Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?

.Nice to see you here.
.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.

AHAHA,tomorrow we're going to pack pack pack for JW.Going to learn new things(:

It was fun today,and there was without doubt a fantastic sermon.

God bless!
It's lovely to see a smile really.You'd never know how much it could make someone's day,and I think even the not so good looking,when they smile genuinely it truly radiates out of their faces and they look lovely.

Gosh today I fenced and got jabbed for about 3-5 times on the same area.Result,4 bruises.One of them are blood bruises with blood visible beneath,argh.Now the whole area below my neck towards the right is swollen.Haha.It's going to take awhile to recover,but I guess it'll be fine(:

God bless!
Hey world!

That's right,I did it.

I deleted ALL my posts from December 2006-November 2007.I just felt like I had to erase them,when I saw my myself in the past I couldn't help but feel embarrassed,the really crazy Gin Ming back then who thought she was so awesome.Nah,not really.Not without God then.I think I'm a lot better off than the past now,especially with God more prominent in my life.Though yeah,I could still work on some things(: Can you believe it? I had around 638 posts in the past.Now its reduced to 339! Haha.

I still feel a longing to know God more.I don't want to go back to the way I was.The Gin Ming that was without God and took out everything the wrong way.The Gin Ming who lacked love.The Gin Ming who thought that she made the best jokes out of people.No.No way,No how.NEVER.I'm not going back.

I'm new now.I want to read the word more.I want to experience God's goodness in my life,and see everything as a miracle every single day.Even if I get injured during training,even if I lie sick on my bed,and even when I have to take on scoldings and frame,I want to see them as part of God's will in my life and part of a miracle that will take place.Let everything that has breath,praise the Lord forever.I have breath.

Mountains will bow in his presence and authority.MOUNTAINS WILL BOW I TELL YOU.Let's see you try making a mountain bow without moving a single bit of sand,soil or stone off it.What an awesome God I serve.And even when mountains bow to him,its us,his creation that he cares about.He became human went on a cross for us.No,not climbing up a cross.It meant whipping of more than 30 strokes with the whip having tons of little bits of nails and broken sharp things sticking out of it.It meant humiliation.It meant people spitting at him.It meant him being tortured and whipped till his skin tore with almost all his flesh exposed and blood everywhere(yes it's WAY WORSE than stirring your hand in a box full of penknives).It meant even in his weak and painful state,carrying the heavy cross up the hill and with people mocking and spitting at him along the way.It meant having thick and long metal nails being pierced through his hands and feet and then having him nailed to the cross until he died.

And even when he was dying,it wasn't enough.He wasn't even left in peace when he was dying.People still mocked him.People still spat at him.The people who nailed him there were casting lots over his clothes.And he carried everyone's sin on earth,so much sin that he was like wearing a huge coat of sin.Or maybe even sin in human form(is it?).But he carried them all.The whole of earth's sin.Any idea how much is that?

And the God that was in heaven whom was holy had to turn his face away from him because he bore so much sin.The holy and loving God who will never take his eyes off you,took his eyes off Jesus.Turned his head even.

That was everything he endured.He probably endured even more.And he did it.He won the battle and made a passage way for people to get to Christ,to be saved from destruction.The question is,do you want it?

So much love that my God has for me.I want him to be there all the time.I want to know that he's always around to watch me.I want to know that he laughs and that he is happy about me being created.I want to know that he will love me till the end,even when I'm a sinner.And I want to love like he has.

Its a beautiful God that I serve.

God bless!(:
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Hello people!

I miss the weekends because they were awesome fun,like really.

First there was the edge BBQ but I was tremendously late because I had training and it was raining heavily and resulted in a big traffic jam.Whoopsy.

But nonetheless the BBQ was super awesome,although the food wasn't necessarily as good as I thought it might be,but yeah.

It was fun because of the thrill in seeing everyone get dunked,talking to Shamah and Kenneth during the long queues to get food,taking photos of the terrific sunset and discussing them with Marcus Low,BBQ-ING MEAT WITH SAM,KATHERINE,GAB,SEOW AN AND ELIJAH(GOSH THAT WAS SUPER FUN),and having a conversation with Seow An.After that we all smelled of smoke,but we didn't care(:

New friendships and greater bonds were formed I guess,that was probably what made it seriously so fun(: Wish I could rewind.Haha.

So here are the pictures:


Pretty.

And wasted!Haha.

I tried taking a good one,but this didn't turn out too nice.

There.A nicer one.

Just look at that clump of butter.Seow An's fault.HAHA. Nah its perfectly fine luh(:

I like this one.

And I like this one's color(:

That pretty much concludes the Saturday.Awesome(:

Sunday was fun because I had duty,tried out the new sound mixer,and talked loads with Sarah and my other friends.Nonetheless there was a good sermon too(:

And kids!!OMW I managed to carry a lot of kids on Sunday which was seriously very fun,because they were all being themselves and that,is being cute.So I have a few baby pictures.


Baby Kate!A pretty little girl she is.Immanuel knows how to kiss her!:D

I took more pictures of Conrad because Sam carried him for a longer period.Just look at his signature blur look again xD

Awww.

Haha.Like some connection!

I really like this one.Heart melter right!

I love kids yes I do.It's lovely to hear them laugh,to see them happy.It just makes you feel so young and so ready to pour out love for them.

Talking about kids,I went back into my childhood cravings for sweets,and made Rachel and Sarah think I'm 5 years old all over again.This,was why.

First of all,its candy.And watermelon flavored.

But what REALLY caught my attention was that it has a torch inside!You had no idea how I kept playing and fidgeting with it the whole time xD

Funny eh?Haha.I think I'm so nuts.

God,I really thank you for the weekends.Be it to spend with you or my family and friends,its awesome,and I thank you for that.

God bless!
Hello people!

GOD WHY!!!??? WHY OH WHY OH WHY IS MY POA TEACHER MY POA TEACHER!?!?!?!?

Omw my 3rd ranting post at her already.That shows how bad it is.I really don't want to but I HAVE to let off some steam.

She went totally over the line today.She said she would SLAP me if she could.She said it not once okay.She said she never had a student like me,she says I don't push myself,she says that I have to tell myself to stop it.

NO.NO TEACHER.YOU.YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!!YOU STOP IT!!

3 STINKING DAYS STRAIGHT OF NON STOP SCOLDING?!?!?WHAT IS IT WITH YOU!?!?DEFINE YOUR STINKING VERSION OF PUSHING MYSELF.IS IT NOT THINKING HARD?I THOUGHT SO HARD AND I NEVER ASKED FOR THE ANSWER STRAIGHT.I NEED MY TIME TO THINK AND I CAN'T POSSIBLY THINK PROPERLY WITH YOU YELLING AT ME THE WHOLE TIME.WHAT IS IT ABOUT ME THAT MAKES YOU HAVE TO PICK ON ME THE WHOLE TIME FOR 3 DAYS??

YOU SAY I'M NOT PUSHING MYSELF.I JOLLY DARN WELL THINK I AM.I THINK,TRY MY BEST NOT TO ASK QUESTIONS AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE QUESTIONS MYSELF.AND WHEN GET STUCK AND ASK YOU SAY I'M NOT PUSHING MYSELF.WHAT ON EARTH LOGIC IS THAT!?!?THEN WHAT ON EARTH DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?WHEN I ASK YOU YOU SCOLD ME.WHEN I DON'T ASK I DON'T UNDERSTAND.EVEN WHEN I GET CONFUSED WHEN I ASK MY FRIENDS YOU JUST HAVE TO COME IN AND TELL ME THAT I'M NOT PUSHING MYSELF,EVEN THOUGH I JUST NEED MY TIME TO THINK.

AND WHAT NONSENSE THAT I DON'T THINK.IS IT A PROBLEM THAT I TAKE LONG TO THINK AT SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW?DON'T YOU KNOW THAT WHEN SOMEONE ISN'T GOOD AT SOMETHING NATURALLY THE TIME TO THINK WILL TAKE LONGER???AND YOU AREN'T HELPING BY SCREAMING INTO MY HEAD AND PUSHING MY FOCUS ON THE QUESTION OFF.AND WHAT YOUR PATIENCE ISN'T LONG.THEN LEAVE ME AND COME BACK LATER!!YOU RUSH ME IN ANSWERING QUESTIONS.YOU ACTUALLY THINK THAT'S OF ANY TOTAL HELP AT ALL??WELL I'VE GOT NEWS FOR YOU.ITS NOT HELPING!!!

ALL THE MORE YOU EVEN SAID THAT YOU WOULD SLAP ME IF YOU COULD.AND IF THERE WAS ANYONE TO SLAP SOMEONE ELSE IT WOULD BE ME.YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW ITS LIKE TO TAKE UP 3 DAYS OF YOUR UNREASONABLE,LOW-UNDERSTANDING-OF SITUATION SCOLDING.YOU MAKE ME LOSE RESPECT FOR YOU,EVEN THOUGH I WANT TO RESPECT YOU AND I WANT TO LOVE YOU AS A TEACHER.BUT YOU'RE MAKING IT SO HARD.

AND YOU SAY THAT I DON'T THINK.SPEAK FOR YOURSELF WOULD YOU.

GOD.I NEED YOUR HELP SO,SO,SO BAD.I'M SORRY TEACHER.BUT YOU PUSH ME TOO MUCH.

God bless(:
Hello people!

As promised,I shall alas upload the National Trials Competition photos!

Awww.Amethyst wrote this on facebook to encourage me the day before.So nice right.Haha.

Me right after DE bout and Nicole.As you can see from me it was an exhausting one.Heh heh.

Tried taking another one with the banner being more prominent.But after the DE bout my hands were trembly and shaky so this ain't such a nice shot.

The banner and its proud and happy maker,Nicole Lai(:

The Awesome-Boyfriend-Monkey Staff-Golden-Blade,me and my banner :D

Here,a nice one.

They were more of from the National Junior Trials,not Cadet.Haha.Was loads of fun anyways,I want to revive the moments(:

So lesson today was fine except POA.The teacher felt seemingly like mocking me again,comparing me with so many others and saying that I don't try hard enough and that I don't think and I don't attempt the question.

NONSENSE.Absolute UTTER NONSENSE.She makes too much assumptions.Even if I do sound like I'm not thinking she could tell me in a nicer tone.And she evens nags about me behind my back.And stop comparing me with others can.I might seem like I'm not trying hard to catch up or not putting in the effort,but I really am.She doesn't know the reason behind why I don't ask questions,so I really wish she'd just STOP insulting my character.Its mean and its hurting.And talk about being afraid of hurting or overhearing hurting words.

I wished she'd just stop hurting me like that and making assumptions that all aren't true about me all the time.I wish she would listen to me,I wish she would hear me out.But looks like it isn't going to happen.And what asking God who can help me.YOU YOU YOU,Teacher,would be of splendid help if you would understand me abit and hear me out.

God,you have to help me now.I haven't been THIS angry at a teacher for a really long time.I want to forgive,I want to enjoy POA again.But God,it isn't possible without you.

God Bless!
Hello people!

I've been having a rather bad first 2 days of the week.It's only Tuesday!!Oh dear.

I got scolded in POA.I admit I was wrong in a way,but the impact of the tone of the voice hurt me a lot more than it should have and left me in tears by the time lesson ended.

If my teacher is ACTUALLY reading this,I'll be real and very very frank.As much as she is angry at me its also the amount she hurt me.Maybe more.Sounds girlish and PMS-sy,but yeah,no other way to explain it yeah.

The reason why I cannot understand POA is because I can't absorb it in.And I never dare to ask questions,because when I do the teacher will end up in a what seems to be harsh and 'scolding' tone to me,and it makes me feel pathetic.Sometimes,even when I TRY to ask questions,the teacher might say wait,or eventually end up scolding me or saying that I'm too stressed up and don't answer my question.Obviously,a student in the right mind wouldn't dare to speak up.

And today YOU scolded me.I admit I was wrong in late completion of homework,not exchanging answers,in blank-o-ing my answers,but I couldn't see why you had to raise your voice at me making a huge error in something I never understood well enough and needed a lot more help in.More than raising a voice,as a matter of fact.It felt harsh and in a sense,MOCKING.I couldn't help but feel lousy about myself,and the more you scolded you RUBBED IN RIGHT SMACK IN MY FACE.You had no idea that I did poorly in my previous tests did you?You had no idea that although I studied I couldn't do as well as I wanted did you?You had total ZERO understanding that I already felt lousy enough about myself and the way you scolded me left a HUGE NEGATIVE IMPACT than you'd EVER expect it to have.You even scolded me about not having a red and green pen(because they BOTH ran out of ink).

You said you were very angry at me.But you can't compare it to how I felt like.I seriously have nothing against you.I'm just being real and frank,and if you ever have to yell like that at me ever again,I'll start to lose it for POA.You left me in tears.And you're not even related to me.

I'll see you tomorrow.And I hope you actually understand.

God,I put the rest of this week in your hands.Amen.

God bless!
Hello people!

The week has been pretty okay I guess,but the weekend really created a awesome BOMB.It was fencing and fencing and more fencing.One of the most fun weekends EVER.

Shall upload the pictures next time,but let me tell ya about the ultimate National Trials experience(:

I had and went through a lot of things in there.Friends,pain,INJURIES,support,fun and laughter.The most memorable part was beating a national fencer(just by a point,but I'm happy enough xD),and AFTER ZILLIONS OF YEARS,finally getting into the quarter finals and winning a round of DE.I never actually thought it would be humanely possible that I'd see a whole 15 on my side of the bout before.Haha.

On the bout that I won the girl jabbed me REAL hard on the same spot for at least 3 times in a row,on the highest point of my chest which is like 2cm away from the neck.That part is one of the most painful spots and totally not protected by the chest guard,so you can imagine how painful it was.Fine you can't.If ya wanna try contact me anytime(:

So no doubt I had a bruise. It's a pretty big bruise,about 2x1cm is visible but the pain stretches from the middle of my chest till it reaches my right arm.Super pain can.It's a little swollen with a hint of red.Everyone keeps asking me 'Aye you got protection what,why still injured?' and for the final few times the suit is just there to make sure you don't die.Haha.Injuries not a guarantee not have.Heh heh.

I had a few silly experiences too.One time I was fencing a girl in the DE bouts of 15 points and I hit into a table which sounded the buzz.And instead of turning to the Referee or my opponent for apologizing I turned to the table and apologized to it instead,and I have absolutely no idea why on earth I did that.The referee laughed at me.

Speaking of awesome referees,there's one referee I really like,which is the old China coach.He's mega tall and he can fence.He talks with me a lot,be it signing my name after bout,testing blade before bout,waiting for DE match to start,or calling me to fence.He pats my head too.Like I'm his granddaughter.So I call him 'The awesome grandpa referee'!!He's really awesome lah.

I met another nice lady,I suppose one of the trainers for Jerene.Because I won Jerene by a little bit in the first DE bout,I was made to fence the 1st in ranking.I felt like a midget next to her can.One look and I could tell immediately why she ranked 1st.She's tall.VERY VERY TALL.I reckon about 1.78 and above.And LEFT HANDER.And she has like loads of advantage cos she can see my arm super easily from her height.So when I fenced her it was even easier to tell why she ranked 1st.She ain't JUST tall,she's strong and fast too.I'm short,not so strong and not so fast.

Then the nice lady came to give me a lil message before the bout started,and she was like:

'Don't think of her as the first ranking.Think of it as you two are on the same level,then mentally you're on par with her,and it won't be so bad anymore.'

And she praised me to the Awesome Grandpa Referee,it was a great sense of encouragement.It doesn't hide the fact that I still lost,but it meant a lot.Like really(:

And of course thanks to Nicole,Jeanice,Pamela,and Jue Hui for being there to watch me on the first day!Especially Nicole whom risked a scolding,sacrificed lunch and made me a BANNER(OMW thanks lah) just to be there and watch me.I owe you one,like really!No one,I repeat,ABSOLUTELY NO ONE has EVER EVER made me a banner.

I thank my almighty fencing team for wishing me of course,I was touched at all the messages you guys sent me that provided me loads of support.Knowing that you guys will support me till the end,that you guys will be behind me and cheering me on,I was really touched.Telling me to be brave and not be scared because you guys will always be cheering me on in your hearts really gave me the motivation.All your best wishes on your blogs and even facebook!Thanks so much,I owe you guys one.LOVE YA!

Thanks to my church people too for praying for me and wishing me all the best,and asking how I did,and rejoiced with me when I had good news(: Thanks guys.

School tomorrow.I think I'm going to limp there because my legs are numb.Especially since I tried a little new way of footwork.Haha.GOD,THANK YOU THE MOST FOR BEING THERE TO WATCH ME FOR 24/7,EVEN FENCING WITH ME ON THE PISTE ITSELF.PRAISE YOU!!!(:

God bless ya!

Happy Valentine's Day to you all!Sorry I might not be around to wish ya.Haha.

In just a little bit,JUST A LITTLE,I'll be off for competition with absolutely NO ONE by my side,but God.When I warm up,suit up and fence,he'll be the only one watching.

It's going to be scary,but I believe he'll bring me through!Especially that its Valentine's day.He'll be my date.

God,I believe that you'll be there.Amen.

God bless!
OMW it suddenly just hit me.

Tomorrow,I may be TOTALLY ALONE in the competition.And if that happens:

I'll be warming up ALONE.

I'll be suiting up ALONE.

I'll be taking attendance ALONE.

I'll be the one from SMSS Epee team ALONE.

I'll be fencing on the piste ALONE.

If I lose bad,I'll be crying ALONE.

If I get in,I get in ALONE.

And lastly,in the whole time I'm competing,I'm ALONE.

OMW I'm super duper scared now.Fencers please come.I need you guys so much at this point in time.

God bless you and me!
Hello world!

5th day of my Sister's fly off and stay in Perth.It feels odd that she isn't here anymore,no more clinging perfume,no more 'OMG Ming,I'm so FAT.' comments anymore.Haha. Come back quicky quicky jie.

I look forward to the day someone in my family gets married.Weddings are so fun.Especially my sister and brother my goodness.Haha.So as my sis is in Perth we're all hoping that she gets a Caucasian boyfriend.It's cool when someone in the family gets married,because weddings are so fun,then when they have children they're going to be so cute,and knowing the joy of having a family.I don't know why I had this thought today suddenly,heh.

Yesterday at training we saw a WHOLE TRAIL of empty bottles.And so Cheng and I came up with this idea.

Okay.Listen up juniors.And maybe some seniors.

We the seniors are sian and angry at the SMSS fencing team.Why?

Because you all refuse to clear up yer rubbish! Tissue paper,bottles especially,and we the seniors always clean up after you when training is over.

See see see!?!?! That's A LOT of rubbish for ONE training!And there's still some tissue paper and around 3 more bottles I picked up and threw away earlier.

So here's the deal:We will collect rubbish after every training.And the total amount of rubbish we collect will be equivalent to the amount of extra push ups you do,and we will do them with you,to make it fair.And maybe Nicole will give you a poke on the shoulder.HAHAHA.

SMFT(St Margaret's Fencing Team),you've been warned!!Haha.

Wow tomorrow's the National Trials already.And its the first competition I'm going for ALL ALONE.I'm the only Epee-ist going from SMSS,and Shang hui is the only foil-ist going from SMSS.I'm going to be so lonely,and its Valentine's day! HAHAHA.It'd be nice if someone would give me a gift during the competition.LOL.But nah,I doubt so.The only two with me would be my boyfriend the almighty golden blade,and God.Its a lonely Valentine's day this year.I guess God's enough already though(:

I can't wait!!!:D

God bless ya all!

Hello again.

I think baby Kate is SUPER cute lah.Whenever I brush my my index knuckle on her cheek she sneaks a smile and eventually bursts out into a little giggle that looks like the picture you see here.

I like it when people smile.Whether you're fat,thin,frowny,wrinkled,pretty or not so pretty,when you smile from your heart you're at your loveliest.

And I don't like people who stick to me and act pathetic.It makes me SICK.I live with someone like that.Thats right.LIVE WITH.

God,I want the patience that you have so so badly.I want the love you have.I don't want to flare up anymore.I know I'm supposed to love this particular someone but it's so hard to do it because she always acts pathetic takes advantage when possible.God I feel like she deliberately wants to tear my emotions and sanity apart.

I can't understand why she craves that sort attention so badly.Why she wants sympathy.Why she is so weak.Why she is so fussy.I simply can't see it.Why she HAS to disturb me with utter RUBBISH and NONSENSE when I merely want peace.Why she has to PRETEND to sob bitterly when one little thing isn't done her way.God,I can't see why.I can't see why she always has to drag my mood down for her own little sadistic sense of joy.

Why can't she be strong and take up life's knocks?She's already complaining about life's little nudges.I don't see why she can't be NICE.Why she can't ask me how was school.Why she can't stop seeking for sympathy.Why she can't stop comparing herself to ANY old lady she sees and always claim that she's the less fortunate one.why can't she be OPTIMISTIC.

God I feel so cheated.When I loved her,she took advantage of me by making me cry for her sorrow.When I loved her,she disturbed and irritated me with all the nonsense she can think of.

God,only you can help me now.Please help me.

God bless!
hello people!

Okay,I have confirmed a fact that eating fast food before training,whether 3 for 4 hours before,is not a good idea at all.Now I don't feel like training.AH.

Nonetheless,I know I have to especially since the national trials are coming up in 2-3 days.

I fenced foil with Cheng yesterday!And I'm super envious because the foil blade is SUPER LIGHT.Unlike the Epee,so heavy and firm. xD

I'm excited for the National Trials!Hahahah.

God bless!

Hello people!

For the past 3 days I've sent off two very dear people to me in my life.So in case of you people out there who were wondering why on earth I wasn't at school today it's also because of this reason.

I sent off Auntie and Sis.Auntie has a illness that costs her a stinking bomb in Singapore,and so she's flown back to Philippines permanently.She's so strong,it's quite a fatal illness.But yet she wants to live her life happily,visiting her kampong and her other family members.*salutes*

Sis,is flying off to Perth for 3 blinking years. I'm going to miss her so much! She has my blood in her you know xD

Okay everyone,YI LUN SHUN FONG! STUDY HARD HOR JIE.

God bless!
Hello people!

I love fencing more than ever lol.Ahaha.

One on one training with Henry was better than I expected,because I thought he was going to train me a lot on drills and stuff.Turns out he was perfecting my basics.Like footwork,lounge,step lounge,parry,and all that.I think I improved quite a bit(:

National Trials will be one step to the YOG.There will be many many more competitions to come!:D I'm excited for that.

Today I rest in the Lord by going to edge.

God bless!
Hello world!

I have a new boyfriend!(fyi,the fencers of SMSS's inside joke:Boyfriend means your own fencing blade)And he's sparkling AWESOME GOLD!Let me introduce him to ya.

ISN'T HE HANDSOME?

Shiny as well(:

He's going to attract a lot of attention in competitions.Unless someone else has a gold blade too :D Haha.

Juliana signed me up for the National Trials competition next week,14th-15th of February.And I'm so EGGCITED! So till then I will and MUST train super duper hard!Tomorrow I have one on one with Henry since Wei Wen is in Korea.Lucky guy!Haha.

God's really awesome.National Trials,a Gold blade,a wonderful family,and he blessed me with a home that has a bed!I can't ask for more right now...sometimes when I notice how fantastic God is,it really blows my mind.How the simplest of things can be such a great blessing at times.Thank you God(:

Alright,after my homework I need to sleep.BADLY because my muscles are aching all over xD

God bless!
Hello people!

Today can be considered as a super awesome day because I don't need to stay back for anything!Thus,dismissal on time :D Also,there was art period and miss Hoe wasn't around and left for us an assignment to do of drawing each others faces.You see,a few lessons before she took a photo of our faces,and she developed them on paper,each face twice,then folded one diagonally and one vertically,then stuck it to the A3 paper.And we had to complete the face on the A3 paper.We had loads of fun sabo-ing each other's faces.Ahaha.

Yet at the same time it wasn't so good because POA was in the time slot and I could barely absorb what the teacher was saying.I don't really know why either.

Came home on time,watched 'MAMA MIA!' again and went for a nap.^^

Alrighty,I'm going off to finish up a lil artwork(:

God bless!
Hello people!

I'm happy today!Firstly,there's NO HOMEWORK.One in eons that's ever going to happen.And next I won all my bouts when I fenced today.CHLOE GAN PLEASE GET WELL SOON AND GET BACK FENCING AGAIN!:D Thanks for all the vunderful advice you've given me to improve my fencing(:

I'm super looking forward to the next competition in March,the inter-school fencing competition!Till then I'm going to train super hard,and then fight for a medal!It's about time my batch got a medal.

My whole body's still rather numb from training today though.Coach Wei Wen do comeback soon from Korea,I'll be looking forward to the one-on-one trainings!Who cares if you're harsh...as long as I get better in fencing and make it into the national team(:

Righty right,tomorrow's going to be another awesome day I'm sure,and I do thank God so much for it.Going to sleep earlier so I don't need to drag myself out of bed tomorrow.Heh.

Night world,God bless!(:
Hello people!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO DAVID HO,THE WHITEST BEAN IN SINGAPORE!MAY GOD BLESS YOU LOADS THIS YEAR AND YOU CAN FINALLY WATCH NC16 SHOWS.HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE AND FORBID myself from being late anymore in school,because the next time I do its CWO.I don't wish to do it only because it wastes my time,such as when I could be sleeping.Haha.

Thus I decided that I would never sleep later than 11(unless with reason)because I need to wake up on time and leave the house by 6.15-6.30 am.So now adays I'm sleeping in the afternoon to replenish my sleep in case I actually do sleep late.

Haha.But anyways thank God for everything!I've been pretty okay in class recently I guess,I've been able to understand whatever the teacher is saying so far.Although once in awhile there should be a pill I can take for staying awake in class.The picture below shows what I do in class when I'm WAY too tired.

I draw all these types of things on myself.Like 'Pinch here' or 'Slap here'. Although Slap here might be a bit too striking because I may need to draw a whole hand.Haha.

But God's been good still,having have blessed me enough to get through last week. And likewise,I'm sure he's going to get me through this one in one piece.I want to know him more as time goes.I want to have an undying love for his children,to love him more and more as time ticks across the day.God I want to know you.

I want to know that God is always by my side.To know that he laughs with me when I'm being plain silly and happy,to know that he is by my side when I'm scared,to know that he's there by me when I'm feeling insignificant and alone,to know that he is by me to comfort me when I'm sad.To know that he is always there to say 'I love you,my child.'

What a wonderful God I serve indeed.

God bless ya all!