Ming.
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Saturday, May 16, 2009 / 2:27 PM
The madness of this universe.
Hello people!
Happy 400th post(:
I was just giving it a simple thought,but being in a girls school,you are exposed to....yes,girls.More often than not,its a nice sight to see that girls are toughening up to fend for themselves,instead of being like the past of which,they all stay at home and are victims of bully.
No wonder there's still A BIT of stereotype against girls.Soft and gentle like a girl. Nice and sweet like a girl.Nonsense.Oh no I think I'm becoming a feminist.WHAHAHAHAHAHA.
But I guess there is a little bit of reason why.When I was younger,I was bullied,and honestly,pretty badly.My table was thrown out of class,and I wrote on a hardcover book(I don't know what it was with the teacher,she didn't help me at all).My bag was in the rubbish bin.My storybook was mixed with one whole bucketful of books.An eraser was thrown in my eye.And how it was like to have been spat at on the face.
I knew how it felt,I knew how it was like to have been bullied terribly.And when you've experienced it yourself,its natural that you'd want to protect others from experiencing the same.No,its not that I want the girls to spit back when being spat at,or punch back when being punched,but being strong enough not wallow down immediately and cry.Its the strength to stand up and firm,and reach out for help when needed.The respectable courage and the reliance on God.That's what it should be like.
How I laughed at myself for being as mushy and as soft as cotton wool in the past.But yes,stronger and tougher with God amen?And even as I visited the blog of my previous bully,he seemed a lot weaker and a lot more incapable than I last remembered a few years ago.He needs Christ.
When my younger extended family members get bullied,my natural instinct wants to go trash that little stinker that bullied my family.But on the other hand,the holy spirit does pull me back,and says forgive.Forgive your enemies.Indeed.Its also that strength that comes from Christ to forgive that's admirable.But of course,God gets the glory.And about that bully,pray.C'mon,an A LOT bigger God is by your side.Whadaya scared of? (:
I serve a brilliant God indeed.
God bless!