Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?

.Nice to see you here.
.Gin Ming/Ren Ming,whichever is easier for you.
.29th December 1994.
.Epee fencer
.Loves God.
.Art.
And collects notebooks.

Original Picture.

Sketched picture with Pen and Pencil.(click image to enlarge)

After sketching this,I came to a conclusion.

I look better without my face whenever I try sketching myself.
Hello people!

Alright,I shall now make a list on what other pictures I need for my coursework.

.many many many many jump shots,including:
-Jumps in skirt(Preferably long and flowy skirts)
-Jumps for Joy(as natural as possible)
-Jumps from different angles(as artistic as possible)

.a mobile earpiece(like a earpiece caught in the middle of a jump)

.Flying hair
-by wind
-by jumping
-by flicking

.Very very very very very happy smiles
-smiles caught in the middle of laughter
-smiles of positive excitement

Alright,that's about it.All by this weekend.I definitely need help for jumps in skirts.I barely own ANY skirts that fit what I want for the coursework.I'll wangle through the jump shots by this Sunday provided my ankle heals.It feels better already.

I want to score well for this coursework!I shall experiment with more colors and mediums this time round(:

Happy weekend :D

God bless!
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Yes,I did it again!

Walked normally down the arts atrium staircase and suddenly my left ankle twisted( I don't actually know how its humanely possible but okay.)and I got a half sprained ankle.So now I limp(most of the time at least) and I can't exactly walk down staircases unless I do it the other way around,going downstairs backwards.

But I'm so used to getting injured so oh well.Hahaha.

I still thank God for today though (: It went pretty alright I suppose.

God bless!

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Sometimes I just look back and I remember how much I've been blessed.And for all of those,I'm thankful.

Although recently there have been a few conflicts and not-so-encouraging thoughts running through me,I'm really still grateful for the position I'm in.That I've been placed on this earth,I have a family,I have friends,I have a fantastic hobby,learn the best sport on earth and I know Christ.Really,I'm thankful.

Haha,school today was pretty alright,I got another notebook.Really,'Nightingale' has FANTASTIC notebooks.And I got some glossy printing paper.Fantastic,now I have some things to play with.

I had a few upcoming ideas for gifts recently.Although I can finally take a breather because most of them are over.For the past 2 months I've been cracking my brain over birthday gift ideas.I had fun,and I was happy to see that my friends liked them.

And every time I make a gift,my parents would think I'm mad.Firstly,it uses money(which is why I want to make my own soon)and secondly,they don't see the need in effort.

But I see the effort because I love my friends.To me,they're worth it(:

Hahaha.I'm excited for the next gift I'm making.

Fencing referee training coming up!I'm excited :D

God bless!

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I LOVE WEEKENDS.

Training is starting next week and I'm wayyyyy too lazy to go.But I have to.Hahaha.

Actually,I like to train as a individual,but as a team I learn more about team spirit I guess(: I do love my fencing team.

God I praise and thank you.Really(:

God bless!

Today is picture day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING HO HANNAH HILTON! Love ya to bits my dear,never has there been a friend as special as you :D God bless you!

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I had a nice nap.So I'm up,happy and I want to blog.Hahahaha.

Well I always think when I have long bus trips.About everything and anything.So here's one interesting thought that passed my mind one day.

People see people on bus rides,taxi rides,on the street,everywhere.And people get impressions.They think things about you.This thought interests me somehow,having to think about what others think of you.I don't know about you,but I do think of others on my bus trips.Maybe I think someone has a nice smile.Maybe I think this little child is cute.Maybe I think someone is overdressed.Maybe I wonder if the person is feeling alright.

So if I think of people sometimes like that,I do wonder what they think of me sometimes.Not that they matter,this just happened to strike my interest.

Maybe someone thinks you were such a dear to give that old lady your seat.

Maybe someone wants your attention.

Maybe someone thinks you're strange.

Maybe someone thinks you're really beautiful.

Maybe someone just saw you smile and wants to see it again.

Maybe someone thinks that you're a lovely person.

Maybe someone found you a little annoying.

Maybe someone is thinking if they've seen you somewhere before.

Maybe someone thinks that you look very approachable.

Maybe someone is wanting to approach you.

Maybe someone thinks you don't sound like you look.

Maybe someone thinks that you're an encouragement to them.

I don't know,but these thoughts do occur to people,don't they?I experience them myself,and I have found beautiful people from all types of people I see.Sometimes,I don't even need to talk to them,but I see their smile and I see their behavior towards people,I know that they're the lovely people I can approach and that I can smile together with.

I bet people think I'm strange,because I can smile to myself without having any friends around.Not many people as individuals without any friends around actually smile to themselves,as I observed.There was once,after I received a phone call in the mrt that didn't carry a very encouraging message,tears dripped from my eyes and I tried to cry discreetly.But people saw of course.I knew that there was this lady sitting opposite me looking at me intently.

Wonder what they thought then.Haha.

But yeah.Just something to think about(:

God bless!
Yes,my item is complete.

Now to have a mission plan.HAHAHA.

This is going to be an exciting-rest-of-the-week :D :D

God bless!
I HAVE AN IDEA I HAVE AN IDEA OHHH YEAH I HAVE AN IDEA! :D
Hello world!

Strangely I'm feeling really good today.School was fine I suppose,I spent 1 good hour reading the 'Baby Blues' Comic in the library and laughing to myself like a idiot and freaking out my friends with me at my table.And after that I went to the airport to send off once again our very loved WONG WEI LING back to Perth.Not that I'm happy that she's off,but yeah of course I'll miss her.Come back soon Jie!

Then training at Blade Club with Wei Wen.For warm up I didn't do my skipping too well and I accidentally whipped my arm quite a number of times and I saw many red lash marks on my arm.It was quite a bad training I suppose,seeing that I haven't trained for eons and my finger control was all blah.I need to regain my fitness.Hahaha.

Then I'm back home and resting.Exhausted after training of course.But I feel good :D Thank you Jesus!

So I shall entertain you readers with some pictures after not uploading them for awhile.

This is my brother and I for 'Retro Night'. He won the best dressed. Haha.

Finally,a full sibling shot after a loooong time.From left to right,Brother,Sister,me. The oldest is in the center.

Here is Ethan.WITH MY HAT.

Here's Noah.WITH MY HAT(and shutter specs).

And here is Dillon.Once again,WITH MY HAT.I conclude that kids look very cute with hats on.

Kat,Me and Sam at Retro Night :D

And yesterday night at Toa Payoh for our last dinner before Sis goes off to Perth again.Ain't this such a cute shot :D We love you jie!

God bless :D

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I didn't go to school today in the morning since I was down with a headache.It hurts,and I didn't find the strength to get up and all I wangled was to get to my mother's room and tell her that I didn't feel good.

And well,she believed me at first,but then she still wanted me to go to school when I actually couldn't really do so.And then she kept saying that I'm always so excited to go to church but yet when it comes to school I always get so moody and all.Its not wrong to say that,I mean after all,Church IS a lot a better place to be in than school.Where I can really worship God,meet my friends,get charged with the word,than school where I have to sit down all day and study.

And yet,she accused me that I always go to church to play and then neglect all my studies,that actually I don't worship God.Yes,WHAT AN INSULT!I do study.Although I wouldn't blame her because I don't do a lot of studying at home,but I feel that there wasn't a need to blame my christian life.And she said she might ban me from church and make me study.She said that Church was a get away for me and that I was a bad example as a christian.

And all the time she was saying that,my head was hurting.

I'm finding it very strange that shes creating a huge hoo-ha and that she disappointed in me JUST and SIMPLY because I'm having a headache.So to make it simple,she thinks I'm faking.

I mean,isn't it logical? I get a headache,and I can't even walk properly with everything around me spinning,and the Panadol didn't work till hours later.I can't really go to school like that.And she had to create such a big fuss and thinks I'm pretending.OH GOLLY.

Well enough of that,I guess I'll get it over and done with.Retro Night yesterday was awesome,I dressed up with a checkered top,white bowtie and a hat :D

We did all types of strange things,from decorating the place till it was really retro to a subway dinner.Cam-whoring was a must of course.Hahaha.

And my brother won the best dressed! :D

Was a lovely day yesterday spent.

God bless!
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YES I GOT MY CANON CAMERA! I really thank God and my parents who bought it for me.So I decided to test it out,on none other than my amazing notebook collection :D

My newest one :D








Omw VELVET :D


And when I thought POP-URBAN was good I found this brand 'nightingale'.I REALLY LIKE THIS ONE.

Not bad for its quality.I really love my camera.

God bless!
Lord,give me the love that you have.I want to love.I really want to love your people with all I've got.
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Ah.Wednesday is coming,and that means art and speech day rehearsal.Speech Day is next Friday!And I want a camera by THIS Friday.I needa negotiate with my mom. Hahaha.CANON DIGITAL IXUS!

Today I spent after school teaching Rachel Tan Chinese and helping her in her Chinese compo at KAP macs.

And I put my Mr Greedy on the table.Hes distracting and cute.

So I pushed him down hoping he won't be so distracting.Didn't work.He just looked cuter.

Haha.It was quite a fruitful time I suppose(: Looking forward to Retro night!I've pretty much already picked out what to wear.Haha.

God has once again made a day great.

God bless!:D
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Pardon my previous post(: You guys all know me,I can't vent out too well in reality,so I shall write out all my vents.And I cool off after awhile.

I'm not angry anymore,but yeah,I'll still be waiting for things to get better.Thanks for your concern yeah guys?But I'll be alright.No worries(: I HAVE JESUS! Amen.

Today was alright I guess,I could worship God a lil (: God's been so good to me.

God bless! :D
SERIOUSLY.

I don't even know why I'm dedicating one post to scream at you,but really.I'm so tired of you ignoring me.I'm so sick of having to not talk to you,of having to pretend that its okay that I'm not talking to you and you aren't talking to me,but I'm fed up.

Don't get me wrong,not that I have any designs or whatever.Its just that I'm your 'Best Friend'.Yeah,best friends that ignore each other.Very good.I tried to talk to you.I tried to be nice and I tried to be a best friend.And you never reply me back.You'd probably won't see me,and you usually tell me that you didn't hear me either.And if I'm talking to you with someone else,you'd reply that someone all the way,not me.

Even if you're trying to play coy,I have to admit you're getting on my nerves.You'll see me,but when I try to say hi,its as if you're wondering if I'm really saying hi to you.In all this time I've known you this is the first time I've wanted to just really shake you and slap you.Its like I don't exist and all.

Although I understand its awkward for you and even suspicious if you talk to me but that isn't a good excuse.I know how its like for you.But I can't understand why that mouth of yours shuts ever so tightly when I talk to you,or why you can't keep your focus on me for more than 5 seconds.I just wanted to say hi and maybe a sentence or so.But you never ever ever listen.EVER.I'd say something,and you'd go off with some other guy friend of yours.And if you think that's nice,its not.

And you said that I'm your best friend.And you always wanted to know why when I looked sad.And you'd ask how I was.RUBBISH.That's all total rubbish now.To think I trusted you and to think I thought you cared.I'm not anyone to you actually am I.

And I'm only so angry and pissed off its still because I still love you as my brother/friend.YOU ARRGH.Why do you disappoint me so?

God bless!

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God's really amazing.

So many times,I've had this issue.And it literally chained itself to my heart,and it was heavy and painful.I've wanted to cry and scream,but I held it and tried to be strong.I tried to act like I was fine.But reality is,IT STINKING HURTS AND IS DISGUSTING.And I hated it so much.I wanted it to go.But chains? Hello.Every morning when it started to hurt me,I prayed and I cried in my heart to God,for him to please remove the pain and the horror.For weeks,I endured,and I resisted.Why hasn't God come to help me yet?Why is this clutching,painful and heavy feeling still there?

And one day,I got it.God said through Hannah(THANK YOU DEAR!),'Wait'.

I did.I waited.I waited until God knew it was time.

Then one day I woke up.And it was gone.I knew it was.There was no heaviness.There was no pain.And I'm free(:

Omw I really thank God.Only he could have just taken it away.The whole feeling,all the pain.I serve an amazing God! :D

God bless ya.
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Corporate Service at Suntec Convention Hall was SUPER AWESOME.First of all,Huimin and I have one super big testimony!

Well,I woke up late to meet her at 9 am when I'm supposed to meet her at 8.40am.Whoopsy doodle.But for this once I was fantastically late.Both of us were actually GLAD that I was late. That's because,because we were late,we got on to a correct cab so that we would be able to bless that particular taxi Uncle.

He did have issues in his life,not exactly a convert yet,but he believes.He has seen God's power and miracles,and I took that chance to encourage him with all I could,and shared with him what I knew about Christ.He was encouraged.Of which,I thank God for.I've been wanting to bless taxi Uncles for a long time alr.Hahaha,strange but true(:

And the best part?The taxi ride was from CCK to City Hall.A 40 min ride.So we had plenty of time to talk!Praise God.

Yesterday was blessed beyond imagination,really.I had a good start,then at service I was busy passing cards around to my region to write for tying unto Sam's 'Gibsons guitar'.Yeah I made a cardboard Gibsons guitar for her.HAHAHA.She liked it,I'm relieved xD Love ya Sammy!

Then Sarah,Huimin,Charis(Lim),Joalynn,Hannah and I decided to go for Lunch after morning service.But Hannah and I lost the others in about 3 minutes so we sorta wandered off by ourselves.It was a fruitful one I felt,we walked about,talked,and we browsed through a super eye catching CD/DVD shop.And there,I heard a Michael Jackson song and stirred up a interest in his songs(I've only heard 'Beat It').Thanks for the time Hannah(:

And time for Lunch.Alas,we found the rest in Secret Recipe.

Then Hannah and I walked around again!Hahaha.And when we got tired we sat at Macs and I had a McCafe and Hannah had a Macs Vanilla ice cream,which I think looks like creamy liquid paper.LOL.

Then we report for Ushering Duty.Okay,Hannah reports for her Worship and I report for ushering.And what turned out was that my whole row was almost empty so I didn't need to do it anymore.Hahaha.AND ADILIA WONG GOT ME A SIMPLE METAL RING!I was so touched.Thanks Adi (:

Tear down later.Had to run around stage coiling wires and collecting Avioms plus their stands.And then went down to meet some of the other youths for dinner with David Ho.Arguing the whole way,as usual xD

Awesome.I'm suddenly hyped for the 180 dance this year.OMW CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT.I wanna dance again.

God bless!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAMANTHA LOW WEI TING ON YOUR VERY LOVELY 15TH!THANKS SO MUCH FOR BEING SUCH A FANTASTIC AND TOTALLY AWESAM FRIEND,AS WELL AS PRETTY MUCH MY FAVORITE MODEL FOR MY PHOTOS.HAHAHA.LOVE YA GIRL(:

God bless!
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At times,I'm very very thankful that God placed several special people in my life. People that would face the hard times with me,that would be there to love me and and really show me that they care,people I trust in my times of storm,people who would advice me and really be there to let me know that things will be fine.

Today,I'll acknowledge 2 of you guys.Daniel and Hannah (:

Guys,seriously.Thanks for always being by my side to love and support me in literally every problem I have so far.I mean every time,I've had a little kink in my life and when I come to you guys,you're always there to support me spiritually as brothers and sisters in Christ.You guys would encourage me and help me in my fight and storm,of which,I appreciate you guys more than ever.

I really can't thank God enough for you two.Thanks,for everything(:May God continue to bless you guys greatly!

God bless(:

Hey,I called to tell you that I love you.
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Ah.Majority of my class has gone on a food strike in the canteen,especially when the food in the canteen is almost never really decent.Its not really fit for human consumption at times I feel.It doesn't even look appetizing.

So today the plan starts on bringing your own food to the canteen.Biscuits,sandwiches,cookies,sweet potatoes,instant noodles,etc.I had a cheese sandwich.

I think next time,before the school hires a vendor,I'd want them to taste the food first.EEYUCK.I liked our past vendors.Sigh.

2 more days to the weekends (:

God bless!