Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?

.Nice to see you here.
.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.

Hello people!

My hamster is PRETTY interesting.You know all hamsters when they drink water they usually squat or be on all their four little paws?My hamster SITS.Now that's something cute.All well.

Anyways,I really thank God for blessing today since I actually HAD FUN without getting tired in the sec 2 camp today.The camp today is somehow more hyper.And face it,our mascot is GREAT.Yeah,we used a fencing blade,and THE most AMAZING blade of course,Epee!MANY MANY thanks to Stacia for lending it to us really.It blew several trainers away xD.Kelvin trainer from 2/4 came down from the stage personally to our class and tried holding the blade.Fencers are rare to see in Secondary schools really.

ANYWAYS,this reminds me that I NEED TRAINING.BADLY.I have a strange feeling that my skills had dropped a little.Haha.You know the funny thing is that when I fence,I don't really care about what on Earth I'm doing,really.I do really weird things when I fence.Even coach Maria says so,and the surprising thing is that my fencing skills are not really bad for my age.Remember her having a talk with me after one of my bouts in Secondary one,and she was like 'Hey,you're a good fencer for a beginner,you go up to the piste and you JUST FENCE.You don't really think too much about where you're at.'

JUST FENCE huh.But it's really true,if you ask me how I fence,I can't answer that question.I JUST DO.Funny ehs?I asked myself this question when I was running down to the hall with the blade with Cheng Siew and Nicole.Popped out of nowhere,I guess it's randomness once again huh.Haha.

Ok,I shall no further procrastinate and talk about what God spoke to me at the last Edge service,at Grace's message of 'Hang in there!'.

Well,mainly it was about having a calling for our lives.And at the alter call at the end,there were 3 groups of people,first being those who want to receive Christ,second for those who don't know their calling,third for those who have a calling but yet not doing anything about it.

I went for the second calling.I don't really think my calling is very clear actually,what God wants me to do.And so,at the alter call,I was worshiping,speaking in tongues,asking God for a calling.And several moments later,this came:

'To love'.

I was not really sure that this was my calling at first,and once again God told me.

'To LOVE'.

The word 'LOVE' came strong and impacting this time.Then I knew why.There ARE people in school and as a matter in fact,everywhere that don't feel enough love.Those who are left out,those who have broken families,those who just feel that they aren't full and complete,those who feel miserable,sad,angst,all these negatively weird things.

And what am I?A surprisingly happy-at-all-times person.Some one who gets sad so rarely,that its actually difficult to get me depressed.It's weird.VERY.God asked me to be more accepting towards those who don't feel so,those who need more love,show it to them,let them know that they are loved.He also asked me to not be judgmental or shallow,and be afraid of losing face to be hanging out with those outcasts or anything.After all,God DID make all of them special,and after they're gone,there is no one who is ever ever going to be like them.Like what Martin Tan said from the Halogen foundations:

'Each one of you have SO SO much value in you.There is only ONE of you in this world,ONE AND ONE ONLY.And because there is only ONE of you,all the more value you have,all the more special you are.'

I am agreeing very much on that.How true can that be?You might think you look ugly,fat or whatever,but keep this in mind.There can ever only be ONE of you.In this whole infinity time on Earth,there will only be ONE of you,no more is ever going to appear.And why is that so?God made you SPECIAL.He made you PERSONALLY.No another human by his side for a rough sketch.He made us,one by one,carefully,NO MISTAKES.That's the beauty of it all.NO MISTAKES.In genesis,he said that EVERYTHING was PERFECT.But we aren't perfect because there's sin in our lives.But don't be confused,God made us without sin,but we do because the devil always makes us do so.Obviously God doesn't want you to sin,it hurts him,but he understands that no human he made is perfect,and he loves us all the same.And he thinks that we are good just the way we are.

Of course it's not going to be easy to love everyone at one go,but with God's help,nothing is impossible amen? (:

Isn't our God just amazing?All the more we should love him am I right or am I right? (:

God bless ya all!