Ming.
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Monday, March 30, 2009 / 8:44 PM
One day, it'll happen.
Hello people!
To sum up the inter-school competition,I died.Simple right.Haha.
Something about competitions,there's really a twist you feel in your heart when you lose in a bout.I lost to my own school people,and won someone who won one of the toughest fencers.Funny right.
I felt super disappointed in myself because I lost to my own school people both by a blinking careless point,then I started tearing from the disappointment.I need to get better,like seriously.And I won't use my arm injury as an excuse.I long for the day when I can finally be good and qualify for the nationals.One day,I'll be a great fencer.Provided if God wants me to.God,let me be a REALLY REALLY good fencer asap.Pretty pretty please? xD
I'm short.I'm not that strong.I'm not that fast.I met like literally GIANTS,on the piste who were fast powerful and tall(smart too of course).And it irritates me that I'm so short and so not strong,and these really tall and strong fencers get me so easily.Face it,I still SUCK.
No,I cannot remain like that.I'm going to nail it someday.One day,I'll train hard enough to qualify for the nationals.One day,I'll be good enough to appear in the SEA games,the Olympics.One day,I'll make my coaches proud and get Gold or Silver medals in big events.One day.Just THAT one day,it'll happen.
Sometimes I wish I could just change my studies into one on one fencing.Sometimes I wished I chosed Singapore Sports School(and result in my parents murdering me xD).Never going to happen(not in SMSS the nun school,and not in Singapore that always emphasizes CRAZILY on education).
Especially when I saw Justin fence today(ex C7 classmate 2006)I was grossed by the fact that I knew him and he's the first ranking in B division Men's Foil.The last time I knew him properly in Primary School he was sporty and in Track and field,and now hes a national fencer with 1st rankings(and likely a lot of medals too xD).And his parents support him so much.My parents? Not likely.
I want that national ranking!Coach,please train me hard!I'll push myself,I'll be willing to train.I want to be up there,because I'm sick of being down here.
I don't know why I'm suddenly so insane about fencing today.Haha xD
God bless!