Ming.
Hello.
You have someone who loves you.
Aren't you thankful?
Saturday, July 31, 2010 / 8:38 PM
You.
Hello world!
Did you miss me? Naw I don't think you did. Of course you didn't. Why would you? Heh.
School life has been hectic, with rushing for O level art, homework, tests, tests results, all that blubber.
And I have to say I'm thankful to God that I pulled through.
Though yesterday I got into a vicious fight with my father. I'm so sorry Rebekah that he blew up at me in front of you! Bad timing eh.
But nonetheless,God's been good. Life has been tiring,sometimes lonely for the day, but God I thank you that you are still in control,and that you are faithful,and that you still love me. For putting me in a wonderful church where I can serve and where you've brought people in my life to give it a good spruce of bright colors.
But God give me the strength to forgive. Sometimes my heart feels so bitter, so murderous, so filled with fury, so much that I could really die on the inside. God please forgive me for the thoughts. Help me to forgive God, I really want to.
Help me to let go of all the hurt.
God bless!