Ming.
Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 / 10:52 PM
Sometimes.
Okay I sound like Miss World or something.But I was thinking again on my bus ride home.
Just these sometimes,I suddenly come to the realization on how really cruel and bitter the world is.On the outside,many people always put up a nice front,looking all nice and normal,but inside there's this fire of hatred,bitterness and cruelty that is enough to literally end someone's life.Or maybe even a few someones.
And it scares me to think of it.And many don't know that there's this evil in them.As a matter in fact,we all do.All of us have some sort of evil in us someway.Or at least,have had them in us.And the interesting thing is,we all started out proper and pure.
Imagine this.The world's most notorious serial killer has once been proper and pure.Adolf Hitler has once started out like that.Don't you wonder what happened?
We never really realize how much it could actually hurt many around us.A slip of tongue,a simple word could easily slice someone in two or cause horror.And sometimes,we actually want that to happen.But do we ever think or realize what a monster we created?A monster,that started out as good as a diamond,begin to let its heart turn black and evil,little by little into a killer of hearts.As much as we want to hurt the person,and as much satisfaction we get and as much as they deserved it,the bitterness remains.This is a terrifying thought.
I discovered this in myself as well,and I do want to change.I want to be what God wants me to be,not a monster.Of course slip ups will come,but I'll do it one day,with the help of my God,who's always faithful.Amen(:
God bless!