the taste of vintage rainbow

Thursday, August 20, 2009 / 11:39 PM

Just for that 5 minutes.

I felt the surge of anger and ferociousness rising up within me,like a fire and a inner beast that was about to roar and kill with all its sharp teeth showing like long knives.

For that 5 minutes,I have never felt so vicious and so bitter that I could scream and wanted to break glass and smash them all against walls and tear the living day lights out of people.

I felt as if with my own bare hands I could scar a face and I could brutally rip out skin and flesh.

And 5 minutes was over.And I felt rather wheezy.The anger started to fade and the beast shrunk.What was that?

Its as if I just saw what was inside of me when I get fuming mad.All that hatred.All that bitterness.All that ferociousness.I no longer saw myself,I saw evil.

Now that's going to change.