Ming.
Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 / 10:05 PM
Hey Boy.
I think I'm turning too much into a guy.
I think I can get too rude,I think I can get too physically violent,I think I can get too unthoughtful.And I definitely think that I take things WAY too hard on myself sometimes.
But its when I take things harshly,its where I grow.
I don't know,but when I didn't help my parents in something today,they made the comment that I wasn't 'automatic' or helpful,that I was a 'princess'.
Honestly,that was an insult.I and did feel fed up.I did flare up quite a bit.And when I flare up,I'm rude.I'm cutting,and my words can pierce so deep and so viciously.I'm sure I hurt them.Again.I feel so,so useless,and so unworthy.
I think of the distance I have yet to cover,the distance I have yet to go to be a better person,a better friend,a better daughter.And I'll let out a sigh because its still so far off.
Well,better than late than never. Off on that long journey to be a better person you go,Ren Ming.
From today,I'll be a better person.
God bless!