Ming.
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You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Thursday, February 19, 2009 / 9:22 PM
Twisty twist.
Hello people!
GOD WHY!!!??? WHY OH WHY OH WHY IS MY POA TEACHER MY POA TEACHER!?!?!?!?
Omw my 3rd ranting post at her already.That shows how bad it is.I really don't want to but I HAVE to let off some steam.
She went totally over the line today.She said she would SLAP me if she could.She said it not once okay.She said she never had a student like me,she says I don't push myself,she says that I have to tell myself to stop it.
NO.NO TEACHER.YOU.YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!!YOU STOP IT!!
3 STINKING DAYS STRAIGHT OF NON STOP SCOLDING?!?!?WHAT IS IT WITH YOU!?!?DEFINE YOUR STINKING VERSION OF PUSHING MYSELF.IS IT NOT THINKING HARD?I THOUGHT SO HARD AND I NEVER ASKED FOR THE ANSWER STRAIGHT.I NEED MY TIME TO THINK AND I CAN'T POSSIBLY THINK PROPERLY WITH YOU YELLING AT ME THE WHOLE TIME.WHAT IS IT ABOUT ME THAT MAKES YOU HAVE TO PICK ON ME THE WHOLE TIME FOR 3 DAYS??
YOU SAY I'M NOT PUSHING MYSELF.I JOLLY DARN WELL THINK I AM.I THINK,TRY MY BEST NOT TO ASK QUESTIONS AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE QUESTIONS MYSELF.AND WHEN GET STUCK AND ASK YOU SAY I'M NOT PUSHING MYSELF.WHAT ON EARTH LOGIC IS THAT!?!?THEN WHAT ON EARTH DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?WHEN I ASK YOU YOU SCOLD ME.WHEN I DON'T ASK I DON'T UNDERSTAND.EVEN WHEN I GET CONFUSED WHEN I ASK MY FRIENDS YOU JUST HAVE TO COME IN AND TELL ME THAT I'M NOT PUSHING MYSELF,EVEN THOUGH I JUST NEED MY TIME TO THINK.
AND WHAT NONSENSE THAT I DON'T THINK.IS IT A PROBLEM THAT I TAKE LONG TO THINK AT SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW?DON'T YOU KNOW THAT WHEN SOMEONE ISN'T GOOD AT SOMETHING NATURALLY THE TIME TO THINK WILL TAKE LONGER???AND YOU AREN'T HELPING BY SCREAMING INTO MY HEAD AND PUSHING MY FOCUS ON THE QUESTION OFF.AND WHAT YOUR PATIENCE ISN'T LONG.THEN LEAVE ME AND COME BACK LATER!!YOU RUSH ME IN ANSWERING QUESTIONS.YOU ACTUALLY THINK THAT'S OF ANY TOTAL HELP AT ALL??WELL I'VE GOT NEWS FOR YOU.ITS NOT HELPING!!!
ALL THE MORE YOU EVEN SAID THAT YOU WOULD SLAP ME IF YOU COULD.AND IF THERE WAS ANYONE TO SLAP SOMEONE ELSE IT WOULD BE ME.YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW ITS LIKE TO TAKE UP 3 DAYS OF YOUR UNREASONABLE,LOW-UNDERSTANDING-OF SITUATION SCOLDING.YOU MAKE ME LOSE RESPECT FOR YOU,EVEN THOUGH I WANT TO RESPECT YOU AND I WANT TO LOVE YOU AS A TEACHER.BUT YOU'RE MAKING IT SO HARD.
AND YOU SAY THAT I DON'T THINK.SPEAK FOR YOURSELF WOULD YOU.
GOD.I NEED YOUR HELP SO,SO,SO BAD.I'M SORRY TEACHER.BUT YOU PUSH ME TOO MUCH.
God bless(: