Ming.
Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 / 10:27 PM
Eyes without tears.
Hello people!
I realized I haven't blogged about youth camp yet.Haha.
Camp was brilliant,like all the other years have been.Just that this year's camp location was a little bit funny,and we had to walk from Radius Hotel to Federal Hotel almost every single day,and along the way weird people would try all sorts of funny ways to get you to buy their products.Haha.
But putting that aside,I had a great group this year.Qwerty! The word that makes no sense.Haha.But I enjoyed myself nonetheless,I got along well with pretty much everyone in my group.Thanks guys(:
Our camp speaker was none other than the amazing Pastor Jude Fouquier!He was anointed,really.He spoke many things that touched our hearts,with maturity in Christianity,the Gospel,many others...they've all helped me to elevate and reach to a new level with Christ.
Previously,I was weak.Well,I'm still weak,but I know that I have Christ,whom through my weakness is made strong.But I felt that I couldn't be used.Its like my bacteria analogy.We're similar to bacteria to God.We're tiny,and we cause so much trouble to God that he has to constantly call us back to him and forgive our sins.But yet,we're also like diamonds to God.Its through the tiresome shaping and carving of the diamond that we're able to shine for God.And we're so so precious to God.This was something I never really saw in myself,despite the many sermons preached and the many times said...be it at net,the edge,or Sunday services.I took more on the note of things that I can do to please God,that if I don't I'd break God's heart,and for a long time,I was so sad.I didn't feel God's love.At least,not enough to convince myself that I was really loved.And with that,I withdrew and I felt that I couldn't do anything for Christ.
And there was a greater revelation in camp.God told me to really really stop condemning myself,when the truth was,he never condemned me.So really,if he doesn't condemn me,for what and why do I condemn myself? God said that it was already and honor to be on the earth,because that means that he definitely has a plan beyond the brilliance of whatever any human mind can ever imagine.Which is really mind blowing,coming to think of it.Of which I praise God for.Amen(:
God's always there for you and by your side!Aren't you thankful(:
God bless!