hello people!

My last day in fencing for this term yesterday.It's supposed to be today,but ah well,thanks to M.F training and Maths remedial I CAN'T GO.Aww...

I wonder who would be the Epee team's next coach for the next semester.I really hope it's either Maria or Wei Wen,both EXCELLENT COACHES.And Maria likes us a lot,haha.But she has other commitments too,so I really hope she can come back.

We SERIOUSLY need a permanent coach,we keep changing all the time.I remember one coach which made us do inhumane exercises only he can do continuously.That was torture,heh.God,bless us with a good coach,a interesting,good,funny,and enthusiastic coach like mentioned coaches above!Amen.^^

Yesterday Coach laugh at me again because I keep doing parry 6 when I'm supposed to do parry 4.Or as a matter of fact the remaining Epee team,5 of them.Very malu,haha.

So yup,I have completed my training for this semester.But I think I should really become a good fencer one day,I want to continue fencing.It's so fun!I've enjoyed fencing ever since I started,and I don't want to stop fencing ever.It's going to be costly to keep fencing of course.So we shall see....

After training and remedial yesterday,Cheng Siew and I took 174 home.And at the bus stop,we saw this abandoned little beauty.


It isn't working anymore,as Cheng and I guessed.The earphones had several little wires dangling out of it,the screen was a little cracked,and the cover was dirty.But as you know,this thing can be fixed.I wonder who was the owner who left it there,it can be fix luh.

You guys know why the Ipod I took photo of is so towards the bottom of the photo instead of the middle like I would take a photo?Before I could adjust my camera to take a picture of the Ipod in the middle of the shot,some middle aged guy (which Cheng and I observed from the moment we were at the bus stop,was staring lustily at the Ipod) came up to me and asked:

Him:Excuse me(pointing to the Ipod),but is this yours?
Me:Well no...
Him:It's mine.I left it there.
Me:Oh it's yours huh.Did you leave it there for fun or....
(At the moment the guy's bus comes and he runs to flag for the bus and hurriedly went up the bus)

That left Cheng and I standing there,with suspicions.Later we decided that the Ipod probably wasn't his.If it were,he wouldn't have asked if it was ours.Weird guy.

Haha,I'm glad I didn't take the Ipod.

The next interesting thing that happened when Cheng and I got up the bus was that a number of Nanyang girls got up the bus at the bus stop outside Coronation Plaza.They sat opposite me and Cheng,and a few moments later one of the girls were like 'DO YOU SMELL FENCING?'.I thought I was hearing things intentionally,but Cheng heard it too.So that means I didn't hear wrongly.After they got off the bus we were thinking of what we SHOULD have done.And what we should have done was YELL 'YES YOU DO!!!'and raise our blades and cheer.Haha,that would have been funny,lol.

So after reaching home I took notice of the strange weather.

Doesn't look like its going to rain right?

The other half of the sky was like this...

And it RAINED.I didn't put a watering can over my camera.

Ah well,Praise the Lord anyways!^^
Hello people!

Let's celebrate the joy of being random!

What's this?Yup,MY CEILING.

I have decided to make use of something I don't like.Come on people,take a guess!

And you are ABSOLUTELY right.It's lipstick.(OH my mom is going to give me an earful if she finds out.)

And THAT is the joy of randomness!^^

Well fencing was enjoyable,it's nice to have Wei Wen back to coach us.Probably temporary though.Ah well,I was a little blur today since I keep doing parry 6 instead.Coach was like 'XIAO JIE AH,it's parry 4 not 6 luh!!'.My blade work definitely needs improving.Hohoho.

Yup,we fenced in an unbelievably open space today.At the canteen area.Cool right.So obviously it was open for spectators to watch,and a lot of people kept staring at us. STRESS.I fenced a Senior,therefore very tiring.I lost,3 to 5.Not bad,a 3 and above considered still alright for me.But win the BEST,haha.Dawn,I RESERVE you for tomorrow.I'm thinking of going to remedial late tomorrow.It's alright,the time taken to go to remedial after fencing FULLY ends,also adds up to the time I stone in remedial after I finish my work.Therefore no difference,and Mr Lim is a SUPER DUPER nice maths teacher.I respect him loads!

On Friday I HIGHLY doubt that I can make it for fencing though,a lot of things CLASH on that day.Fencing,Macromedia Flash training,and maths remedial.But really,not my fault.I only found out about the remedial LONG LONG after the Macromedia flash training date was confirmed.And for fencing....ok that I was blur,I didn't notice the time,I thought it started earlier.And HOW LONG is the Macromedia Flash training?

From 8.50am ALL the way to 1pm.Fencing is from 9am to 11am,and remedial is 10.30am to 12.30 am.Sucks right.But we the remedial girls are sacrificing our lunch break for our remedial,for half and hour since lunch break IS half an hour from 11 to 11.30 am.I don't think Mrs Kwok accepts any excuse but M.C.

Is there such thing as LAST minute re-scheduling for M.F training?If so,I WANT TO RE-SCHEDULE!One very messy day Friday this is going to be.Another reason to love Saturdays and Sundays!Haha.

The school is really kiasu at times I can admit.Everything also must learn sehs.Sometimes we need a BREAK!Long periods of everything can be stressful,short periods of everything will do.So yup,I look forward to the end of Friday!Then FINALLY,can wake up late without any nagging.HAHA.

Anyways,enjoy your holidays,God bless ya!
Hello people!

Found out another interesting fact about myself today.

I actually laugh VERY HARD at people who don't like me.Because it's funny to see how wrong they are about me.

Another factor that adds to why I'm a happy bunny.You know,I have officially noticed that people make up the funniest reasons when they don't like me.Come clean with me people,if there's anything you think I can improve on please DO tell me.It's always good to see if you misunderstood or whether I do need to improve.But yes,remember that no one is perfect,don't be so critical huh...Haha.

God blessed today,and I thank him!Thanks too Nicolette,for going out to BTP with me,we had a really good talk! You're really nice too (:

So,I just bought a notebook,my testimony notebook.It's going to help me keep record of all the BRILLIANT testimonies and great things God has done,as well as what God says,verses,all the times were I feel down.It's going to be a BRILLIANT source of encouragement,amen!(:

Just a few pictures today of the amazingly cool weather God blessed,though it is gloomy,but ever so refreshing!Thank you Jesus (:



Alrighty,God bless ya people ^^

IMMANUEL IMMANUEL IMMANUEL!!!Officially my favorite baby in church!Haha.

Hello people!

Well well,I have for ONCE become not able to post on Sunday due to tiredness.Usually I am able to still post even if I'm tired.But not yesterday.Haha.And the reason why I am so tired because I have been doing sound ministry for morning service,afternoon outreach,and evening service.But I enjoyed it,I like doing sound in sound ministry.

Hello sound mixer!


Well region 8 came over yesterday for their drama production at the afternoon outreach.Nice people they were,though one of the actors probably forgot to un-mute her headsets and the sound crew were panicking a little,'EH!?WHY NO SOUND!?!?!'. Alright,we almost blasted the faders only to find that the actor probably forgot to un-mute her headsets.Hohoho.Thank God that a switched on mike was near by.^^

Overall,Caleb think we did a good job.

Then evening service,we were live from CCK.So therefore,stress!Once we forgot to increase the volume of the person praying in the other area and Bro Willie was like 'THERE THERE THERE!!!!' So we were a little late on that.But it's ok,we didn't miss too much on the prayer.Thank God all went well.^^

Sound ministry!That I enjoy.


Oh yes,dear Hannah hi ho gave me this phone key chain from Nanjing!Thanks my girl.The funny thing is that all of the other key chains had lovey dovey messages on them,like 'I Love you' and all of that mushy stuff.Therefore,Hannah knows that I would become Barney the Dinosaur if I have suddenly become mushy.So she got me 'Lucky' instead.Haha,I still appreciate it!

And Grace sent me a funny email today.With this:






Sure to fail tips in math exams.I should REALLY try someday when I don't know a question.Haha,jkjk.

That's all for today,God bless ya people.

You paint the morning sky with miracles in mind.

Hello people!

Ah,we had edge at somewhere else today,combined with some other churches(youth).Stephanie if you're reading this I saw CLAUDIA LOH.HAHA.

They were nice people,when we first stepped in the ushers I assume,gave all of us a handshake.And the first guy to give me a handshake I shook it with the opposite hand.He held out his left hand I held out my right.So it was a weird handshake,but he sorta found it funny especially by the fact that I said 'HELLO!' as if I'm his really good friend.Ah,the loveliness of hospitality and fuzziness.WHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyways,pastor Glenn spoke,and Katherine and I remembered that he spoke in our school before too.But this time,DEFINITELY A LOT more.We only had 1 hour or less in our school.

He's good,with extremely powerful testimonies and talked about how we can focus our strengths and how our weaknesses can be capable of being our strengths too.I appreciate him for that,and it did encourage me lots.Thanks!

And alas,to end the day off my brother and I went for dinner with our parents at some hawker center in Tiong Baru.And it is really nice for a local hawker center I have to agree.


I know it's weird taking photo of a washroom,but this is one nice washroom for a local hawker center.And I'm weird.Heh.

Nice lights too.^^

Oh yes,I got my report book back.Another heart attack awaited,I got 2nd position in class.YES YOU'RE KIDDING.Oh man,when Mr Teng said that I almost screamed huh.HAHA.But really,praise the Lord!He did it,a fantastic miracle once again,and I didn't do anything.Thank you Jesus!Amen (:

And I have one request guys,PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR VERY DEAR HUIMIN.Her eardrum have burst for some funny reason,but please pray that she will recover,and lead her life as usual without any problems in her ear.That it might be a BRILLIANT testimony for Christ too amen?Huimin I will remember you,and we still will forever care for you! (:

God bless ya all.
Hello people!

Ah,a neat little set of Sylvanian families tea set is just too CUTE.I bought it LONG LONG ago,but only found it back now.A little blur shot.

Somehow I feel some glow when I see this.Interesting huh.

And today is my THIRD visit to Cheng's house to swim.Haha,today there's little people therefore only Cheng,Iggy and me.The weather was BRILLIANT for swimming,and for some strange reason I can swim faster now.Heh heh.

Sunny and bright! *smiles widely*

Alright,Net today was TERRIFIC.Sheena had something really good to share,of really being a disciple and really growing in God,and she taught us really well.Basically,she shared about how easy it is for us to slip away,how important it is to hold on TIGHT TIGHT to God's word because it is so important for our spiritual growth,and also the one that guides us and gives us instructions for life,how it guides us,advices us,teaches us about God.

Also,she mentioned that we should keep a prayer journal,to jot down all the things God says,how we feel,what to pray for,verses,and testimonies.It can really be an EXTREMELY strong sense of encouragement and reminder as well.I'm going to get one!Haha.

And so after net we all went home and I was at the bus stop.For a LONG moment there in the darkness and the light of buildings and the bus stop,I was all alone.Therefore like a ah ming would,I took a bored photo.

And the big comfort was,God's with me.(: Amen.

The song 'So you would come' got STUCK in my head today.But it's an extremely comforting song,and truly it does express part of God's love.

Before the world began,
you were on his mind.
And every tear you cry,
is precious in his eyes.
Because of his great love,
he gave his only son.
Everything was done so you would come.

Come to the father,
though your gift is small.
Broken hearts,broken lives,
he will take them all.
The power of the word,
the power of his blood,
Everything was done so you would come.

I think this an excellent song for an alter call.Haha.But I was very touched by the part of the song....

And every tear you cry is precious in his eyes

God cares.When you cry,when you are unhappy,he cares and is always there to cheer you on and love you.Isaiah 40:31 has always been one of my favorite verses in the bible:

But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles;they will run and not grow weary,they will walk and not be faint.

Isn't our God just amazing?I am going to praise him!He is worthy of all praise amen? (:

God bless ya all ^^
Hello!

Well well well.An interesting day today,ESPECIALLY that my personality profile is out by the school.You see,SOMEWHERE last year the school asked the sec 1 cohort to do a quiz to determine our predicted personality type,so as to work better with us and let the teachers know out personalities better.

It WAS accurate.The test has officially proven that I am an EXTREMELY HIGH,HAPPY AND BOUNCY ah ming.My highest was in my energy profile.One thing is for sure...I DO LIKE TO TAKE MY TIME when I do work,and usually that's how I really produce good work at times,as a matter of fact MOSTLY.*boingy boingy BOING!*

And then the career options.All of the options they gave me for a career I a very high or high chance in(There's either a Very high,high,medium or low).And here's my highest 6,which got the rating of very high:

1.Media/Design
2.Event Coordinator
3.Interior Designer (YES YES!!!)
4.Executive Marketing
5.Teacher
6.Counseling

The rest of the careers I got some things like Air hostess,Performing arts,Hotel Manager,doctor(Which I was VERY surprised at),Nurse and all types of interesting things.They all were rated HIGH.Cool.I REALLY want the interior designing!Haha.

Alrighty,now off to fencing!I feel SUPER good now that I'm training again,and today was EXTREMELY interesting since it's my VERY OWN juniors fencing.And we went super easy on them.So easy in fact.Being good senior us the sec 2s tried prompting the juniors to do some fanciful moves like parry,parry launch,launch,arm extension,to improve their skills.To show how EXTREMELY easy on them I was,I shall say that I lost to a junior,but because I let her.It's the girl's first time,make it fun!Welcome to team Epee the marshmallows our juniors,we Seniors shake you warmly by the hand!

Nicole Lai had an outburst of love today on the piste.Her action had pleasantly surprised me though.After I fenced her 2 to 4 since my foot got strained halfway and couldn't fence properly,we were supposed to shake hands after the bout,she gave me a handshake and a hug.My very first opponent who hugged me.Heh,thanks girl.

Then I do thank her for helping me by the road.Because after fencing,my legs went NUMB.Someway somehow.and when I stepped out unto the ROAD to cross (No traffic light,I think that path was actually meant for walking but they didn't put any markings.AT ALL) my foot bent inwards and I lost balance,and almost fell straight into the road(WITH CARS.and quite a lot of them,since it was around 4-5pm plus),and my items (A HUGE fencing bag,a blade,a HUGE file,and a sling bag) were in a mess.And she helped me up.God,once again I really thank you for nice people in the world!

On my way home I met my neighbor who knows me but I didn't know her.She's pretty,and young too.And considering what I was holding it was actually muscle straining.A fencing bag,a sling bag,2 blades and a file,really is a lot for any girl to carry(but I'm used to it,haha).She walked by and made her first offer of helping me carry somethings back,but I refused,since I really didn't want to trouble her.And fast as I walked,my file almost slid from my arm,and she caught up and took it for me.Well,basically,she did help me in the end.Thank you!

The interesting thing was that she didn't offer to hold the blades instead of the file.I mean,almost everyone I know will DEFINITELY want to touch the blade.They just find it cool,and even when they don't need to touch it they somehow will and even ask how to hold it.Haha.Ah wells,I do thank her very much (:

God bless ya people,and have a good night's rest! (:

HELLO!

Here's my fuzzy little hamster again,this time clinging on tightly to the water bottle and drinking.Ah well,you know the BEST time to take a photo of a scampering little creature like hamsters is when they're asleep or drinking or eating.Haha.

I noticed that I actually enjoy hopping and skipping down staircases more than walking or running on them.Interesting.I did that last Saturday,because I was high.For some strange reason,but even when I'm not I like doing it too!Shows how bouncy I am,bouncy with delight!

Ok,so project work became half a disaster today with Rachel Tan not considering the statement of 'If you have nothing good to say,don't say it'.As in,she really missed the point of it.Fenella cried today because Rachel wouldn't stop pouring out insults at her.And she didn't cry because of Rachel alone,so as later I found out.She said that she felt as if everyone wanted her to die,to leave.Like as if no one wanted her,it was just so difficult on her.She has been treated like this since she was young,and she didn't feel care at all.No one really exactly likes her in her CCA.No one really likes her in the class (but I do).Her mother stresses her.It's been so difficult,so tough,so harsh.

She mentioned that I didn't know how harsh it was.But I DO know.Really long ago,back in primary school where I faced people who flooded a WHOLE sea of rumors about me,who kicked me,who shouted in my face (remembered one guy shouted at me because I fell down in front of him by accident when I had a fever and he was a little injured,but hey,excusable)Who called me really nasty names,took me for granted,bullied me,and 3/4 of Primary school was a horror.It's comparable,the situation Fenella has and what I experienced.

People just can't see her good side.I mean,if they were nice to her and make an effort to be her friend,I'm sure they'd find her a nice girl.I can see her hurt,whenever I say hi to her she either gives me a VERY VERY FAKE AND SARCASTIC smile or don't reply,and when I requested that she'd smile and be merry,she gives me another ugly,sarcastic and fake smile.Fake smiles without joy are REALLY ugly.I admit that.When someone truly smiles,you can truly see a joy and sparkle in them,this light that explodes in them.I'm not sure about my smile,but I definitely give off a lot of real ones.

Once I remembered when I gave her a very enthusiastic smile and greeting of a 'HI!!!',she ONCE again gave me another sarcastically fake smile.And I get annoyed when I greet someone REALLY happily and they show me something that reflects annoyance.So I redid the greeting the ah ming way,I went WEIRD.I told her that how she greeted wasn't a way to greet someone,and with that I pulled the sides of her mouth upwards and pulled out her hand from her pocket and shook it hard as if she was waving at me.'There,don't know how to say hi?Here's a guideline.'was what I meant.This utter weirdness made her laugh eventually,and you can finally see a genuine smile,one that shone and was beautiful.She has a nice smile,she just doesn't show it or use it much.

And yes,I remember my calling.TO LOVE.I am going to love everyone,the ones who are hurt,and need love.

My beloved Epee,I miss you!And I'm going to use you tomorrow in training and FENCE. Whoo hoo (:

God,I thank you for today.Amen.
Joy Chua tagged me with this.And SOO....I shall do it then.

1. What age do you wish to marry ?
I did this question before! Above 24 probably.

2. What you want the most right now ?
Sing and praise Jesus!

3. What do you want to be in your next life ?
Hmm....WHAT'S A NEXT LIFE?

4. Something to describe yourself .
Happy.Sometimes a little TOO happy.

5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true , what would it be ?
To have all my other dreams come true.

6. What are you afraid to lose now ?
A lot of things,you REALLY don't want me to list them.

7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love ?
Uh huh.That's how God loves us and why people have happily ever after marriages.

8. If you meet someone that you love , would you confess to him/her ?
Haha,at my age now NO.Maybe when I'm older?

9. If i had a whole room of cash, how would i spend it ?
My brain is definitely too lazy to think now.But yeah,banking a half would definitely be on choice.

10 . What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half ?
Main ones are a nice personality cum attitude,Christian and he MUST make me laugh.But the truth is chemistry.I've met guys who are funny and nice and Christian,but yeah,just NO FEELINGS.Oops.

11.Which type of person you hate most ?
I really try not to,so I don't think I should think of any.

12. So you cherish every of your friendship ?
Yup!

13. Do you believe in God ?
That's a DEFINITE YES.GOD I LOVE YOU!

14. What do you want your friends to be like ?
I have all types of friends.So really,it depends...but I'd want my friends to respect me for who I am.

15. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Once again,I'm confused.Hopefully a good business and has something(majority actually) to do with art.

16. What is your favourite hobby ?
Drawing,drawing and more drawing.Haha there's photography,talking and blogging too!^^

17. If you're feeling low one day , who will you go to ?
God,my parents,church friends,and my bed to sleep on and forget everything.This is one reason why stm can be good.

18. How will you feel if a ugly person suddenly strips in front of you ?
This is interesting.I'll probably knock him unconscious.

Instructions :
Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question, make it total 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post .
Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tagged .
Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all.

I'm lazy to do BOTH.OOPS!Haha,so yeah if you all wanna try just do it (:

Alright,half of the results out today,and my literature results was a heart attack.You know when you are really expecting to do really really badly and you actually did stinking well?Yeah that happened for lit.And I REFUSE to say my results so people won't keep assuming that I'm an super smart person.Why do people say that in the first place.

Well I managed to do well for lit because I prayed hard.I didn't do it on my own,that I'm sure.I got high marks for Question 1 and 2 of the lit paper with an insane amount of writing,but I was in a rush and despite not finishing the 3rd Question I was able to pass it.It's truly God's grace I say,I bet I would have failed terribly if I didn't ask God for help especially for question 3,by the fact that I didn't finish or had enough time to formulate proper ideas.

And for question 1 and 2 I had pictured Miss Tan's face telling me to elaborate and asking me what is the significance of the point I made.She emphasizes LOTS on it,and so she keeps popping up when I did my paper.And though for question 2 I ran out of ideas,I was able to pull in quite a few and I really passed with flying colors.I definitely DID NOT DO THAT.God did.He deserves all the glory,all the praise.He's the reason why I passed everything so far and got a 23/30 for my composition,which I wrote with so much feeling.It would have turned out to be a bunch of nonsense if God was not with me.

Therefore,the reason why can do fine for my exams the credit was totally,completely go to God.I didn't do anything but study,he did what was needed.But people,don't be disappointed,remember God said:

'For I know the plans I have for you,'declares the Lord.'Plans to prosper you and not to harm you,plans to give you a hope and a future'.

Jeremiah 29:11

God knows what he's doing.Put your faith in him,and accept him as your Lord and Saviour.He loves you,and doesn't want to harm you but bless you.God loves to bless,never think that you are asking too much from God,he can do anything and everything!As long as your intentions and motives are right and you have trust in him (:

God bless ya people,I hope tomorrow's returned script wouldn't be so bad,though the chances of failing math are really high.But God has a reason for everything! (:

Amen(:
Hello people!
The youth activity today at Sentosa was definitely a very burnt,very hot,and very high charged experience!Overall,it's a BLAST.

Had a whole load of fun,but I admit the sun shone it's VERY VERY BEST today.And the heat was amazing of course.Amazing in a bad way.Explains why I'm super super duper tanned now.Ah,I just hope it'll wear off by the time Esther Tan and Elvin's wedding comes (: I really look forward to it!(:

Ok,so here are some pictures.

Before we entered Sentosa....

And the water we all saw there on the tram looked really nice!My phone can't make it look as nice as it's really supposed to be though ):

This is one interesting tree.You see the one RIGHT in the middle?Yeah you don't find so many trees in Singapore that grow in patches on very obviously separated branches.Haha.

On the way to Tanjiong Beach....

And on the way I saw some interesting woody shades.Like those LONG LONG ago,and that's EXACTLY what makes it cool.Oh,and that's Rachel Dass's head btw.LOL random.

A blur shot of a nice arrangement of trees.Pity it's blurred,RAWR.

HELLO NIC.It's him and the Subaru challenge!I don't think he reads my blog so hopefully I won't get kenna for this.HAHA.

This was the SEEMINGLY mass we were supposed to play.Veronica said it wasn't fun since it was just running about with Styrofoam boards attached to your foot.And Styrofoam breaks REALLY easily!Heh.

Rachel's CRAZY WET HAIR.I insisted that I'd take a photo of it,it's so cute.

Oh the sun was scorching alright.I took this with the help of Callista's Sunglasses,or I bet my eyes would have been fried.

Yeah,a bored shot.

A wet Rachel and Huimin.Extremely salty and bitter seawater Sentosa has.Oh,see that hand at the back?Joash tried to come in but was a little bit too late.Oops.

A more relaxing shot finally?It's the last shot before I left Sentosa anyways (:

So so,after it all,the fun and excitement,we had to leave Sentosa(everyone say awww...).Esther Foong,Dorothy,Caleb,Rachel,Huimin and I went bathe.Palawan beach if I'm not wrong.But seriously,I don't think either ones at Tanjiong or Palawan have much of any difference.They both are sucky in different ways,Tanjiong being too dirty(we seriously mean VERY dirty)and Palawan being too crowded.What makes it even worse was that we are girls(except Caleb obviously).And you know girls always always take their time except for a few exceptions.And so,Crowded girls toilet doesn't add up well.We waited LONG to get changed,us girls.So we did it the slightly faster way,since there were taps outside some of us helped queue,and the rest went to wash our faces and hair there.Then we come back and let the rest who were previously queuing go for their wash while we queue.Now all we needed was a fast rinse or wash and change,then off we go!

When we FINALLY got out of the toilet it really felt good.Hardly anything is worse than being stuck in a smelly,dirty and crowded girl's toilet.Fine,the dirt doesn't matter so much.

So then we went to Carl's Junior to find the rest.I was really thirsty then,and I got a huge cup of zapple.I said grace for the meal and thanked God out loud,with a loud AMEN!And finished the drink.Compare mine to Rachel's cup,mine's the bigger one xD


Nice Chili Cheese fries.But I couldn't finish so much somehow.

Some people talking at Carl's Junior.

And so after a very satisfying meal we sorta went shopping a little.Of course and like always,my reaction was 'nooooooooo....'.However this shopping experience was slightly more fun than the rest of the others since it was for dresses for Esther Foong and Dorothy,for Esther Tan and Elvin's wedding.And Esther and Dorothy looked really really good in the dresses!They didn't buy it though,maybe next time?

It got us more and more excited for the wedding.Rachel and Huimin already decided on what to wear!Haha,so have I,but it's not confirmed yet.But 80% chance I'm wearing what I decided on.And they're putting on make up.Heh,I was a frightened at the thought of make being someone who doesn't really like it at first,but eventually I decided that maybe I'd go the furthest I can.And the furthest I can is PATHETIC.And what is it?Eyeliner,ONLY.Nothing else,no blusher,lipstick and stuff.Eyeliner only!Haha.

Ok I think you all wanna see my sunburn and tan already huh.Here it is:


And let's compare before and after....

And I like my foot tan marks the best.Haha lol.


My sis calls me a red lobster now.WHAHAHAHA.But it's ok,I just have to hope it wears off soon!

Goodnight people,tomorrow I'm getting my MYE results back!*pouts*

God bless ya!
Hellooooo!

What if told you guys that I had a new description,a pretty interesting one.

What if I told you all that I have gone high to the point where,it's scary.So people if I am actually GENUINELY scaring or irritating you please tell me.I don't like to really scare and irritate people,unless they don't mind that is (=.

Welcome aboard to sound ministry ah ming!Yes people I am in sound ministry,a interesting ministry where I am sure that I am going to be well-committed to.Helping out in the afternoon outreach for sound was cool,learning how to coil wires,cables,and adjusting sound (: I thought the most fun thing I learned today was checking for voices on the headsets.Since Esther Foong and Yvonne were going solo for 'My Faithful God' first part,I had to adjust their voices from soft slowly to loud.And I could hear their voices REALLY well over the headsets,they sounded great!

Region 7/8 did a good job today.I think it's region 8 though.The play was about a son who stole his family money and got jailed,and apparently it wasn't his first time,it was like one of his LOADS of times.So in court,he was sentenced to a fine and around 18 months in jail.

His poor father,despite having a stroke,he in a very sickly voice kept yelling from his seat in the court 'NO!' and frantically waving his hands and walking stick about.He was wiling to forgive his son,who has repeatedly gotten jailed and all that.Even though the son DID NOT DESERVE.And therefore,the court forgave the son.Like us,God is willing!To forgive,to wash you of your sins.He was even willing to send his ONLY son to die for you.Not just any death,a DREADFULLY MUCH MORE WORSE THAN DREADFUL DEATH.Now how great is our God?That we can never ever measure.

The guy who acted as the father was REALLY REALLY GOOD.The way he acted like he had a stroke was super convincing.The heavy breathing and all.I shook his hand when he came to my area (where all their bags are,also directly next to the sound mixer,where I was) I gave him a handshake and was like 'Well done!'.He's friendly too,he said 'Hi!Thank you!'.Interesting bunch they were,the drama had it's hilarious bits too.

Thank God for lovely and loving people in the world.There was an alter call today for renewing of our testimony of life (message by Pastor Jeremy Seaward) and I went.It's random but I'm going to say it anyways.I got a lot of hugs.Really.A LOT of it.Bro Roy's wife came to pray for me,and I felt that God really spoke through her,she prayed for EVERY SINGLE thing that I wanted to do with my testimony of life.That though I may be rejected,I may not be of the world(which is a good thing by the way)but I will still have that great boldness to tell and talk about our testimony in life.She really touched on what I had short of,and she gave me a greater sense of boldness to really just don't care about what others say.The timidity and shyness went,and I felt super powerful suddenly.Weird huh,but powerful in a sense that there was this story in me that really wanted to get out,and just bring more people to Jesus and saved.Amen?I thank her and Sis Eunice for praying for me (:

Oh yes,Hannah's in Nanjing.And service was WEIRD TO THE MAXIMUM without her.A sudden space,and there was something unusual,and that's the shortage of Hannah insanity.We miss you Hannah Hi Ho,all the best in your trip! (:

God bless ya people,going Sentosa tomorrow with the youths! (:

Right,she's going to send you a bunny with cookies.
Alright,Joy tagged me with this quiz and I AM BORED!Ok,so I shall grant her wish and get sabo-ed with this quiz,haha.
(The numbered people must be in sequence of girl,boy,girl,boy and so on)
1.Joy
2.Daniel
3.Jacelyn
4.David
5.Hannah
6.yy
7.Shamah
8.zx
9.Huimin
10.Timothy(Timmy Liew ^^)
11.Adilia
12.Asriel
13.Rachel (Dass)
14.Kevin
15.Celia TanGGG!
16.Mr Tan (Renfred)
17.Nicolette
18.Nic.Y
19.Nicole Lai
20.Yijie (I seriously can't think of anyone else)

How did you meet 14 ?
(Kevin) yy's blog.

What will you do if you dont meet 1 ?
(Joy)*Pouts*

What if 9 & 20 dated ?
(Huimin and Yijie)You're kidding.NEVER.

Will 6 & 17 date ?
(yy and Nicolette) Not in 10000000000 years.yy's a bit too high on standards anyways

Describe 3 .
(Jacelyn)Fun,funny and PRETTY! (:

Is 8 attractive ?
(zx)PFT.I don't have a right to judge that,haha.

Describe 7 .
(Shamah) A very very cute 15 year old.Haha,very friendly too!

Know any of 12's family's members ?
(Asriel)All I know is that he has a sister and brother,both younger.

What will you do if 18 broke up ?
(Nic.Y) Oh,I won't need to do anything seeing that he changes his gfs super often,am I right Nic?

What language does 15 speak ?
(Celia)That's obvious,English and Chinese

Who is 9 going out with ?
(Huimin) She's single.

How old is 16 ?
(Mr Tan) 20 something.

When was the last time you spoke to 13 ?
(Rachel Dass)Yesterday at net rally.

Who is 2 fave singer/band ?
(Daniel) No idea.I know it's a Christian band though (:

Will you ever like 4 ?
(David) Only as a friend though.Anything beyond that NEVER.

Will you ever date 1 ?
(Joy)She's my best friend for nuts.We'd only go out as friends!(:

Is 19 single ?
(Nicole Lai) Yeah,but she has a crush.

What's 10s last name ?
(Timothy) Depends in what sense.If it's his surname then it's 'Liew' (:

Will you ever be in a relationship with 11 ?
(Adilia) Nah,only as friends (:

Whats th school of 3 ?
(Jacelyn) Hillgrove ^^

Where do 6 live?
(yy) Somewhere in Singapore.Ask him.

Favourite thing abt 5 .
(Hannah) The adorably insane,nutty and horny girl!Love ya loads hannah (:

Now , sabotage 5 people to do this survey.
(Oops,I'm too lazy to think.Well,whoever who wanna try you can(: just make sure you can actually think of 10 guys and girls.)
Helloooooo people!

YES the swimming trip yesterday with Nicolette,Nicole,Iggy and Cheng Siew was a FULL BLAST OF FUN!Really a whole load of thanks guys,we had had great fun!

Ok,firstly I really want to thank God because the radio yesterday morning said that there was going to be rain and storm in the afternoon (which by then,we're going to swim) and I was pretty worried.And so,I prayed for good weather,especially before we're going to swim there were several dark clouds gathering.

And God heard me!Look what happened when we were at the pool.


I just had to take a photo of this.THANK GOD!Prayer works,people (:

And God also gave Nicolette and I (the photography lovers) some interesting patterns to take photos of in the sky.
Oh,this first one is by right one of the best pictures.




One more thing,some of the shots were taken at risk of my handphone being drowned in water.Haha,meaning some photos were taken when I was in the pool.

And some very random shots.


This is my feet.I just suddenly thought I should take photo of something weird.

I like this type of architectural designs.Tiny waterfalls or whatever they're called,interesting.
HAHAHA.I'm pretty good at sneaking shots.Here's Cheng and Iggy!


Heh.Well anyways we had a lot of fun,so really,thanks guys,YOU ROCK!

Alright,and after swimming trip I rushed all the way to CCK for Youth Net Rally.The worship was great.Really.God was there,and I felt his love and wanted to praise him so much,and after all the testimonies and sharing given by our fellow youths,it was encouraging and gave me greater strength to move on for my one!Though it's STILL going to be difficult.Thank you Jesus!

Then when net rally was over I asked my mom whether my dad could fetch me home,it was late and my EZ-Link card had only around 75 cents left,definitely too little to bring me home and I didn't have money to top up my card.And my loving dad came!I love ya loads dad!*hugs*

In the car we had a little talk about China's current situation.I'm pretty sure all of you out there know about it,the earthquake that killed SO many people,way more than 500.And 500 is a lot already.My dad talked about those devastated and extremely heartbroken parents whose children had died,how they cried and how they grieved over the loss of their children.With that,my dad put his hand on my head and stroked my hair with much fatherly love.This action was a little strange for me,since my dad usually just strokes my hair or cheeks just once,and this time it was a lot longer and more love,somehow.

I don't know why but I was able to see roughly what he was thinking.He didn't want to lose me or anyone in the family.He loves us a lot.

But true,after you see all those unfortunate parents who have lost their children,so full of sorrow and grieving,it makes you wanna treasure your children so much more.You will suddenly see them so precious,so fragile,that you'd go all out to protect them,and love them all you can.Same with us children,we those unfortunate orphans who have NEVER experienced and felt parental love,it'll probably make us wanna love our parents so much too.

Ok,gotta get ready for edge in 1 hour.So I shall take a break and go with and expectant heart! (: God bless ya loads people (: