Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?

.Nice to see you here.
.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.

A heart that calls and misses you tonight.

Hello world!

The first 2 days of school has gone by!Its been fine so far I guess.I survived most of the lessons and H1N1 screenings.Haha.

Although my nose was seriously flooding like a tap today.Like you know,like a leakage.Haha.

I think as my new term/semester in school starts,I really want to live it for Christ.I don't know how,honestly.With me once again,knowing my pathetic humanly self,I really cannot do much.Its time I really looked up to God,seeing him,not myself.

Jesus,I want to live this life for you.Not anything else.I want my life to serve and honor you,and I want to be righteous in your sight.I want to be a powerful woman of you,taking nations for you and fighting bravely in the battlefield for your kingdom.Jesus,I believe that you can help me do it.I don't know how.But I believe,through you I can do all things.Amen.

God bless!
Hello world!

I can bet that many many many many students out there who have school tomorrow are wishing like MAD that their school would get closed.

That's okay,its normal.I'm wishing for it too.I wanted to just refuse to go to school,but nah.I can't.I just hope H1N1 just lets my school close down for one more week at least!Hahaha.

God,please give me strength to get through school tomorrow and that I would PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE NOT HAVE POA LESSON.Amen.

God bless! :D
Hello people!

I realized I haven't blogged about youth camp yet.Haha.

Camp was brilliant,like all the other years have been.Just that this year's camp location was a little bit funny,and we had to walk from Radius Hotel to Federal Hotel almost every single day,and along the way weird people would try all sorts of funny ways to get you to buy their products.Haha.

But putting that aside,I had a great group this year.Qwerty! The word that makes no sense.Haha.But I enjoyed myself nonetheless,I got along well with pretty much everyone in my group.Thanks guys(:

Our camp speaker was none other than the amazing Pastor Jude Fouquier!He was anointed,really.He spoke many things that touched our hearts,with maturity in Christianity,the Gospel,many others...they've all helped me to elevate and reach to a new level with Christ.

Previously,I was weak.Well,I'm still weak,but I know that I have Christ,whom through my weakness is made strong.But I felt that I couldn't be used.Its like my bacteria analogy.We're similar to bacteria to God.We're tiny,and we cause so much trouble to God that he has to constantly call us back to him and forgive our sins.But yet,we're also like diamonds to God.Its through the tiresome shaping and carving of the diamond that we're able to shine for God.And we're so so precious to God.This was something I never really saw in myself,despite the many sermons preached and the many times said...be it at net,the edge,or Sunday services.I took more on the note of things that I can do to please God,that if I don't I'd break God's heart,and for a long time,I was so sad.I didn't feel God's love.At least,not enough to convince myself that I was really loved.And with that,I withdrew and I felt that I couldn't do anything for Christ.

And there was a greater revelation in camp.God told me to really really stop condemning myself,when the truth was,he never condemned me.So really,if he doesn't condemn me,for what and why do I condemn myself? God said that it was already and honor to be on the earth,because that means that he definitely has a plan beyond the brilliance of whatever any human mind can ever imagine.Which is really mind blowing,coming to think of it.Of which I praise God for.Amen(:

God's always there for you and by your side!Aren't you thankful(:

God bless!
I'M GOING TO PICK UP MY SIS FROM THE AIRPORT AT 2 AM LATER! WHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Hello world!

I GOT BAPTIZED TODAY!Hahaha.

Was really good.I enjoyed myself,we had a bike ride and then I got baptized.

It felt great.With your friends cheering you on.It feels lovely really.Since young,getting bullied and all,no one has ever given me that moral support,that encouragement.And when I got baptized,many went 'GO MING MING! WHOOOOOO!' I felt a heart warmth in me.It's so encouraging,so comforting to know that people are willing to cheer you on.

I want to be someone who would be there for people.When they feel like no one's there,I want to be there to get their back.To let them know,hey,there's someone who cares.

God bless! :D

Hello world!

I just think back and I realize how blessed I am to have so many friends who stand by me.So many that I love,and they love me back.God,thank you.

So yes! The picture on the right is one very nice unglam shot of me and my very satisfied finish of the big plate of noodles enough for two people.Well,I was hungry.Haha.

But the uncle who sold me the noodles couldn't believe it of course,while me and Sam ordered from the same stall.This was the conversation:

me:'Uh,Uncle can I have Chicken Noodle,but add noodle.'

Uncle:'Wah! Add noodle a lot one ehy!You sure you can anot?'

me:'Can,Uncle just bring it on.'

Uncle:'Really ah!The plate is this big eh!*shows me plate*'

me:'Aiyoh,can one!'

Uncle:'Sure anot ah girl,its 2 ball of noodles ehy! Thats a lot know.'

me:'Uncle,I can one,trust me.'

Uncle:'Later you cannot finish my boss will scold me one eh!'

me:'Uncle I won't let you down lah.I can one.'

Uncle:'SURE AH! I cook already hor.'

me:'Uncle don't underestimate me,I really can one!'

*uncle cooks the noodle*

Uncle:'See girl,so much ehy!'

me:'AIYO.CAN CAN!No problem.'

*me and sam laughs*

It really wasn't much of anything.I was very happy eating.Haha xD

And I brought the plate back to show the uncle.Haha xD

Friends that laugh,that love and love God.How blessed can I get.Thank you Jesus(:

God bless!(:
I got really really really bored so I decided to kop things to do from Joy Chua's blog xD

So,YET ANOTHER 25 random things about myself(Doing these sort of things over and over again sort of makes me feel as if I'm a really random person xD)

1.I like cheese.
2.I hate wearing skirts and dresses.
3.I LOVE SUSPENDERS.
4.I'm in some way,a very mad person.
5.I want to be a wedding photographer.
6.I want to be a wedding photographer that takes her own wedding shots.
7.I like frogs.
8.I like it when people call me Ming Ming.
9.I hate the fact that songs with nice melodies have disgusting lyrics.
10.I hate the fact that a lot of nice foods are always unhealthy.
11.I don't like group work in school.
12.I think my school is almost like a nunnery.
13.I like to go for weddings,as much as I hate to wear dresses/skirts.
14.I intend to be Daniel's best woMAN on his wedding day.
15.And thus,I should be wearing a tuxedo then when all other girls are looking for dresses.
16.I do have a girlish side.
17.I need to train my muscles so badly.
18.I want a sports partner.
19.I think it'll be cool if my future soul mate is also a fencer.
20.I think it'll also be cool if my future soul mate's name is Gin Ming(Gin Ming is a guy's name too :D).
21.I liked my name a lot more especially after I realized its a guy's name too.
22.I'm messaging my twin brother/best friend now.
23.I like dancing.
24.I cannot understand women/females,even though the truth is: I'm one myself.
25.I love Jesus (:

There you go.Haha.

God bless!
Okay I sound like Miss World or something.But I was thinking again on my bus ride home.

Just these sometimes,I suddenly come to the realization on how really cruel and bitter the world is.On the outside,many people always put up a nice front,looking all nice and normal,but inside there's this fire of hatred,bitterness and cruelty that is enough to literally end someone's life.Or maybe even a few someones.

And it scares me to think of it.And many don't know that there's this evil in them.As a matter in fact,we all do.All of us have some sort of evil in us someway.Or at least,have had them in us.And the interesting thing is,we all started out proper and pure.

Imagine this.The world's most notorious serial killer has once been proper and pure.Adolf Hitler has once started out like that.Don't you wonder what happened?

We never really realize how much it could actually hurt many around us.A slip of tongue,a simple word could easily slice someone in two or cause horror.And sometimes,we actually want that to happen.But do we ever think or realize what a monster we created?A monster,that started out as good as a diamond,begin to let its heart turn black and evil,little by little into a killer of hearts.As much as we want to hurt the person,and as much satisfaction we get and as much as they deserved it,the bitterness remains.This is a terrifying thought.

I discovered this in myself as well,and I do want to change.I want to be what God wants me to be,not a monster.Of course slip ups will come,but I'll do it one day,with the help of my God,who's always faithful.Amen(:

God bless!
Hello people!

I've finally watched Angus,Thongs and Perfect Snogging.HILARIOUS OMW.Haha.Very sweet too,and Robbie is very good looking indeed(:I liked it when Georgia was running around in the streets in her stuffed olive outfit.She looked so cute.Haha.

Oral examinations today.Went pretty alright I guess,Ms Lo just said that I should have better pronunciation.And I watched my Epee team train today.And I realized something.

I REALLY NEED TO FENCE AGAIN.

God bless!