Ming.
Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Friday, May 1, 2009 / 5:43 PM
Entourage.
Hello world!
This morning at about 4am my forceful bone/organ twisting pain hit me again,and the irritating thing is,you have no idea how on earth you can make it feel better.You can't puke,you can't massage yourself,you can't scream,you can't bite hard or squeeze your hand on something,you can't cry,you can't relieve yourself,you don't know what medicine you can take,its just a stabbing twisty pain in you that seems impossible to get rid of.
So,after trying to puke(which failed)I crawled into my parent's room asking for help.I feel so bad,waking them up so early and being so troublesome.The pain went eventually,thank God.Bet he put his hand around me the whole time,protecting me from dying.I really felt like I was going to die this morning though.Never in the history of all the pains that I had that I screamed because of the pain.
Thank God(: I don't want to die just yet,I still have many many things to do for God on this earth!
I am now stuck on what exactly to do on my art prep work.Okay not stuck.More of too lazy to think.Haha xD Let's see:
-Hair
-Lips
-Veil
-Heart
-Hands
-Chains
-Fan
Okay now I can think.I want to try finishing abit of each by today,so that the rest of the days can truly be spent studying on my other subjects.
Since 1pm in the afternoon till now,was spent doing work and doing rendering.Tiresome,but it'll all be over in 2 weeks.Of which I really thank God for.
I'm so glad that God is faithful.Even through this really stressful period,having fever almost just before the exams begin,having a long piece of prep work to do for art,I trust that he will see me through somehow someway.The God that I believe in is huge,perfect and worthy of all praise,amen?(:
God bless!