Ming.
Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Monday, August 17, 2009 / 12:10 PM
I'll be happy.
Hello world.
Its Monday and I've started out droopier than ever,not going to school this morning due to headaches and bloody(literally bloody)coughs,have my mom lecture me about almost everything and anything,and resulting in crying on my bed for about half and hour till the tears all dried up.
I haven't cried that hard for more than half a year already.
I don't know,but sometimes I really do need my mother's motherly support.She doesn't seen to get so.Although I'm a tomboy and although I'm usually independent and don't like to lean on people,I do feel that as my mother,she should be the one who I trust and would listen to me.But its different,she won't listen to me,and I feel like I can't tell her anything personal.
Because I knew even if I told her anything,she wouldn't understand.I know shes wiser than me,and I know that she has been through life more than I have.However,whenever I do tell her something,she'd end up giving me another lecture,instead of assuring me that she'd be there for me.She would lecture me before I even finished my sentence.And yet,I know that she loves me,but just unable to hear out what I have in mind.
Oh yes,whatever I just said has truly sounded gay.I feel like I'm in a stupid channel U drama serial.Haha.
But truly in times like this God is all I can rely on.I'm thankful that hes always there,that he's always by my side to see me through.I remember the last trial he saw me through,and as sure as ever,he would see me through this one.
Through this,I'm sure I'll come out stronger,more matured and even more filled with confidence and strength.I thank God for all that's coming.
God I thank and praise you.