Ming.
Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 / 10:23 PM
Not again.
Hello people!
As promised,I shall alas upload the National Trials Competition photos!
Awww.Amethyst wrote this on facebook to encourage me the day before.So nice right.Haha.
Me right after DE bout and Nicole.As you can see from me it was an exhausting one.Heh heh.
Tried taking another one with the banner being more prominent.But after the DE bout my hands were trembly and shaky so this ain't such a nice shot.
The banner and its proud and happy maker,Nicole Lai(:
The Awesome-Boyfriend-Monkey Staff-Golden-Blade,me and my banner :D
Here,a nice one.
They were more of from the National Junior Trials,not Cadet.Haha.Was loads of fun anyways,I want to revive the moments(:
So lesson today was fine except POA.The teacher felt seemingly like mocking me again,comparing me with so many others and saying that I don't try hard enough and that I don't think and I don't attempt the question.
NONSENSE.Absolute UTTER NONSENSE.She makes too much assumptions.Even if I do sound like I'm not thinking she could tell me in a nicer tone.And she evens nags about me behind my back.And stop comparing me with others can.I might seem like I'm not trying hard to catch up or not putting in the effort,but I really am.She doesn't know the reason behind why I don't ask questions,so I really wish she'd just STOP insulting my character.Its mean and its hurting.And talk about being afraid of hurting or overhearing hurting words.
I wished she'd just stop hurting me like that and making assumptions that all aren't true about me all the time.I wish she would listen to me,I wish she would hear me out.But looks like it isn't going to happen.And what asking God who can help me.YOU YOU YOU,Teacher,would be of splendid help if you would understand me abit and hear me out.
God,you have to help me now.I haven't been THIS angry at a teacher for a really long time.I want to forgive,I want to enjoy POA again.But God,it isn't possible without you.
God Bless!